Stepping back up to her with my chest rubbing against her back, I wrapped my fingers around her wrists and brought her arms up across her breasts. My arms crossed her chest, too, and I held her fragile, little frame, loving how easily she fit.
She always fit.
“Can you trust me?” I asked again.
“Yes.” Her voice was so small. She wasn’t sure anymore.
Still holding her, I spread her arms away from her body and whispered into her ear. “Lean down on the table then.”
Her breathing hitched, and it almost sounded like she let out a little laugh. She might be anxious or scared, but she was also going with it.
Her belly, followed by her breasts and then her head, lay face down on her dark, hardwood kitchen table, and I guided her arms to stay splayed out to the side.
Heat rushed to my groin, and I was twitching with the full-on need to be inside of her. Now. And not so slowly, either.
I had fucking problems.
Slow the hell down, man.
This was about Tate.
I leaned in, pressing myself into her behind as my hands glided up her smooth back and across her shoulders.
I lightly caressed the back of her neck and kneaded the sides of her torso, feeling her shiver and relax under my touch.
Bending down, I took the supple skin at her waist in my mouth and trailed kisses up her rib cage.
She arched her back, moaning, as I ran my tongue up her spine and then sunk my teeth gently into her shoulder.
Her body felt amazing, and I loved being able to just touch her. I’d do it for hours if the blood rushing to my dick wasn’t making it ache so badly.
Gliding one hand up and down her back, I slipped my other hand down between her legs to her heat.
She immediately bucked with a gasp and then a moan.
I ran my fingers the length of her, swirling and caressing, but I didn’t go right for the end game yet. I wasn’t trying to make her come. Not yet.
With gentle fingers, I rubbed inside her folds and around her clit, feeling her tense but then relax. The nub was hard, and she was already so goddamn wet.
It’s not that I wanted to get flashes of Tate as a kid right now, but I still couldn’t believe that we were here. This was the girl that used to ride on my handlebars in the rain. The girl that used to let me practice my shots by tossing popcorn into her mouth on a boring winter’s day. The only girl I ever hugged.
I was going to fuck her on the kitchen table where we ate birthday cake when we were thirteen.
And my dick got harder just thinking about finally having her beneath me, wanting me, moaning my name.
She started moving into me, and I almost thanked God, because I was ready for a taste.
“Lay your knee on the table, baby.” And I helped her bring her leg up and lay her inner thigh flat on the kitchen table while her other foot stayed pinned to the floor.
Fire spread below my stomach and a swirl of lightning shot down between my legs.
God, she was spread for me, her opening right at the end of the fucking table, and I was dying for her.
So I wasted no time and knelt down, burying my mouth in her hot center.
My lips found her clit and sucked.
“Jared,” she gasped and squirmed, and I pulled back to lick her length.
“You taste so good,” I breathed against her and then sucked her in again between my teeth.
Her breathing intensified, and her body moved like she was in the best kind of pain. I sucked and licked, feeling her need growing. Feeling her body come apart in my mouth.
And then I finally plunged my tongue inside of her.
“Jared, please.” She threw her head back and cried.
And fuck, I was ready, too.
Standing up, I pressed my cock into her and kneaded her hips. “Tell me what you want, Tate. Please. What do you want from me?”
“I…Jared…” She fought for words, her breath was gone and her need was off the charts. Just like mine.
“Jesus, you’re so beautiful.” I leaned down to whisper in her ear. “Tell me. What do you want from me?”
Sweat glistened in the dip of her spine, and the room felt on fire. Our soaked skin, the taste of her on my lips, everything created this new world that I never wanted to leave.
She’d be lucky if I let her out of bed long enough to go to school.
“What do you want from me?” I growled, jerking her back into my groin again.
“Hard,” she cried out. “Do it hard.”
And my heart jumped into my throat.
Grazing her skin, I slipped my finger back inside of her to make sure she was still wet. She’d be sore after her first time, and I wanted to make sure she could take what she was asking me for.
So wet. Hell, yes.
Letting out a ragged breath, I yanked off my towel and fished in my wet jeans for my last condom, tearing the wrapper open with my teeth. Smoothing it on, I grabbed her at the hips and plunged inside of her.
Hard.
“Holy shit,” I groaned under my breath.
So tight.
“Jared,” she whispered. “Yes.”
My heart was racing a mile a minute, and it took me a few seconds to calm down. I’d never felt anything so good as having her like this.
I dived into her wet, hot sex, but the heat spread over my entire body.
The heel of her foot hanging off the table wrapped around the back of my thigh, pressing me into her, and I couldn’t wait anymore.
She wanted it hard, but it was only the second time in her life she’d had sex, and I didn’t want to hurt her.
“Hard?” I wanted to make sure.
Her whimper begged. “Yes.”
So I rocked into her, slow at first and then faster. Before long, I was grasping her hips, pushing inside of her until I couldn’t go any further.
But she wasn’t content to just lay there and get taken, either.
Not Tate.
She pushed up on her hands, and I almost fucking came right there.
Fuck.
Her palms were flat on the table, holding her torso upright, and her back was arched. I stared in awe at her posture in front of me as she took more control and backed into me as I slammed inside of her.
Tate. Hell, yes.
Every second, the pace and pressure increased, and goddamn, she was wet. I held her hips, wishing like hell I could get my hands everywhere, but I needed to hold on. She was pushing harder and harder into me.
As always, Tate found a way to fuck me back.
Such a handful.
I leaned down into her back, keeping my pace steady, and cupped one of her breasts, wanting one in my mouth.
Kissing her neck, I pressed my tongue to her, tasting her salty skin. My hand glided over her stomach and then dived between her legs where my fingers circled her clit again. God, it was so hard now. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and feel every shake and spasm as she came apart in my arms. I wanted to be inside her head and body, knowing what it felt like when I made her fucking crumble.
“Jared. It feels so good,” she whimpered unsteadily as our bodies slammed together time and again.
“Yeah, it does,” I breathed in her ear. “Because it’s yours and mine, and no one takes this from us.”
Not even me.
She was mine, and this perfect thing between us was never going to be ruined again.
“Jared!” She threw her head back and screamed. “Oh, God….”
“I love you, Tate.” I pounded into her harder. “Come for me.”
And she stopped breathing and crumbled, coming like the thunder outside the house as she cried out, tightening around me and sending me over the goddamn edge, too.