I saw her suck in a little breath, and she looked down for a moment. Well, I’d made her pause at least.
“And tomorrow when you don’t need me?” she challenged. “Will I be shit under your boot again?”
My heart thumped, and my chest ached.
You were never shit.
“She’ll do it,” K.C. spoke up loudly from behind me.
“K.C.!” Tate’s teeth were bared. “You don’t speak for me. And I’m not doing it!” she yelled directly at me, and heat pumped through me at her anger.
It reminded me of the kitchen counter, and I wanted to shut her up again just like I’d done that night.
“You want to,” K.C. argued with Tate.
“Perhaps,” she sneered. “But I do have pride. He’s not getting a damn thing from me.”
Fuck this.
“Thank you,” I ground out through my teeth.
“For what?” Tate snarled back.
I got in her face, but she didn’t back down. “For reminding me of what a disappointing, self-serving bitch you are.”
“That’s enough! Both of you!” Madoc cut into our argument as I stared at Tate’s wide, angry eyes. He stepped between us, glaring between Tate and me. “Right now, I don’t give a fuck what the history is between you two, but we need asses in that car. People will lose a hell of a lot of money.”
“Jared?” He looked at me and continued. “You’re going to lose a lot of money. And Tate?” He looked her, but she was still chewing me to pieces with her scowl. “You think everyone treated you badly before? Two-thirds of the people here tonight bet on Jared. When they hear that his first choice turned him down, the rest of your school year will be hell without Jared or me having to lift a finger. Now—the both of you—get in the goddamn car!”
My eyes fell to the ground, feeling a little childish and a whole lot of stunned.
Madoc didn’t usually speak in exclamation points. I’d seen him pissed a handful of times, and he brought out his teacher-voice very rarely.
I always got the impression that he was hiding something. Something more.
Everyone was quiet. Even a few bystanders that had caught the outburst.
“He has to ask me nicely,” Tate commanded.
“What?”
I was nice. The first time.
Okay, maybe not.
“He has to say ‘please,’” she spoke to everyone else but me.
I shook my head and laughed to myself.
God, she was a handful.
“Tatum.” I looked at her like she was my next meal. “Would you ride with me, please?”
Her eyes narrowed again, but there was a glint of excitement this time. She didn’t want to jump on the opportunity too fast, but she was going for it, and I knew it.
“Keys?” she asked, holding out her hand.
Dropping them in her palm, I followed her onto the track as she jogged to the driver’s side of my car.
Roman had backed his Trans Am into position as the crowd cleared the track. Whistles erupted around us as Tate climbed in behind my wheel.
We both sunk in, and aggravation chipped away my calm at how helpless I felt. I’d never sat in the passenger side before.
I couldn’t keep my eyes forward, and they slipped over to Tate, who was running her hands up and down the wheel.
The picture of her, sitting in my fucking seat, with her hands on my fucking wheel was too much.
I shifted, my dick unable to control itself.
As usual, around her.
I had no idea what it was about the idea of her in my car. Maybe it was how hot I knew she would look, or the thought of the two things that made my heart beat coming together, but my jeans got tight.
I inhaled deeply, suddenly wanting my fucking car slammed with rain, and her body glowing with sweat as she straddled me in my seat.
She was beautiful, and it was the worst moment of my life to want something so badly and know I wasn’t going to get it.
Not yet, anyway.
Turning the key, she shifted into reverse, and I could only watch in admiration as she put her arm on the back of my seat and looked over her shoulder to back the car into position. She worked the wheel easily and maneuvered the pedals smoothly, flexing her legs every time she braked and shifted.
It was like watching porn.
Tate was at ease and happy, and a smile played at the corner of her lips.
Smiling. In my presence.
Again, a weight descended on my shoulders, and I felt bad for everything I’d done to her. To her and to me.
“You’re smiling,” I said, wishing she’d stop and hoping she never would.
I wanted to make her smile, and I hated being reminded that she never did.
“Don’t ruin this for me by talking, please.”
Fair enough.
I cleared my throat. “So, your dad taught us both how to drive sticks, and the Bronco is a manual, so I’m assuming you don’t have any questions about that part, right?”
“None.” Her eyes stayed forward. She seemed half engaged with what I was saying and half mesmerized by the feel of the car. Her fingers tapped and her eyes fell everywhere around her.
I gave her a rundown of what to do, when to slow down, and how to turn, but she only responded with nods.
Zack came in front of the cars, probably because the female drivers wouldn’t be interested in Devon Peterson shaking her ass at them, and that’s when my heart dropped into my stomach.
Shit!
Tate reached out and touched the fossil necklace. Her necklace, meant for her mother, that I had stolen and kept all these years.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Blood pumped through my ears, and it took everything to keep my voice steady and calm. I’d forgotten it was still there.
“Good luck charm,” I explained, fastening my seatbelt and averting my eyes. “I took it a couple of days after you left it there. I thought it would be stolen or ruined. Kind of had it with me ever since.”
But what was worse than her knowing I had kept it all these years was the knowledge that she’d want it back. I had no right to keep it, after all.
Dropping her hand, I saw her stare out the driver’s side window in silence.
What was she thinking? I wanted to know, but I’d never ask.
“Are. We. Ready?” Zack’s voice startled me back to reality, and Tate snapped her head back to the front.
I reached out and found Waking the Demon by Bullet for My Valentine on my iPod and turned it up.
Noise, activity, distraction.
We both focused out of the windshield, silent.
“Ready?” Zack shouted, and I smiled as Tate revved the engine.
“Set?” I turned up the music again and braced myself.
I hoped for the best but wouldn’t be surprised if Tate decided to purposefully crash my baby as revenge.
“Go!”
She slammed on the gas, breathing hard and breaking into a wild smile with the excitement of the moment. Maybe it was the feeling of a different car, or maybe it was the thrill of competition, but she was zoned in. Her eyes watched the road like it was her prey, and her fingers worked the stick shift hard and fast.
I watched her muscle handled my muscle, and I shook my head.
Porn.
“The first turn comes up fast,” I spoke up, getting my head back in the game.
Tate said nothing, but it looked like she stopped breathing as she applied the brake and started rounding the first corner.
Adrenaline pooled in my chest, and I clenched my teeth, ready to shout at her to slow down more. She was ahead—not much of a surprise there—but the Trans Am could easily catch up if she got off track.