Brand is already shaking his head. “No, you’ve already done enough. I’ll suck it up and call my mother. I’m not your responsibility, Nora. I’m sure you’ve got better things to do.”
But the look on his face. It stabs me in the heart because I know that look. I’m sure I have it myself whenever I speak of my father.
Brand could’ve died in surgery for all his mother knew, and she didn’t even bother to come to the hospital. I’m outraged for him, enough so that I don’t even think she deserves to be with him now. He’s everything that’s good in the world, and if she can’t see that, then it’s her loss.
“No,” I insist. “It’s not a trouble. Trust me, it’s helping me out too. The more time I’m here, the less time I have to be at my parents’ house.”
I’m going to be here a lot, you just don’t know it yet.
Brand starts to answer, but closes his mouth, nodding. His eyes hold a curious expression. I get that a lot. People always assume my life is all rainbows and butterflies. I’m rich, after all, right?
Well, money doesn’t buy happiness.
Or good childhoods.
Or good fathers.
“I’m glad that’s settled,” I tell him firmly, taking back the glass and carrying it to the kitchen.
My phone buzzes again, this time with a text.
I don’t want to look, I don’t want to look, I don’t want to look.
But I don’t have the will power not to.
With my teeth gritted, I look.
Answer your phone.
I shudder, and slide my phone back into my pocket.
“Are you sure everything is ok?” Brand asks. He’d been watching me and I didn’t even know it.
“Yeah.”
No.
I’m not ok, because the devil himself can find me wherever I am.
I’m not safe.
I’m not safe.
But I’m safe with Brand…because he stands on a wall to protect what is his.
I rotate in a circle, taking the cottage in. Everything is on one floor here, so it’ll be easier for Brand to get around. But he really shouldn’t be alone. He can’t even drive yet.
I suddenly know how to get what I want.
“I’m going to stay here with you,” I announce, squaring my shoulders as I look at the sexy man in front of me.
His eyes widen and before he can argue, I continue.
“I insist. You can’t cook for yourself, you can’t walk, you can’t drive. You don’t want to talk to your mom and I get that. I wouldn’t speak to my dad, if I could help it. Let me do this. I want to. I owe you. And if I’m here, then I don’t have to see my dad. You’d actually be doing me a favor. Plus, I promised the nurse that I’d keep you off your leg.”
I want to be here with you.
My eyes must tell him that. He stares into them, studying me, dissecting me. I feel like he’s looking into me, figuring out all the broken parts.
But I’m studying him, too. And I see that while he’s big and strong and brave, there’s something in him that is hurting. I just don’t know what it is yet. He’s an enigma. And I can’t wait to figure him out.
Finally, he nods slowly.
“If you really want to.”
“I do,” I tell him firmly, and my heart takes off like helicopter blades. “And when someone else comes, your girlfriend, or whatever, I’ll just go back home. Easy-breezy.”
Yes, it’s a pathetic and blatant fishing attempt on my part.
Brand doesn’t bite.
He eyes me and starts to say something, but then doesn’t.
“Don’t expect anyone for a while,” he finally warns, an attempt to tell me that I might be here for a while, but still vague enough to not reveal anything about him.
That’s fine. Because I’ll be staying in a cottage with my teenage fantasy. Only he’s not a fantasy anymore. And he’s not a teenager. He’s living, breathing, and sexy as hell.
And until he tells me that there’s a girlfriend, I’m going to operate as if there isn’t one.
For the next few weeks, Brand Killien is all mine.
That’s plenty of time to figure all of his secrets out.
Chapter Four
Brand
From the armchair by the windows, I watch Nora unload her Jaguar. First she brings in a pair of crutches and leans them against my chair. Next she hauls in an overnight bag, then bag after bag of groceries before finally closing her trunk.
I hate sitting here like a helpless idiot while a woman carries in heavy groceries.
Jesus.
I fiddle with the crutches, adjusting them to the right height, before leaning them back against the chair.
Nora comes in and glances at me. “Okay. I didn’t know what you liked, so I just got a variety of stuff. I also got you soda and beer. I took a guess on what kindsd you like.”
I nod. “Anything will be fine. I’m not picky.”
She stares at me sternly. “But you can’t have the beer until you aren’t taking the painkillers anymore.”
I cock an eyebrow at her bossiness. “Yes, m’am.”
Her face is flushed from the heat outside, her red hair coming loose from her chignon. I stare at all the groceries she’d just unpacked, then look back to her.
“Okay, a couple of questions. One, did you leave anything in the store?”
She rolls her eyes.
“Yes.”
“And two, do you know how to cook?”
She rolls her eyes again.
“No. Not really. But how hard can it be?”
I snort. “Well, I can make eggs and frozen pizza. Did you get any pizzas?”
She shakes her head and now she’s looking hesitant. “No. I didn’t think of that.”
The look on her face makes me smile. She’s not used to not knowing how to do something, I can tell. And apparently, she’s not used to taking care of herself.
“So, you can’t cook, and I can’t cook. And I can’t walk,” I make these observations with a smile.
She sniffs, turning up her nose before she walks away. “I also bought a cookbook.”
She hears me laughing because her spine turns ramrod straight as she disappears into the kitchen. I’m still chuckling as I study my leg in the sun.
My knee hurts like a bitch. Obviously. Apparently, it turned backward and practically inside out.
My ankle throbs like a motherfucker too. It’s swollen to the size of a football.
My pain medicine is in the kitchen, where Nora is putting away all of those groceries alone, and right now, it looks like a hundred miles from here to there.
Suck it up, Buttercup.
With a groan, I grab the crutches next to me, and heft myself up, managing to not put weight on my leg.
Fucking-A.
It takes me five full minutes to make the trip. When I round the corner, Nora is stretching up on her toes to put food in the cabinets. Her shirt has pulled up, showing her flat stomach.
“Hey,” she looks up, yanking her shirt down. “You shouldn’t be up.”
“I’ve got an injured leg. I’m not an invalid,” I tell her grumpily, because invalid or not, my leg is throbbing like hell. I eye my pain pills, which are mocking me from above the sink, twenty painful steps away. I start my slow hobble toward them.
“Did you need something? I could’ve gotten it for you,” she tells me quickly, setting down a jar of spaghetti sauce, and heading for me.
I’m already shaking my head.
“You’re not my servant,” I tell her. “I’m not sure why you wanted to be here so bad, but you’re not going to wait on me hand and foot.” My words are sharper than I meant for them to be, but shit. My fucking leg hurts.