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The residents of Middle Pond, however, are not happy with the neighborhood watch. “You scared Sally,” Hubert Henderson says when the Hendersons come by for dinner two nights later.

“She wouldn’t be scared if she didn’t have something to hide.” Donald chews his pork chop slowly, eyes rotating back and forth between the Hendersons.

“Look, this has gone on long enough. This neighborhood doesn’t need a watch. If anything, you’re making people uncomfortable and they’re acting out!”

Donald gets up, wipes his chin with a napkin. He goes into the other room.

“Why, I never,” Henrietta says. She turns to me. “You understand our concern, right? You have children on the way. This isn’t the inner city. You don’t want them spied on all the time, do you?”

I’m not really paying attention to her. I’m looking at the curve of Hubert’s elbow, mentally measuring the distance between moles on his neck. Have I seen those body parts before?

Donald comes back and slaps down a manila folder. It’s stuffed with papers and has “Hendersons” written on the front in Magic Marker letters.

“What is the meaning of this?” Hubert says.

When he opens it, the folder is filled with photos of him and his family. Secret shots of Sally failing to wipe her muddy shoes on the welcome mat, close-ups of fungal infections on the front-yard trees, stills of the cat devouring a protected songbird. He flips through them with increasing speed.

“This is madness!” Hubert sputters.

“It’s a reckoning,” Donald says.

The neighborhood association cuts off the watch’s funding, but Donald doesn’t care. “It just means we’re on to something.”

He shows me grainy footage of neighbors wearing black stockings on their heads and ripping out his cameras. He freezes them, puts them side by side with photos taken from their FaceFriends pages. I lean forward, inspecting these same photos from my files on a new screen.

The next week, Donald takes out a home equity loan. He puts the money into three iSpy drones. They can fly up and down the neighborhood for two hours before they need to be recharged. Each has a camera on a swivel base. “These babies are the future of neighborhood protection,” he says.

I watch the test run from my upstairs window. Chet and Chad set up chairs on the front lawn. They cheer each time the drones pass by.

Middle Pond feels like a ghost town. Children are no longer allowed to play games in the streets. No one walks their dogs or barbeques on their lawn. Our neighbors don’t want to have every action watched, every interaction documented. They stay inside with the curtains drawn. Most of them have purchased tinted windows for their cars so Donald can’t see how many come and go.

The only things that move on the streets are the drones, humming in their preprogrammed patterns.

I can barely even move indoors. My belly is swollen, and when I look at myself in the mirror, I don’t recognize myself. I know it won’t be long before the twins are born, and that their birth will mean a change to much more than just my body or our house.

I’ve installed the Bread Crumb app on Donald’s phone. The app shows you a digital trail to your device’s location, so that you can find if it’s misplaced. I use it to monitor Donald’s movements, see where he is coming from or going to.

“Donald, maybe you can drive us to the movies. Have a night out for ourselves before the house is full of screams.”

“Can’t now, Margot. Things are coming together. I’m connecting the threads. This thing goes all the way to the top.” He is breathing heavily on the phone. We never see each other in the flesh anymore. The house is divided between our bases of operation. When I call him for something, Donald sends one of the interns upstairs.

“The top of what, Donald?”

“You don’t want to know.”

I wait for the drone to fly past, then close the blinds. Today I’m finishing my file on John Jameson. I found him on SuburbanPervs, recognized his sprinkler system in the background of an explicit pic.

It only takes a few clicks to get his credit score, high school GPA, and family tree. I put the details in my spreadsheet, gaze at the figures. You can look at all that data, and the picture of a person emerges. It really does. I know more about Jameson now that most of his friends, more perhaps than even his wife.

Suddenly, I get a pop-up chat from Jameson’s profile, Silver_Fox_Golfer. “I think you’ve been looking at me,” he says.

I don’t reply.

“I’ve had my eye on you too,” he says. He puts in a request for a video chat. “If you record, I’ll sue.”

Outside, things are getting ugly. The neighborhood watch is opposed by a new group, the Middle Pond Citizens’ Veil. The MPCV scuffle in the streets with Chad and Chet. They cover all the watch signs with their own symbol, a child skipping rope with a hood over her head.

The exact membership of the MPCV is unknown. They wear latex masks that have been fashioned to look like Donald. I do a double take when I see a group of Donalds on the sidewalk in front of our house, erecting a temporary wall.

Donald responds by attaching speakers to the drones and blasting out audio clips of the neighbors admitting their violations and begging for forgiveness, which were recorded during clandestine interrogation sessions with Chet and Chad in our basement.

Donald is secretly receiving funds from the North Lake Committee, whose management is concerned the destabilization of property standards will spread beyond Middle Pond. I know this because I’ve started monitoring Donald’s e-mails — his password is ShirleyandHugh2016, his desired names for our twins and the year of their upcoming birth.

“Donald, you’re our man on the inside,” the most recent encrypted e-mail says. “Remember the three c’s of neighborhood standards: Community, Commitment, and Containment. Emphasis on containment. This can’t be allowed to spread.”

While I’m trying to use public information to answer Frederick Abelson’s uCloudPhotos security questions, a brick smashes though the window. The double-wide crib is covered in shards of glass. I wobble to the window and see a Donald-faced figure climbing over our fence.

There is a sheet of paper attached to the brick. It says, “Do you want out? Check [] Yes [] No. Sincerely, the MPCV.”

I think about this question for some time. Out of what? The neighborhood? My marriage? My soon-to-be-formed family? My life?

If I could go back and do things differently, well, of course I would. But isn’t that true of everyone?

I mark my check. Then I place the letter in a paper shredder.

The twins anchor me to my desk chair. I can no longer see my toes when I stand up, and the hormones and chemicals swirling inside me are making my body feel like an alien vessel.

The main thing it feels is hunger. Chet and Chad bring me take-out meals, but Donald remains a ghost floating in the glow of his basement monitors. I see him only through a small camera that I tucked behind the washing machine. When I installed it, I saw something that broke my heart just a little bit. Above his workstation there were two images: a map of the neighborhood and the sonogram printout. There were pins and string connecting the image of the twins to the map of our neighborhood, permanent marker notations on the side. I couldn’t make out the chicken scrawl code.

A part of me thinks that when all of this is over, it might not be impossible for us to go back to the life we had. We could delete all the data we’ve accumulated, purge the audio and video. Live again like our neighbors are strangers that we simply wave to on the street. Why not? Every day people reset their lives, move to new towns or take up new jobs.