“Yeah, great. I still think I’d rather drive,” he said.
I looked again at the map. “How many minutes is this drive?” I was still struggling with the concepts of artificial time, but from the look on Manny’s face, I had not struggled hard enough. “Hours?”
“Days,” he said. “That’s a couple of days, lady.”
Days.Trapped in a clanking, stinking metal monster. No. “Is there no other way?”
“Like I said, we could fly, but—”
Flying. I was most comfortable in the air. “Fine.”
“You have to understand, there are rules—”
Everything had rules in the human world. Annoying. “I will not freak out.”
As Manny had supposed, I was wrong about that.
So many rules.I had no baggage, except for a leather bag to carry the identification the Wardens had given me, and a handful of currency that Manny, muttering under his breath, had withdrawn from a machine he’d called an ATM. I had watched the process carefully, then checked the plastic cards that the Wardens provided. I had one with my image imprinted on it that read at the top DRIVER’S LICENSE, which meant I could operate a motor vehicle. Not that I would ever wish to. I had a gold, shimmering card with the image of an ancient goddess on its surface.
“Credit card,” Manny explained, when I held it up. We were standing in line at the airport. “For buying things. But don’t buy things.”
“Then why did I receive one?”
“Because my bosses are crazy?”
I held up the next card.
“Yeah, that’s an ATM card. Somewhere in there, you should have information about your PIN number. That’s like a code you put into the machine. If you have the right code and the right card, you get money. Money comes to you from the Wardens. It’s compensation for the work you do for them.” Did my ears deceive me, or did Manny Rocha seem to resent that? “But you have to pay attention. You can’t pull out more money than you have in the account.”
That seemed straightforward enough. I put the ATM card, credit card, and driver’s license back into my purse, and pulled out a small dark blue booklet with pale blue pages. The inside front cover once again held my image. I stared at it for some time, but the image did not move.
“Passport,” Manny said before I asked. “You need that. Keep it out, along with your tickets.”
All around me, people were waiting. Some stood patiently, some fidgeted, some seethed. Traveling seemed to be a tremendous effort. I began to see why Manny might prefer to drive, despite the horrible, suffocating, noisy box on wheels. The journey would at least be under his control.
I watched the security process with great interest, but despite my study, when it came time for me to copy the actions of those who had gone before me, I found it clumsy and humiliating. I placed my bag in the plastic bin, which rumbled away through the machine— X-ray machine, according to Manny—and slipped off my shoes at the impatient motion from the guard and added those to another bin.
But when I walked through the portal, alarms sounded. I froze, frowning, as two large men in matching clothes came toward me.
“Back up,” one ordered. “Got any metal on you?”
Metal. I looked down at my clothing. I had a belt, yes, with a metal buckle. I removed it.
Alarms again. I felt an unfamiliar pressure in my chest. Anxiety? It was infuriating. These rules were infuriating.I had held power since before the ancestors of these humans had learned to scratch pictographs in rocks, and they were making me feel . . . afraid.
I gritted my teeth and removed my jacket when they ordered it. In my shirtsleeves, with bare feet, I walked through the portal, and no alarms sounded.
The relief was even more humiliating than the anxiety.
Manny Rocha breezed through without a pause, and stopped next to me to pull on his shoes and pick up the bags and detritus from his pockets. “Just remember. Flying was yourchoice.” He paused a second, then said without looking directly at me, “I thought you’d lose your temper.”
I almost had. “I did not.”
“Yeah. Good. Let’s keep it that way.”
I had been powerful once. Powerful enough to reduce this building to smoking ash. Instead of comforting me, that thought made me feel heavy in my skin, and helpless. Again.
I put on my shoes, belt, and jacket; grabbed my single bag; and followed Manny as he set out down the long, broad, busy hallway.
There were Djinn in the airport.
I don’t know why that came as a surprise to me; it shouldn’t have, but I had not thought there were so many of us walking the earth, much less lingering in this transient place. I waited for Manny to point them out to me, but he seemed oblivious, and when we took our seats in the area designated for our flight, I decided to open the subject.
“Djinn?” he repeated, frowning, and looked around sharply. “Where?”
Ah. So it was true; even the Wardens could not identify a Djinn in human form, if the Djinn wished to remain concealed. That meant that the humans around me, even those who had some bit of Warden ability, saw nothing when they looked at me but a tall, awkward, pale woman with untidy white hair.
No. I wasnothing but a tall, awkward, pale woman with untidy white hair. No longer a Djinn. I had to remember that.
I shifted uncomfortably in the hard seat, and tried not to breathe too deeply. Public spaces were filthy with odors, soaked with emotions. It put me on edge.
I pointed to the first Djinn I saw. “There.” He was a plain young man in a red T-shirt and jeans, carrying a backpack, but I caught the flare of his aura. When he turned my direction, I saw a flash of opal in his eyes.
Then he disappeared into the crowd.
Manny was looking at me oddly. “Who?”
There was no point in trying. He wouldn’t recognize a Djinn, not the way I would. I shook my head and shifted again restlessly. I wanted to move, to walk. To feel less caged.
The thought that I would be trapped inside of a small metal box, surrounded by humans and all their odors and noises and emotions, made me feel a little sick. Perhaps we should have driven.I could have opened a window. I understood—Manny had emphasized it to me in forceful language—that I could not do so on the aircraft.
“We got you an apartment,” he was saying. “It’s your home. You’ll stay there when you’re not working. It’s not far from my place, a couple of blocks. Got you a phone, too. You’re on your own for furniture. I’ll give you some catalogs; we get a ton of them.”
He said we.He had said that before. “You don’t live alone.”
Manny glanced at me, then down at the magazine open in his hands. “No. I’ve got a wife, Angela, and a daughter. Isabel. Ibby, for short.”
“Angela,” I repeated. “Isabel. Ibby.”
“They’ve got nothing to do with you.” He said it aggressively, as if I had trespassed on something private. “They’re not Wardens. They’re my family.”
Merely humans, then. I would have no interaction with them. “I have no interest in them,” I said, which I meant to be reassuring. Manny frowned again. “What?”
“I think I need to send you to school or something. You always this unpleasant?”
I gazed at him for a long moment without blinking. “You don’t enjoy flying.”
I had surprised him. “What makes you say—”
“It’s obvious.” I felt my lips curl into a smile. “You strike out at me, but it’s not me you fear.”
“Doesn’t mean you’re not a bitch, Cassie.”
Cassie?“My name is Cassiel.” I glowered at him. That made him smile, and the longer I glared, the wider the smile.
“Okay,” he finally said. “No nicknames. Got it.”
Our staring match was interrupted by a tinny, crackling voice from overhead. Our flight, it seemed, was ready for boarding. I rose gratefully, clutching my ticket, and began to move toward the uniformed attendant.
“Whoa,” Manny said, and grabbed me by the arm. “We’re not—”