To the right of the desk was a set of red lacquered double doors, and Susan put her hand on a scanner. A chime sounded, and she opened one of the doors.
I noticed a security camera sweeping the lighted reception area.
I followed her into a large open space filled with desks and cubicles; a typically modern office that could have been anywhere in the world.
The place was deserted, but the fluorescent lights were all on, and again I noticed cameras scanning the room. The air reeked of stale cigarette smoke, which I hadn’t smelled in an American office in two decades.
She said as we walked, “We have the whole top floor with a terrace. The AC is turned off, so it’s a little stuffy in here.”
We came to the rear of the floor where three widely spaced doors indicated large enclosed offices. She went to the door on the left whose brass plaque read Susan Weber, with no title. There was a combination lock pad on the door, and she punched in a series of numbers, then opened the door to her office.
The office was dark, and she turned on the overhead lights, revealing a big corner office with windows on two walls. I glanced around for a video scanner, but I didn’t see one. “Nice office.”
“Thank you.” She put her camera on the desk along with the exposed roll of film. She opened the top drawer and got a carton of cigarettes from which she took a pack of Marlboros. She lit up with a chrome desk lighter and took a long drag. “Ah…” She informed me, “I get strung out and bitchy if I don’t get my fix.”
“What’s your excuse the rest of the time?”
She laughed and took another pull on her cigarette. She said, “I went to New York six months ago for a meeting. Four hours in a no-smoking building, and I was also having PMS. I almost freaked out. How can I go back to the States to live and work?”
It was a rhetorical question, but I answered it. “Maybe you can’t. Maybe this is it.”
She looked at me, and our eyes met. She put out her cigarette and said, “I’ll send you copies of the photos we took if you give me your address.”
I inquired, “Is your mail secure?”
She replied, “We have a company pouch that goes out every day by FedEx, and the mail is sorted in New York and sent on. If you ever want to send anything to me, mail it to New York.” She gave me a business card with the New York address of American-Asian Investment Corporation. I memorized the address and gave the card back to her, saying, “It’s best if I’m not carrying this.”
She looked at me. “We’re in the Manhattan directory, if you forget.”
Susan sat at her desk, put on a headset, and called up her voice mail. She said, “Ice and mixers under that sideboard. I’ll have a gin and tonic.”
I opened the cabinet, which revealed a small refrigerator, and I took out an ice tray and mixers. The glasses and liquor decanters were on the sideboard, and I made the drinks while she listened to her messages.
On the wall above the sideboard were her two framed diplomas — Amherst and Harvard. Also hanging on the wall was a commendation from the American Chamber of Commerce — Ho Chi Minh City branch. This was mind-boggling, but my mind had been so boggled in the last twenty-four hours that if I’d seen she’d been awarded the Order of Lenin for increased profits, I wouldn’t have been surprised. Somehow I’d entered an alternate universe where we had won the war.
On the sideboard itself were four framed photographs. The closest was one of Susan in a graduation cap and gown — crimson, so it must be Harvard, if my Boston memory served me right. In the photo, Susan looked younger, of course, but also… I guess you’d say not yet burned up by the corporate world in New York, or toughened by the years in Saigon. I have a high school graduation picture like that of myself, before I went to Vietnam.
I glanced at her, and beautiful though she was, she looked a bit world-weary for her age. To be more charitable, her face revealed some character.
The second photograph was a studio shot of a handsome well-dressed couple in their early fifties; her parents, obviously. Dad looked like an okay guy, and Mom was a looker.
The third photo was a family shot, a Christmas tree and a fireplace in the background. There was Mom and Dad, Susan, her younger brother, and a sister who looked a little younger than Susan. They were all good looking, wore turtleneck sweaters and tweeds and were about as Protestant as they come; old line Yankees from West Waspshire.
The fourth photo was taken outdoors, and it could have been a summer wedding — the entire clan was gathered, grandmas and grandpas, couples, kids and babies. I found Susan wearing a long white summer dress and short hair. Standing beside her, with his arm around her bare shoulder, was Harry Handsome, wearing a white dinner jacket and a bronze face. He could be a relative, but he didn’t look related, so it must be the boyfriend, or maybe even her fiancé since he was in a family shot.
I noticed there was no photo of Beau Bill.
I turned away from the sideboard and saw that Susan was now checking her e-mail. She glanced up at me and said, “That’s my family, obviously. They’re perfect in every way, except for some interesting eccentricities and undiagnosed mental disorders.” She laughed. “But I love them all. I really do. You’d like them.”
We made eye contact, and she said, “They’d probably like you. Except for Grandpa Burt who thinks the Irish should be deported.”
I smiled.
She went back to her e-mail and said, “Have a seat over there. I’ll be with you in a minute.”
I sat in a swivel chair near the windows at an oval table with a black granite top. I watched Susan at her desk, clicking away at her keyboard. She’d shifted into a different personality almost as soon as we’d entered the lobby of the building.
I looked around at the office as I sipped my Scotch and soda. The carpet was a plush jade green, the furniture was burled wood, and the walls were covered in yellow silk with a subtle pattern of bamboo.
Through the east-facing windows, I could see the waning moon. In less than a week, there would be no moonlight, which, if I was in open country, might serve me as well as it did the enemy at Tet 1968.
In a large alcove, I noticed a fax machine, a photocopier, a shredder, and a floor safe. To have your own items like this was not just a status symbol, but an obvious sign of security consciousness. Nothing important had to leave or come into this office from the cubicle farm. I recognized the setup.
Susan got up from her desk and sat in a chair across from me. She picked up her gin and tonic and said, “Cheers.”
We touched glasses and drank. She lit another cigarette and left it burning in the chrome ashtray, which I noticed was half full of butts. The trash can, too, was half full, and there had been petals on the rug in the reception area. No cleaning or maintenance was done here before or after business hours. They had obviously hired a security advisor. Or maybe they didn’t need any outside advice.
Susan said, “Do you have any wallet photos?”
“Of what?”
“Your family.”
“If I don’t carry business cards into enemy territory, why would I carry pictures of my family?”
“Right. You’re in enemy territory. I’m not.” She smiled and said, “I thought you were a tourist.”
“I’m not.”
“Now we’re getting somewhere.”
I changed the subject and said, “Your parents must have at least approved of your office.”
“How could they not? I have arrived in the corner office years before I would have in the States.”
In that respect, Susan and I had similar Vietnam experiences. When I was in the infantry in ’68, you made rank fast, mostly because of sudden personnel losses. ’Nam was a good career builder, but you needed to go home to get back into the mainstream of army life — the real world. Susan Weber hadn’t yet made that transition.