Two spots of color pricked on Polly's cheekbones. "Will you tell him?"
She looked very young and vulnerable suddenly, as if defeated by events. Nicholas dropped the pose. "What has happened, sweetheart?" Taking her in his arms, he stroked her back, holding her tightly against him.
"I am so angry with myself!" Polly exclaimed, her voice muffled against his shoulder. "I have ruined everything, and I do not know how to tell you how stupid I have been." Pushing herself away from him, she began to pace the room, rubbing her hands together in angry frustration as she poured out the tale of the evening's events to a silent and attentive audience.
"I ran away," she finished on a note of despair. "I could not carry the play through. Buckingham knew I was afraid.
He knew then I had never had any intention of willingly yielding him what he wanted. So now the plan is destroyed. I am sorry." She looked at the two men, twisting her hands into impossible knots. "I thought I was a better actor than I am, and now we must all pay the price of my conceit."
"There is no need for self-reproach, Polly." De Winter stood up, crossing to the sideboard to refill his glass. "You could not expect to best Buckingham in such a situation."
"But I was overconfident," Polly murmured, glancing at Nick, who still had said nothing. "I deliberately made the invitation irresistible." She bit her lip. "That was why you were so vexed this afternoon, wasn't it?"
"I suppose so," Nick said. "I became afeard suddenly that perhaps you did not fully realize what you were doing."
"And you were right," she said miserably.
"Your performance this afternoon could certainly have been construed as most definite invitation if one felt it were directed at oneself," Richard agreed with a smile. "But you have committed only the faults of youth and inexperience, child. There is nothing to be gained in bewailing."
"Aye," Kincaid agreed with reassuring firmness. "Wisdom is acquired with years, my love. And few mistakes are irretrievable. You must behave publicly with Buckingham as if the incident had never happened. You may rest assured that he will respond in kind."
Polly walked to the window. She had not told them of the duke's threat, and now decided that she would not. It would alarm Nicholas, and she had already caused him sufficient upset. "The game is over, is it not?" Slowly she turned back to the room, scanning their faces.
"I think so," Richard said. "But we have been able to win the support of the Duke of York as a result of your findings. He will not willingly see his father-in-law ousted as chancellor. He has also said that he will appoint the Duke of Al-bermarle to act alone as Lord High Admiral in his own absence with the navy. That will ensure that Buckingham and his friends do not divide the responsibilities and the spoils of the post." He smiled, coming to lay a hand on her
shoulder. "You have done well, my dear. One cannot expect to achieve miracles. We advance slowly over rough terrain. But we have advanced… Besides-" He walked over to the table, selecting an apple from the copper fruit bowl, tossing it thoughtfully between his hands "-I do not think there will be inclination or opportunity for plotting on either side for a while. It was for that reason that I came this evening."
"Oh?" Nick looked at him inquiringly. "You have news?"
"Aye." Richard bit into the apple. "There is talk of the royal family's moving to Hampton Court within the month."
There was a long, considering silence. A candle spluttered under a breeze from the open window. "The plague?" Nick said eventually.
Richard nodded. "A dozen houses have been shut up in the city already. 'Tis to be hoped it will contain the outbreak, but there are those who advise greater caution. It is feared that this may be more than a few isolated incidents, as occurred in December."
Polly had heard the rumors in the last week or two, but had thought them no more than the tales of alarmists. True, the shutting up of afflicted households was a drastic move on the part of the city aldermans and justices, but she had thought little of it, so wrapped up was she in the excitements, strains, and joys of her present existence. But now, the thought that the king and court were planning to leave a city where the sickness lurked put a different complexion on the matter. Perhaps there was real cause for fear? She looked into the eyes of De Winter, then turned to Nick. The answer was clearly to be read as they both returned her gaze in grave silence.
She turned again to the window, looking down on the familiar bustle of Drury Lane, where links flickered, lighting a walker home, carriages rolled, lamps shone yellow behind casement windows, witness to the warmth and life within. It was an ordinary London street where the business of birthing
and dying went on in ageless fashion, according to social ritual and at nature's pace. What would happen if a wrench were thrown to alter that pace, to destroy the rituals?
A gray specter filled her vision, and her scalp contracted as a graveyard shiver ran down her spine. She looked again at her companions; and saw that the specter had touched"them, also.
Chapter 16
Iwill not travel with Lady Margaret!" Polly repeated fiercely, for the tenth time in the last hour. Nicholas struggled to hang on to the remaining threads of temper and patience. "You cannot expect me to make two journeys, Polly. Do you really imagine I should leave you here, escort Margaret and the household to her brother in Leicestershire, then come back to take you to Wilton House?"
"I do not expect you to do anything," Polly said, her mouth stubborn. "I have asked nothing of you, have I? I understand that you have a duty to your family, but I am not a member of your family. Look after Lady Margaret, and I will make my own way to Wiltshire. I can go on the public stage." Turning her back to him, she looked out of the tight-shut window onto Drury Lane, languishing under a May heat wave fiercer than any other in living memory.
There were few people about; those there were walked in the middle of the street, well away from doorways and side streets where they might find themselves suddenly in contact with a fellow human being-one who might be distempered, even without his knowing it. They carried handkerchiefs soaked in vinegar pressed to mouths and noses, for it was said that one drew in death when one breathed.
She noticed that two more houses across the street bore the red cross and the scrawled letters of the only prayer left for the inhabitants to pray: Lord have mercy upon us. The watchman leaned against one of the doors, absently picking his teeth. A window opened above him; a head appeared. The watchman stood away from the door, looking up. Then, with a short nod, he went off up the street. To fetch the physician, perhaps, Polly wondered, or the nurse; not the dead cart yet; that would not start its rounds until nightfall, when the city would resound to the melancholy tolling of the bell, and the cry to "Bring out your dead."
Nick stood looking at her averted back as he fought with an anger fueled by desperation and fear. The longer they remained in this city-become-lazar-house, the more inescapable their fate. The court, anxious to get as far from London as possible, had moved from Hampton Court to the seat of the Earl of Pembroke, Wilton House, near Salisbury. People were fleeing the city in droves; he had an absolute family duty to ensure the safety of his sister-in-law and the household dependent upon him. And Polly was telling him that that duty did not encompass her.
If she were his wife… No, now was hardly the appropriate moment to bring up that particular matter. He had intended, once the wretched affair with Buckingham was dealt with, to tackle the question at leisure. It was a subject of some considerable complexity, involving as it would the inevitable, boundless opposition of his sister-in-law; questions of residence, both Margaret's and theirs; and not least his own unresolved difficulties with the idea of sharing his wife with the theatregoing public. It was hard enough for him to share his mistress with an outward show of equanimity-but the mother of his children! In the last weeks, however, all issues had become subsumed under a brutal and undiscriminating scourge. Death, and its avoidance, were the only relevancies at present.