But I'm at a loss on how to give each of my 201 students a numerical mark in a subject like English. Based on what?Average of tests? "Class attitude"? Effort? Attendance? Native intelligence? Memory-span? Emotional problems? The kind of reading their parents had exposed them to?
About Henrietta and the Book Room Incident: She's back, galumphing more energetically than ever through the classics, devising means of bringing them to the students' level, as the phrase goes. Her latest is: Great Poems Turned into Tabloid Headlines.
I wouldn't have believed it, had I not seen two kids in my homeroom at it:
MIDNIGHT RIDER WARNS OF FOE
SEAMAN GUILTY OF SHOOTING BIRD
WIFE TELLS ALL IN PORTUGUESE LOVE LETTERS
MAN REPORTS TALKING RAVEN
As for your question about Ferone and the Lavatory Escort episode, it passed with no repercussions. Ferone had neither failed nor cheated. As a matter of fact, his mark was 89. The day of the exam his paper was gone over, with a fine tooth comb, by Bester and me; after Thanksgiving, it was re-combed by McHabe. There was no evidence of foul play. And there was no apology offered himor me.
But the boy did finally agree to see me after school. He is coming next week. I don't know why I feel it's so important. I haven't done too well with the others.
I couldn't change Eddie Williams' conviction that the white world is against him, no matter how many proofs and protestations I offered him. He knows better. He has always known.
And I couldn't, in any way, change Harry Kagan, nor cut through the fawning politician to find the boy beneath. Perhaps there isn't any.
And I couldn't do much for Lou Martin; the need for attention that prompts his clowning is too desperate.
My victories are few; Jose Rodriguez, who learned that he counts; Vivian Paine, who learned that she is nice; and a few who learned where to put commas and periods.
I think, like me, they're all seeking a way to make contact, to communicate, to be loved.
"Hey, teachyou back?" one of my boys greeted me.
"Tm not a teach. I'm a teacher. And I have a name. How would you like it if I called you "Hey, pupe!"?
"I'd like it fine."
"Why?"
"It shows you're with it."
I want to be "with it," but they need some concrete proof. Like Grayson's.
Quite inadvertently (the kids had been sworn to secrecy) I discovered the mystery of Grayson.
It seems he runs a sort of one-man free kitchen, lending-bank, drug-cure center, flophouse and employment agency in the basement.
While the rest of us were busy making out graphs and Character Capsules, he gave the kids sandwiches, lent them money, found jobs for them after school, or gave them jobs to do himself. He kept them off the streets and off "the junk," and on occasion let the temporarily homeless ones sleep illegally overnight in the basement.
What Ferone and some of the other kids were getting from him was not the pedagogic gobbledygook, not concepts and precepts, not conferences and interviews, not pleas and threats, not wordsnot any words at allbut simple action, immediate and reaclass="underline" food, money, jobs.
I admit to a momentary pang of dismay: What tangibles could I offer them?
It may be easier at Willowdale.
Extraordinarythat Willowdale Academy and Calvin Coolidge High School should both be institutions of learning! The contrast is stunning. I had a leisurely tea with the Chairman of the English Department. I saw several faculty members sitting around in offices and lounges, sipping tea, reading, smoking. Through the large casement windows bare trees rubbed cozy branches. (One of my students had written wistfully of a dream-school that would have "windows with trees in them"!) Old leather chairs, book-lined walls, air of cultivated casualness, sound of well-bred laughter.
Whatever tensions, back-biting or jockeying for position exist in a place like thisand I know they doI, as a lady and a Chaucerian scholar, was made unaware of anything but their delight at my visit. If it should prove mutually satisfactory, I would teach three classes a day, three times a week; the other two days would be for individual conferences with students. Classes are small. Although I would be stuck with Freshman Compositionthe Chairman shrugged apologeticallythere would be an assistant to mark the papers. I would be required to do nothing but teach. I might even have a Chaucer seminar. And certainly, they would arrange to give me as much time as possible to complete the work for my doctorate, after which, "one might rise quickly on the academic ladder."
There I sat, Sylvia Barrett of Room 304, talking in my own language, made conscious of the dignity of my profession, made to feel, like Jose Rodriguez, that I'm "real."
I know, I know. I have a tendency to romanticize; Paul keeps telling me this. But surely, anyone interested in teaching belongs in Willowdale rather than in Calvin Coolidge?
Bea doesn't think so. Sometimes I think she is right.
When I returned to my own classes, after a day's absence, the lads seemed genuinely pleased to see me; but I suspect they were just as pleased with the bad time they had given my substitute. It seems she had arrived shrill and jittery, because the day before she had been threatened with a knife by a boy in another school.
"We gave her a nervous breakdown," Lou told me smugly.
And Paul presented me with new versesa parody of Gray's "Elegy"which begins:
He hasn't given up courting me with iambs.
And he hasn't given up trying to publish his exotic manuscript. A new publisher is interested, and Paul is poised for flight, awaiting word. To pass the time, he's writing the annual Faculty Frolic, which is given a week before Xmas, and at which teachers and students interchange places. I'm looking forward to seeing Mary Lewis in bobby sox.
I'm looking forward to hearing from Willowdale.
I'm looking forward to resigning from the school system.
Or am I?
I'm weary. Comfort me with letters of Xmas trees and hearth fires.
Love,
Syl
P.S. Did you know that attacks by pupils on teachers in the city schools average one a day?
S.
50. The Lighter Side of Education
TO: ALL TEACHERS
WITH CHRISTMAS ONLY A WEEK AWAY, THE SEASON'S GAY AND FESTIVE MOOD DESCENDS UPON OUR FACULTY AND STAFF TOMORROW WITH OUR ANNUAL FACULTY FROLIC, "THE COOLIDGE GILBERT & SULLIVAN," WHICH WILL BE THE CULMINATION OF OUR TRADITIONAL "TEACHER FOR A DAY" DAY. I HOPE AND TRUST THAT BOTH THOSE WHO PARTICIPATE AND THOSE WHO DO NOT, JOIN IN THE SPIRIT OF PROPER ENJOYMENT OF THE LIGHTER SIDE OF EDUCATION.
I WELCOME THIS OPPORTUNITY TO OFFER EACH AND ALL OF YOU MY SINCERE AND HEARTFELT WISHES FOR A MERRY YULETIDE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.
MAXWELL E. CLARKE
PRINCIPAL
TO: THE FACULTY OF CALVIN COOLIDGE HIGH SCHOOL
DEAR TEACHER:
IF YOU'D LIKE TO MAKE SOME EXTRA MONEY DURING THE XMAS HOLIDAYS, WE STILL HAVE A FEW OPENINGS LEFT IN OUR AGENCY IN THE FIELD OF TUTORING, SELLING, AND ADDRESSING XMAS ENVELOPES. PLEASE READ THE ENCLOSED APPLICATION FORM CAREFULLY; JOBS ARE GOING FAST!
For Linda Rosen
c/o Miss Barrett's LetterboxPlease forward!!!