The girls wore short little camisoles, and one of the whores on the upper landing grinned down at everybody in the parlor and flicked up the front of hers to give us a glimpse of her trim brown bush, then busted out laughing and retreated into the hall with her next trick.
“That Carolyn is such a slut,” Mrs. Lang said, but she was smiling. Girls like Carolyn were great for business.
Now another guy came out of the upper hall, still adjusting his tie, and started down the stairs. And Felicia stood up there, her skin dark against the pale yellow camisole.
Mrs. Lang took me by the hand and hurried me to the stairs and gave me a little push up the first few steps. “Move it, honey,” she hissed at me. “You’re the one in such a rush.”
Somebody said, “Hey!” and I stopped on the stairs and turned.
A burly redfaced guy in a derby hat who’d been sitting on a sofa was coming toward us. But the bouncer cut in front of him, saying something I couldn’t hear over the loud volume of “Let’s Fall in Love” coming from the jukebox. I knew he was hoping the derby man would try something, if only to break the monotony. I’d been a bouncer in San Antonio for a time and knew how boring the job could get.
Mrs. Lang flapped her hands at me like she was shooing something, and then Felicia had me by the hand and was tugging me the rest of the way up the stairs, saying, “Come on, baby, come on—long time no see.”
As we got up to the landing, I looked back and saw the madam speaking in earnest fashion to the derby man, the bouncer standing with them and looking disappointed. Then we were in the hallway and out of view of the parlor.
We went into her little room and she shut the door and glanced at a bedside chair holding a small stack of fresh hand towels. I set the briefcase down next to the bed and hung my hat on a bedpost and took off my coat and draped it on the chairback. She pulled off her camisole and tossed it on the chair, then stood naked in front of me and helped me unbutton my shirt, talking all the while, saying she’d been wondering what had become of me, had I got married or moved away or what, trying to sound casual but doing a poor job of concealing her eagerness to move things along and serve as many tricks as she could on this most lucrative night of the year. Then I was naked too and we got in bed and went at it.
I was surprised at how worked up I was. She said, “Oh yeah, honey, yeah,” as I hammered away at her. The whole thing didn’t take but a minute. Then she was squirming out from under me, saying “That was great, baby—wooo, yeah.”
She wiped herself with a towel and handed me one, then slipped her camisole back on and shook my foot by the big toe. “Hate to rush you, sweetie, but gosh, tonight it’s just busy-busy, you know?”
I put my pants and shirt on, then sat on the bed to tug on my boots, sensing a familiar sadness. I’d heard or read somewhere that the French called sexual climax “the little death,” which was a pretty good description for the way it always felt to me. I wasn’t sure what it was that died each time, but I’d often wondered if the strange sadness that came afterward might be some form of grief for it, some special sort of sorrow rooted so deep inside of us that we didn’t even have a name for it. This time, for some reason, the melancholy was more insistent than usual.
“Dream a Little Dream” was on the juke when we went out to the landing. Felicia gave me a so-long peck on the cheek, then turned to smile down at the guy in the derby hat who’d gotten up from the sofa and was heading for the stairs as I started down. Mrs. Lang was at the bar and looking at us. She cut her eyes to the bouncer, who was over by the juke, pointing out selections to a guy feeding coins into it.
The derby man’s face was as easy to read as a fist. I figured him for a sailorman treating himself to a New Year’s Eve on the town in his best suit and hat, and he’d obviously been sitting there seething about me buying a turn ahead of him. Maybe he was drunk or maybe he was one of those guys who took everything personally, or maybe it was something else, I didn’t give a damn. But everything about the way he was carrying himself as he came up the narrow stairway said he’d worked himself up for a scrap.
Mrs. Lang must’ve seen it too. She called out, “Hollis!” I caught a glimpse of her directing the bouncer’s attention to us, of other guys looking up to see what was going on.
We were in the middle of the staircase and almost abreast when the derby man pointed his finger in my face and said, “Lemme tell you something, you mongrel sonofa—”
I grabbed the finger and pushed it back so hard my knuckles touched his wrist, and even over the music the whole room probably heard the bone snap.
He screamed and fell to his knees. I gave him a knee to the chin that cracked his jaws together and his derby twirled off and he went tumbling down the stairs, his head banging the steps. He landed in a heap at the foot of the stairway and didn’t move.
Everybody in the parlor was on his feet. Some were gawking at me, some were clearing out fast. The bouncer hopped over the derby man and came up at me with his fists ready, happy for the chance at some action and in no mood to talk things over. Fine with me. But the fool should’ve waited for me to come down rather than give me the advantage of the higher stairs.
I raised the briefcase like I was going to throw it at him—and as his hands rose to defend against it I kicked him in the chest. He sailed down the stairs and on his ass and his momentum carried him in a complete somersault over the derby man and he slammed the floor on his back so hard the vibrations came up through my feet. He lay spread-eagled with his eyes and mouth open wide, one leg twitching slightly like it had an electrical short in it.
As I came down the stairs the only two guys still in the room sped for the front door. The derby man was on his belly and out cold. Blood was seeping from his nose and open mouth, and his broken finger jutted awkwardly on a knuckle that looked like a purple walnut.
The bouncer’s eyes were terrified. His mouth was working without sound and he probably thought he was going to die for lack of air. And then it came to him, a deep hissing inhalation, and he closed his eyes and gave himself over to the luxury of breath.
I stepped around them and went to the bar. Mrs. Lang was enraged but I knew she wouldn’t call the police. A fracas like this didn’t happen often and was anyway a hazard of the trade, an inconvenience that would cut into the evening’s profits but wasn’t as much of a problem for her as the cops would be.
“Beer,” I said to the old bartender. His morose expression hadn’t changed a bit. He drew a glass and put it in front of me and said, “Two bits.”
I grinned at Mrs. Lang as I dug a quarter out of my pocket. “Jesus, I pay enough for ten turns and I entertain the joint, and I don’t even get a beer on the house?”
Her mouth pinched tighter. Her good humor had fled with her customers. I flipped the coin to the old guy and he made a neat catch.
“That stupid man was spoiling for a fight,” Mrs. Lang said. “And that damned Hollis didn’t give you much choice, I know. But I can’t have fighting here, it’s terrible for business. I’m afraid you’re not welcome here anymore. Neither is he.”
I drained most of the glass in a swallow. One of the girls and her trick came slowly down the stairs. The man stepped carefully around the two guys on the floor and hustled on outside. The girl knelt beside the bouncer and helped him to sit up.