But none of that concerned Var. He hoped to see Soli graduated and placed in some prosperous household, after which he could retreat to the badlands. He would regret never seeing her again-regret it intensely-but this was the hard choice he had made when he brought her to the school. She would, in time, be happy, and that was what was most important. Her childhood was behind her, and he was part of that childhood.
The head matron summoned him. "I have excellent news for you," she said, studying him in a way that hinted at a dark side to that news. "We have found a placement for your ward."
The information crushed him. Suddenly he realized what the matron had probably known all along: that he didn't want Soli placed. He couldn't voluntarily give her up, when that moment came, despite all his plans and pretensions.
"That is what you required," she reminded him gently.
"Yes." He felt numb.
"And as is customary in such cases, her tuition will be refunded. We shall return it to you in lieu of your wages this past year. You will find it to be a comfortable amount."
Var followed this with difficulty. "You-aren't charging for her training?"
"Certainly we're charging! We are not a charitable institution. But another party has undertaken to cover it. So it is no longer necessary for you to do so, though we have been well satisfied with your contribution. We shall be owing you money, as I said, at graduation."
"Who-why-?"
"The lord who is to marry her, of course." Again that intent look. "We're rather pleased with this placement; it is an auspicious one."
"Ch'in!" he cried, making the connection.
"He prefers anonymity, prior to the ceremony," she said. "That is why I did not mention it to you before. But you do deserve to know, and with his livery so evident.... He desired a foreign bride, being momentarily sated with domestic affairs."
Her nicety of expression was wasted on him. "But Ch'in!"
"Isn't this what you said you wanted? The highest possible placement for your ward, that she should never again be in want, never again run with a savage?" Once more that obscure glance.
Yes, it was what he had wanted. What he had thought he had wanted, once. The matron had more than fulfilled the bargain. He could not back out of it now.
"it is not necessary for you to be separated from her," she continued with a certain wise compassion. "The Emperor Ch'in is always in the market for strong men-at-arms. . . and he seldom pays close attention to a wife for more than a year. His earlier wives have considerable freedom. . . provided they are circumspect."
Var had once been naive about such things, but he had learned from experience. In this land, the appearance was often more important than the reality as it was in America, too. She was suggesting to him that he take service with the emperor now. . . and make his overtures to Soli after a year or so, when she might have borne a child to Ch'in and when some newer bride would command Ch'in's attention. Such arrangements were common, and the emperor, though cognizant, did not object-so long as no public issue was made. Soli could have a royal life, and Var could have Soli-if he were patient and discreet.
The matron had showed him the expedient course. He thanked her and left. But he was not satisfied, and expedience had seldom appealed to him before. Suddenly the thought of Soli rolling in the arms of a stout Chinese emperor repelled him. He had never thought it through to this moment to realize that she would buy her luxury with her body, as surely as he had bought her training with his own body. He was furiously jealous-of the suitor he had never seen, and whom Soli had never seen.
He remembered Soli's insistence that she did not favor the schooling and only wanted to travel with him. Now, suddenly, this loomed far more importantly. Now that she could marry richly-would she feel the same?
It became imperative that he ask her.
But of course he could not simply walk into the school dormitory and put the question to her there. There were strict regulations. She would be beaten if she were caught speaking to him, just as any girl was beaten who disobeyed any school rule, however minor. But this late in the term they were supposed to discipline themselves, and increasing social stigmata attached to infractions. Soli, a foreigner, had become quite as sensitive to this as any native. So- Var approached cautiously. She would speak to him if he were circumspect: that is, if they were not caught.
And he discovered that the emperor's men were on the job. Every approach to Soli's dormitory was subtly guarded.
Var, not to be put off by merely physical barriers, picked the weakest section of the defense and moved through. This was the garden behind her second-floor window. He intended only to knock the lone sentry out with one blow from one stick-but the man was alert, and escaped the blow, and fired his pistol. Var brought him down, but roughly, and there was no chance to scale the Wall before reinforcements came.
They were well organized, and they had rifles. A semicircle of uniformed men closed in, pinning him in a shrinking area beside the wall. A vehicle crashed through the bushes, making him wince because he had carefully tended those plants. A light speared from it, catching him.
Var stood still, knowing he was trapped. He had not suspected that they would act so competently. He could not make a break against lights and guns.
"Who is it?" a voice called from the truck.
"A maintenance worker," another replied. "I've seen him around."
"What is he doing here?"
"He cuts the hedges."
"At night?"
"What are you doing here, laborer?" This was directed at Var.
"I have to talk to-a girl," he. said, realizing that he was hurting himself by his directness.
"Which girl?"
There was a huddle behind the light. Var remembered that they had renamed Soli for school purposes, in the interest of minimizing her vulgar origin. The name he had used was not familiar to them, and he could avoid the truth even now. "The one you guard-betrothed to Ch'in."
"Bring him to the barracks," the officer snapped.
They brought him. "What do you want of this girl?" the officer demanded, in the privacy of the temporary building the soldiers used.
"To take her away, if she wants to come." The truth comforted him in the telling, despite the effect it had on these men. He did want Soli, even though it might cost her luxury. He knew that now.
"Do you understand that we shall kill anyone who tries such a thing?"
"Yes."
The officer paused, thinking him a fool or a simpleton.
"You struck down the sentry?'
"Yes."
"Why do you want to take this particular girl?"
"I love her."
"Why do you think she might go with you, an ugly hunchback, when the pinnacle is within her reach by staying?"
"I brought her."
"You knew her before?"
"For four years we traveled together."
"Fetch the matron," the officer said to one of the men. "Heat the knife," he said to another. And to Var: "If she denies your story, you shall die as an example to those who would thwart Ch'in. If she confirms it, you will merely lose your interest in this girl. In any girl."
Var watched the knife being turned over and over in the flame of a great candle and pondered how many he could kill before that blade touched him.
The matron came. "It is true," she said. "He brought her, and has paid for her keep by his labors, and kept her here when she wanted to escape. It is his right to take her away again-if she wishes to accompany him."
"It was his right," the officer said grimly, "until the Emperor Ch'in selected her for his retinue. No other rights exist."
She faced him without alarm. "We are not in Ch'in's demesne."