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‘Let me read the scene,’ I told her, biting back a lot of other words that were clustering behind my teeth, trying to get out.

‘You are dreaming, my friend,’ Basquiat snarled, shaking her head. ‘Whatever impression I may have given you earlier, you’re a suspect here. I asked Coldwood to bring you over in case you turned out to be the type who falls apart and confesses at the scene of the crime. Might have saved us some time. But since you’re not, I’ll have to see how the evidence pans out. The only reason I’m not hauling you in and sweating you right now is because Gary vouches for you – or, more precisely, because he’s got you on the books as an informant, which means there’s inter-office paperwork to be filled in before I can get Fields to kick your teeth down your throat.’

‘You let Fields do your dirty work?’ I said. ‘I’m disappointed. Used to be, when you asked a cop for some strict discipline you could at least rely on personal service.’

Basquiat had been on the point of walking away, and she already had her back to me. She swivelled on her heel and dealt me a scything, sideways punch to the head. Since my head was close to meltdown and my balance was all to fuck, I went sprawling. I heard a tuneless whistle of appreciation from one side of the room, running footsteps from the other. Looking up blearily, I saw Gary Coldwood standing over me.

‘Mister Castor tripped on the protective sheeting,’ Basquiat said to him.

‘Yeah. I saw. But I think he’s got his sea legs now. I don’t see him tripping any more.’

‘Depends if he stays around me,’ said Basquiat. She knelt down and stared into my face. ‘I use Fields to do the softening up,’ she said. ‘All the detail work I’ll do myself.’

She walked away, and Coldwood helped me back into the vertical – or something close to it.

‘Let’s get you some fresh air,’ he muttered.

We went back out through the hall onto the street. I leaned against the front of the building, feeling the world turn around me.

‘She’s got this thing about kids,’ Coldwood explained. ‘Takes it personally when they get hurt. There was a pedo out in Kingston – guy who’d done time for raping a little boy, and it looked like he might be getting back into old habits. Fell down some stairs at his house while Basquiat was over there to run some questions past him. Broke his arm, did some serious damage to his back that he might never recover from. She booked him for assault: said he attacked her and went down the stairs when she used a judo throw in self-defence. Story stank, but who cares? He did another six months. Happy ending for everyone.’

I didn’t say a word. I was taking this personally too, but I wasn’t going to start swearing any oaths of vengeance in front of a police officer. They’ve got a different set of rules for the general public.

‘Get yourself a lawyer, Fix,’ Coldwood said sadly. ‘A good one. Sooner or later, we’re going to pull you in formally, and a bad lawyer’s gonna leave you with egg on your face whatever happens.’

‘I need – a lift home,’ I said, slurring the words.

Coldwood examined me critically for a few seconds, then turned to one of the uniforms standing by the door, who were pretending not to listen.

‘Drive him back,’ he said.

‘Yes, sir.’

‘And get the licence number of that car he was driving. Just for the record.’

Coldwood went back inside without saying goodnight. I guess he felt he’d done me enough favours to be going on with.

13

Whether I dreamed or not that night, I don’t remember. Sleep was like a lead-lined box that I fell into, and the lid slammed shut over my head. It was as cold as the grave in there, and mercifully quiet.

But at some point in the night, someone must have torn away the sides of the box, because light started to filter in under my eyelids: only a little, at first, but those first splinters broadened into crowbars, prising their way in, twisting me open to a day I didn’t want to have anything to do with. There was a tapping sound, too, as of chisels working their way into the cracks and crevices of my consciousness.

I tried to turn to get away from the light and the intrusive noise, but it seemed to be coming in from all sides. And movement was difficult in any case, because my muscles were cramped and screaming.

I opened my eyes, which felt as though they’d been sealed shut with a silicon gun. I was in a car – Matt’s car, I realised when I saw the pine-tree air-freshener hanging over my head like mistletoe. What the hell was I doing there? I’d parked the car at Pen’s and then Coldwood and his little friends had bushwhacked me and spirited me away to Hendon. And since I’d had a police escort home. . . No, the details wouldn’t coalesce. The fever had been raging by then: I must have crawled back into the car under some vague impression that I still had to drive home, and then fallen asleep at the wheel instead. Good job: if I’d actually got the thing out onto the road, I’d be waking up in a morgue somewhere and finding out first-hand what out-of-body experiences are like.

The tapping came again, louder, from right behind my head. With difficulty, I levered myself around in the seat without turning my neck, which felt like it would snap rather than pivot. Pen was standing beside the car, looking in at me with an expression of puzzled concern on her face.

I unlocked the door and climbed out, almost losing my balance. Pen jumped forward to catch me and keep me upright.

‘Thanks,’ I mumbled. ‘Not feeling too clever, to be honest.’

She winced as the smell of my breath hit her unsuspecting airways: judging by the taste in my mouth, I could sympathise.

‘Fix,’ she admonished me, but a lot more gently than I’d have expected, ‘have you been drinking?’ I could understand the question: I was trying to lock the car and failing to get the key into the lock. Pen took the keys from me and locked it with the beeper on the fob.

‘No,’ I said. ‘No more than usual. This is – something else. I’m coming down with some kind of bug.’

Pen steered me towards the house. ‘What did you do to the car?’ she asked, sounding concerned. ‘And whose is it?’

‘The car?’ I echoed stupidly. My mind was a sprawl of flabby fingers that wouldn’t make a fist. Then I remembered the sideswipe on the Hammersmith flyover. ‘Oh, yeah. That wasn’t me. That was Catholic werewolves.’

There are only five steps up to Pen’s front door. Somehow, they seemed to take a long time to negotiate, and we had a near-disaster at the top when I lost my balance and Pen had to shove me forward into the hall to avoid me going back down again on my arse.

‘I’m calling a doctor,’ Pen muttered as she hauled me into the living room and dumped me without ceremony onto the sofa.

‘I think,’ I said, ‘I just need to lie down. Had a hell of a day yesterday. Got into a fight at White City, then the cops hauled me in to help them with their inquiries.’

‘Jesus, Fix!’ Pen was looking down at me with troubled eyes. ‘What do they think you did?’

‘Murder.’ I stared at the ground, trying to shut out the memory of the crusted spatter of blood and the terse plastic tag – like the tag you’d get from a cloakroom attendant – that marked the place where Abbie Torrington had died. Wasted effort: it wouldn’t go away. ‘They think I murdered someone.’

There was a silence, which seemed to expand like white light until it filled the room. Light-headed, I almost floated away on that white tide back into unconsciousness. I had too much still to do: I fought against my own body, and the room came back into focus. I didn’t think that silent tussle had taken any time at all, but when I raised my head again Pen was gone.

Saturday. Saturday night. Something big went down– something whose shape I could just barely make out through the many and disparate things it had touched. On Saturday, Stephen and Melanie Torrington are beaten and then shot in their own home. They don’t struggle. They don’t run. They just die. Later on, so does Abbie – sacrificial lamb in someone’s Satanist knees-up. Then, after they’ve killed her, someone else walks into the room and breaks up the party with an assault rifle, aiming not at the Satanists – at least, not after the first few exhilarating moments – but at the magic circle where Abbie’s body is still lying. Was that other someone Dennis Peace? Was this where he acquired Abbie’s spirit, assuming he really had it? And if he did, was it a kidnapping or a rescue?