He kept meaning to tell Sid that he was leaving. The words hovered at the tip of his tongue several times, but then she’d give him a smile and he’d swallow them again. Would she be angry? Or hurt? Would she ask to go with him? Ask him to stay?
She’d be miserable in the city, and him staying on Anchor was out of the question. He couldn’t abandon his life and career in Richmond. He’d worked too hard to throw it all away.
“I need three Millers and a Coke for table eight,” Sid said, breezing away to deliver the food order.
She hadn’t joked with him today. Hadn’t called him “fancy pants” or “sweet cheeks” like she usually did. He chalked it up to being busy, but something still felt off. Sid just wasn’t acting like Sid.
“Did I miss a tour bus outside or something?” Will asked, stepping behind the bar and shoving her bag in the drawer under the register. “Got to love a rainy day.”
Daisy stepped up to the bar and Lucas asked, “Could you cover back here for a couple minutes? I need to talk to Will.”
“Sure,” Daisy said, setting her tray down. “What do we need?”
Lucas repeated Sid’s order, then nodded for Will to head toward the office.
“You’re not firing me already, are you?” Will asked, walking into the office in front of him.
“What?” Lucas said. “Why would I fire you?”
“I don’t know,” she shrugged. “You look like you’re about to do something you don’t want to do.”
She had that part right. “Do you think you’re ready to handle the bar on your own?”
Will’s brows drew together. “I’m ready whenever you need me to be. But why?”
Lucas closed the door. “I haven’t told my parents or Sid yet, so I’d appreciate it if you’d keep this to yourself until I do. I’m going back to Richmond on Sunday.”
“You’re what? What do you mean you haven’t told Sid?”
“I didn’t know myself until yesterday. I’m going to tell her today.”
“But why? I don’t understand,” Will said. “You’re supposed to be here for six weeks until your dad recovers. You can’t just walk away now.”
“Will, I don’t have a choice.” He wished he did. “And no offense, but I don’t have to justify my actions to you.”
“You sure as hell have to justify them to Sid. What are you going to tell her?”
That was the million dollar question. “I’m going to tell her I have to go. She always knew I wasn’t here to stay. I’m just leaving a little earlier than planned.”
“A little?” Will’s eyes flashed. “Weeks, Lucas. And don’t talk about her like she’s something you can toss away. She’s a person, not a used-up pair of socks.”
He’d had enough. “Can you run this bar or not?”
“I said I can.”
“Then we’re done here.”
He opened the door and motioned for Will to exit, but she didn’t move.
“Don’t hurt her,” she said. Three words that sliced him in half.
“I won’t,” he replied, but something told him the promise would be difficult to keep.
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
Thanks, Daisy. I can take it from here.” Will tied an apron around her waist, mumbling under her breath.
“What’s wrong with you?” Sid asked, loading the drinks onto her tray. “O’Hagan give you flack about quitting?”
“No,” Will said, jerking a knot in her apron strings. “My former employer is not the problem today.”
Sid watched her struggle with the strings another ten seconds. “Come over here and let me fix that.” She squeezed her tray between her knees. “If it’s not O’Hagan, who is it?”
At that moment, Lucas stepped through the kitchen doorway. The dull ache that had been sitting in Sid’s chest since taking the phone message the day before flared to life. As it did every time she looked at him, knowing he wouldn’t be around much longer.
The apron secured, she glanced up to see Lucas and Will exchange an unfriendly glare.
“What’s up with you two?” It wasn’t like Will or Lucas to be outright hostile, especially to each other.
Another brief hesitation and Will finally said, “Nothing. I’m good.” Grabbing a rag from beneath the bar, she asked, “How about you, Lucas? You got anything you want to say?”
The tone of her voice made it clear nothing was something.
“No, Will,” he ground through a clenched jaw. “Thanks for asking.”
She’d definitely missed something, but preferring to let the pair work out whatever spat they were having on their own, Sid turned to go back to the floor and nearly ran into Beth.
“Hey,” Beth said. “You guys look crazy busy in here.”
“You think?” Sid asked. “What was your first clue?” Now she was doing it. “Sorry. What’s up?” Realizing the time, she added, “Aren’t you supposed to be at the art store?”
“Unlike here, that place is dead,” Beth said. “But Lola is there.”
Sid blinked. “Lola who is in New Orleans?”
“Was in New Orleans. They came back a week early.”
“Seems a lot of things are happening early around here,” Will mumbled, loud enough for everyone around to hear.
Now Sid caught on. So Lucas had told Will before he’d told her. She supposed Will did need to know since he’d be dumping the bar in her lap.
“Will,” Sid said. “I need to see you in the back.”
“Why not,” Will huffed, throwing her rag on the bar. “Maybe I’ll just work from the office today.” Then she marched into the kitchen.
Before Sid could follow, Beth caught her arm. “Wait. I came to ask you and Lucas to come to breakfast at Patty and Tom’s place tomorrow morning. Can you guys make it?”
Sid looked over to Lucas, who shrugged. “I don’t see why not. What time?” he asked.
“Nine.” Beth gave Sid a hug, then pulled back, eyes beaming. “Okay. See you later.”
As Beth practically waltzed through the front door, Sid turned back to Lucas. “What the hell was that about?”
“I don’t know,” he said, moving glasses into the chiller. “But you’ve got Will waiting in the back.”
“Shit.” Sid left her tray on the bar. This was not going to be fun. “I’ll be right back.”
When she stepped into the office, Will was sitting behind the desk, jaw tight, arms crossed. Sid shut the door.
“I know he’s leaving,” she said, seeing no reason to dance around the issue.
Will stood up. “You what? He said he hadn’t told you yet.”
“He hasn’t.” She’d realized during their dinner the night before that Lucas’s leaving had always been inevitable. If she’d fallen too hard too fast, that was her own fault, not his. Lucas never made any promises about sticking around. She’d known what she was getting from day one.
“And you’re not mad?” Will asked, leaning on the desk. “You two have been playing house for weeks and now he’s just leaving without any warning? Doesn’t that piss you off?”
What Sid felt was far from anger. But then she’d always been forgiving of Lucas. Clearly to her own downfall.
“It’s been two weeks and we both agreed this was a temporary, casual fling. The temporary part was supposed to last a few more weeks, but he was always going to leave.”
“But he—”
“He what? He made me feel special? He made me giggle?” Sid sat down in the chair behind her. “The man made me giggle, Will. Do you know how many times in my life I’ve giggled?”
Will looked like she was considering her answer. “I’m guessing not many. In fact, I’m trying to imagine it right now and can’t do it.”
“Exactly.” She shook her head. “I can’t ask him to stay here. Opal said I should fight for him, but Lucas doesn’t belong here. He’s meant for bigger things than Anchor can give him.”