"Because for all natural actors it does," he responded evenly. "I am not going to move from this spot. If you become afraid, look at me." Then the relevant words came from the stage, she gave him one last panic-stricken glance, and he pushed her forward with a ruthless hand.
Polly did not hear the buzz that greeted her arrival onstage, was unaware of the gasps as the flambeaux so carefully placed by Killigrew illuminated her for the audience. She did not notice the extraordinary silence that fell as she began to speak; a silence that continued, rapt and spellbound, for long minutes, drawing a slow smile of satisfaction from Thomas Killigrew.
It was a smile that broadened at the first gust of laughter when the house, recovering from its stunned amazement at the sight of Killigrew's surprise, responded to the provocative wit, the vivacious, flirtatious manner in which she engaged in the duel of the sexes. Her own enjoyment was transparent, communicating itself to her fellow actors as well as to the playgoers. The former found themselves responding with greater effort; the latter kept their seats-not one rising, as was usual, to wander the pit and the galleries, to engage in idle conversation while keeping but half an eye on the stage.
Nicholas sat dazed by the welter of emotions that assailed him. There was pride, certainly; satisfaction at his own part in bringing this about; a lover's pleasure in the other's achievement; but there was a most unexpected jealousy, also. This afternoon Polly did not belong to him. She belonged to every member of the audience; that amazing beauty, the gliding sensuality of her body, the wicked invitations of voice and eye, were offered to all. And he could hear all around him the way the offer was received, with lustful murmurs and speculative eyes.
He had expected nothing else, yet forewarned had not been forearmed. Until the moment she had walked onto the stage, he had thought of her as his creation: snatched, bruised and violated, from a brutalizing existence; made whole under his care, the potential of beauty and personality nurtured until it could blossom into adult maturity under the knowledge of love. But that ravishing, magical creature on the stage was not his creation. She was her own, fulfilling her own promises made to herself, and reveling in that fulfillment. She was giving herself, freely and with all her heart, to every man and woman in the playhouse, and he must somehow learn to live with it because, after this day, there would be no dousing of that star.
George Villiers sat in the upper gallery. His eyes, narrowed and hooded, never deviated from the stage, and he remained as motionless as a graven image. He had been trying to find the girl for days, using every means at his disposal, and she had been here all that time, tucked away under Kil-
ligrew's umbrella, now presented in this spectacular fashion without even a name to identify her. Of course, Killigrew was a showman at heart. Knowing what a gift he had in the wench, he would milk every last drop out of the advantage. It was a brilliant strategy-to introduce her in this dingy hole, amongst the unseeing and unfeeling populace of Moorfields, to a curious court, dragged from their habitual boredom by the possibility of something out of the ordinary. And there was nothing ordinary about this Flora.
But who and what was she? He could hear her voice castigating his coachman with all the eloquence of the guttersnipe; then, almost in the same breath, greeting himself in the soft tones of the gently reared lady. She was an actor, which would perhaps explain some part of it. It would not explain why she had run from him, though. In general, the young women who graced her chosen profession tended to be in search of a passport and were only too pleased to attract the notice of the rich and wellborn. So why was this one different?
Well, it should not be too difficult to discover. She had broken cover and therefore tacitly agreed to the chase.
Chapter 12
Now, before we leave for court this evening, I wish for your solemn word that you will not indulge in displays of the kind to which you treated us on Wednesday."
Nicholas adopted a severe mien as he regarded Polly, who was sitting before the mirror in the bedchamber threading a pearl-encrusted ribbon through her ringlets.
"If you do not engage in games of dalliance with painted ladies, I will not need to indulge in displays of any kind," she retorted. The defiant gleam in the hazel eyes sparked at him, reflected in the mirror.
Nicholas sighed. "Games of dalliance, Polly, are accepted sport at Whitehall. Indeed, they are de rigueur, and you must learn to play them, too. The one thing you may not do is descend upon me like one of the Furies, demanding that I take you home on the instant."
"But it was the only way I could think to stop your… your game with that… Oh, I cannot think of a suitable word for her," Polly said disgustedly. "All that paint and powder. Anyway, you did not take me home," she added, remembered resentment ringing in her voice.
"No, of course I did not. To have obeyed such an ill-considered and importunate summons would have brought ridicule on both our heads."
"Well, you did not have to tell me, in that bored voice, to find another escort because you were rather pleasantly occupied!" Polly scowled at him in the mirror. "Very pleasantly occupied, my lord, with your nose in her bosom!" Her hands fluttered in a gesture of denial. Her voice took on tone and accents that were not her own. "Fie on you, my dear sir, but 'tis an outrageous flirt y'are." The long lashes batted vigorously; her hands were clasped at her breast. "Indeed, and I can think of many a pleasant occupation, can ye not, my lord Kincaid."
In the next breath, before Nick could keep up with the transformation, she was speaking in a voice uncomfortably like his own, her eyes bent most sedulously upon an imaginary figure. "Sweet madame, many a pleasant occupation when such peerless charms are before me."
"Little shrew!" Nick exclaimed appreciatively. "Did I really sound like that?"
' 'Twas how I heard it," she said loftily, adjusting the lace at her neckline. "And monstrous ridiculous it sounded."
"In that case, I cannot imagine why it should have caused you to throw such a jealous tantrum."
"I did not. I merely requested that we return home."
"Well, we will not argue about it further," Nick said firmly. "But it is not to happen again. Is it understood? At Whitehall we go our separate ways. I will not be observing your every move, and you will not be seen to be observing mine. Because Wednesday was your first appearance at court since the king accepted you into his company, you will have been excused that indiscretion. But it will not be excused another time. Is it clear, moppet?"
Polly nibbled her bottom lip. "I do not wish to talk about it anymore. Richard was quite horrid afterward and took me into this dreadful room full of old ladies, who were just prosing on and on, and introduced me to his aunt, and I could not get away for hours] I thought I would expire with boredom. And you have not stopped scolding ever since."
"I want your word that you will behave in the manner Richard and I have explained is necessary."
"Cool indifference." Polly stood up, smoothing down her skirt. "You may dally with whomsoever you please, my lord. I will take my revenge in private." Her head tilted and she smiled up at him, her expression suddenly soft, resentment and defiance vanished. "Indeed, if 'tis important for you, Nick, I will do my utmost. But it is difficult for me to conceal these things."
"Aye, love, I know that." He touched her nose with a gloved fingertip. "But you have a good head on your shoulders, and all an actor's expertise. You can dissemble in this."