Across the street from the Engelwirt inn was the Seelos house, where the Ambrose family lived. My mother was often there because she was very close to the Ambrose children who, some ten years younger than she, had frequently been looked after by her when they were growing up. The Ambroses had come to W. during the last century from Imst in the Tyrol, and whenever there was fault to be found with them, they were still referred to as the Tyroleans. Otherwise, though they were named after the house that they had taken over, and were generally not called the Ambroses, but Seelos Maria, Seelos Lena, Seelos Benedikt, Seelos Lukas and Seelos Regina. Seelos Maria was a large, slow-moving woman who had worn black since the death, several years before, of her husband Baptist, and spent her days making coffee in the Turkish fashion, perhaps in memory of Baptist, who had been a master builder and had been employed in that capacity in Constantinople for eighteen months before the First World War, from where, no doubt, he brought with him the true art of coffee-making. Nearly all the larger buildings in W. and the surrounding area, the school, the railway station in Haslach and the turbine powerhouse, which supplied the entire district with electricity, had been designed on the drawing board of Ambrose and constructed under his supervision. He had died of a stroke, much too young as they always used to say, on May Day, 1933. He was found in his workplace, collapsed over the blueprint apparatus, a pencil behind his ear and a pair of compasses still in his hand. The Seelos family lived on what Baptist had left, and on the income from the fields and the two houses that he had acquired during his lifetime. Baptist's workplace was later rented out, curiously enough to a Turk of about twenty-five named Ekrem, who, from God knows where, had arrived in W. after the "Umsturz", as the end of the War was referred to, and who spent his time making large quantities of Turkish delight in the kitchen, which he then sold at fairs. Perhaps it was Ekrem who taught Seelos Maria how to brew mocha, and who found ways of procuring the precious black beans of which Maria always had a supply, even in the hardest of times. One day Seelos Lena was delivered of a child of Ekrem's, but fortunately, as I heard people say, it lived for only a week. I well remember the tiny white infants coffin on the heavy black hearse being drawn to the cemetery by our neighbour's pair of black horses, and the rainwater running down off the pile of clay into the small grave during the interment. Soon afterwards, if not even before, Ekrem disappeared from W., to Munich as rumour had it, where he was said to have set up as a tropical fruit merchant, and Lena emigrated to California, where she married a telephone engineer, with whom she was killed in a car accident.
The Seelos family also included the three unmarried sisters of Baptist, the Aunts Babett, Bina and Mathild, who lived in the house next door, and bachelor Uncle Peter, who had been a wheelwright with his workshop at the back of the Seelos house. In the years after the war, when he would have been about sixty, he took to walking around the village and would watch people at their work. Only rarely did he pick up a hoe or a fork himself and poke about with it in the yard or the garden. I never knew Peter to be any different, for it was already many a year since, little by little, he had begun to lose his mind. At first he neglected his business as a wheelwright, taking on commissions but only half finishing them, and then he turned to producing complicated pseudo-architectural plans, such as one for a water house built over the river Ach, or another for a forest pulpit, a sort of spiral stairs-cum-platform, which was to have encircled one of the tallest pines in the parish woods, and from the top of which the parish priest was to have made a speech to his trees on a certain day every year. Most of these plans, unfortunately lost, of which Peter drew up page after page, he never seriously tackled. The only one actually realised was what he called the Salettl, which was built into the roof of the Seelos house, a wooden platform being erected about a metre below the ridge, and raised upon this, once the tiles were removed, a timber framework for a glass observatory that reached through and above the ridge. From this vantage-point one could see over the rooftops of the village far out into the high moors and the fields and right across to the dark shadowy mountains rising up from the valley. The completion of the Salettl took some time, and after he had held a solitary topping-out ceremony all on his own, Peter did not come down from his observation post for weeks. It was said that he spent a large part of the first years of the war up there, sleeping by day and watching the stars by night, drawing the constellations on large deep blue sheets of card, or alternatively perforating them by means of bradawls of varying sizes so that, when he attached the sheets to the wooden frames of his glass house, he could actually enjoy the illusion, as in a planetarium, that the star-lit heavens were vaulted above his head. Towards the end of the war, when Seelos Benedikt, who had always been a timorous child, was sent to a school for non-commissioned officers at Rastatt, Peter's condition deteriorated noticeably. At times he would wander about the village with a cape cut from his charts of the night sky, talking of how one could see the stars by day both from the bottom of a well and from the peaks of the highest mountains, which was probably the consolation he offered himself for the circumstance that now, every evening at the onset of darkness which formerly he had always welcomed, he was beset with so great a fear that he had to cover his ears with his hands or flail about wildly. It was because of this condition that a sort of closet was built for him on the half-landing where his bed was installed, and which he soon went into of his own accord in the late afternoons. From that time
onwards, the salettl was no longer used. Not till tne sawmill burned down did anyone think of the lookout again. Then we all climbed up to the Salettl, with the whole of the Seelos family and most of their neighbours, to watch the enormous fire blazing into the sky and lighting from below the pall of smoke drifting a long way out. But Uncle Peter was not with us. That same year when the sawmill burned down, he was admitted to the hospital in Pfronten, for suddenly no one, not even Regina, the most beautiful of the Seelos children and the one whom he liked the best, could get him to eat a thing. Peter would not stay in the hospital, though, but was up and away the very first night, leaving a note which read: My dear Doctor! I have gone to the Tyrol. Yours most sincerely, Peter Ambrose. The ensuing search failed to find him, and to this day he has not been heard of again.