"Skinny as yours is, pal, it doesn't take much." "Do you ever get your skinny ass back to Scotland?" Louise asked him.
"Not really. I was born here and all that. Went back and forth a lot when I was a kid. My parents decided to roost back there, outside Edinburgh about five years ago, I guess.
I was thinking, maybe next time Peabody and I have some real time, we could go check it out." "Scotland?" She goggled at him. "Really?" "They've got to meet my girl." Her cheeks pinked. "I always wanted to go over and see Europe. You know, the countryside. Tromp around in fields and gawk at ruins." Conversation turned to travel.
"Dallas," Louise said in an aside. "Give me a hand in the kitchen?" "The kitchen? Me?" "For a minute." "Ah. Okay."
Eve followed her in, looked around. "We're not going to actually cook or anything?" "What, do I look simple? Everything's stocked from a very nice restaurant around the corner. It's just a matter of putting it together for the table, which I'll take care of in a minute." Louise sipped her wine, studying Eve over the rim. "Are you taking care of yourself?" "What? Why?"
"Because you look tired." "Well, shit. I spent a good five minutes slapping goop on my face. What's the point?" "Your eyes look tired. I'm a doctor, I know these things.
And I would've understood if you'd needed to cancel tonight." "Thought about it, but the fact is I couldn't do anymore.
Maybe I needed a break from it. Maybe I've got to learn how to take a break from it." "That's good. But we'll make this an early evening." "We'll see how it goes. You and Charles… things cruising there?" They are. He makes me awfully happy. No one has, in just that way, in a very long time." "You look happy. Both of you." "Funny, isn't it, how you find someone when you've stopped looking." "I don't know. I never looked." "Now that hurts." With a laugh, Louise leaned back against the counter. "You don't even bother to look, and you end up with Roarke." "He just got in my way. Couldn't get around him, so I figured I might as well keep him." And oddly, she realized, it wasn't small talk when it was with a friend. It was just… talk.
"We're thinking about taking a little holiday together, maybe next month. Go up to Maine or Vermont, look at the fall foliage and stay in some quaint little inn." "You're going to go look at trees?" Laughing, Louise brushed Eve aside to set up the salads.
"People do, Dallas." "Yeah." Eve drank. "Takes all kinds."
Bitches. Whores.
All but consumed with rage, he stormed around the apartment.
He had the screen on repeat, playing the Channel 75 interview and the media conference over and over and over.
He couldn't help himself.
They'd sent women out after him. Women discussing him, analyzing him, condemning him. Did they think he was going to take that? Look at them. Pretending to be so good, so clean, so righteous. But he knew better. He'd seen, and he knew.
Underneath they were cheap and vicious. Weak and vile.
He was stronger. Look at him now. Just look.
He did, turning to one of the walls of mirrors to admire his body. The sheer shape and strength. The perfection he'd worked so hard to achieve. He was a man.
"Do you see? Do you see what I am?" He turned, holding out his arms, and a dozen pairs of eyes stared back at him as they floated in their jars.
They could see him now. She could see him. She had no choice but to look at him. Forever.
"What do you think now, Mother? Who's in charge now?" They were all hers. All those staring eyes. But she was still out there, judging him, ready with her punishing hand, her slashing belt. Ready to lock him in the dark so he couldn't see. So he wouldn't know.
He'd take care of that. Oh, yes, he would. He'd fix her little red wagon. He'd show her who was boss. He'd show all of them.
They'd pay. This mother's son would make them pay, he thought as he stared back at the screen. He'd show them what he could do.
These three. He moved closer to the screen, gritting his teeth as he looked at Eve, at Peabody, at Nadine. They'd have to be punished. Sometimes you had to deviate from the plan, that's all. So they'd have to be punished. You were punished when you were bad. You were punished when you were good.
He'd save the top bitch for last, that's what he'd do. He smiled fiercely at Eve.
It was always smart to save the best for last.
It was a good meal, with good company. For nearly two hours, murder didn't play in her head. She enjoyed, particularly, watching Roarke relate. The way he slid, so smoothly, between Charles's urbane sophisticate and McNab's street-smart wiseass. How he mixed with the women, flattering without being oily, flirting without being obnoxious.
Effortlessly. Or it seemed effortless. But wouldn't he have things on his mind, too? The big wheels and complex deals that made up his work and a large part of his life. He would've spent the day buying and selling God knew what, coordinating and supervising projects she couldn't begin to imagine. Taking meetings, making decisions, contemplating the enormous chessboard of his empire.
Then he could sit, over coffee and dessert, telling a story about some bar fight from his youth to make McNab roll with laughter, or exchanging opinions about great art with Charles.
On the way home, he reached over, brushed a hand over hers. "That was a very nice evening."
"It didn't even nearly suck." "High praise indeed." She laughed at herself, stretched out her legs. Somewhere along the line she'd taken his advice. She'd relaxed. And after she'd relaxed, damn if she hadn't enjoyed. "I mean it." "Darling Eve, I know you do." "You're a layered guy, Roarke." "I'm nothing if not." "I don't know why I'm surrounded by smart-asses." "Birds of a feather." "Anyway," she said after a beat. "It was educational to watch you schmooze." "I wasn't schmoozing. Schmoozing is business, or business-related.
This was personal and friendly conversation." "Ha. The things you learn." She leaned her head back. She was tired, but she realized, she wasn't weighed down by fatigue. "There was a lot of conversation. And it wasn't even boring or irritating." "God." He picked up her hand, pressed it to his lips as he drove through the gates. "I adore you." "Lot of that going around tonight, too." "It was pleasant to spend time with two couples so obviously in love." "Hard to miss it with all the gooey looks and pats and strokes. Sex sizzling in the air and all that. You ever think how it'd be if you switched them around?" "Sizzling looks, gooey sex? I think of little else." She snickered as they got out of the car to walk to the door. "No. The people. You put Peabody with Charles and McNab with Louise. It'd be totally screwed up." "You could put Peabody with Louise." "Sick. You're a sick man." "Just playing the game." He took her hand as they walked upstairs to the bedroom. "You seem to have your second wind, Lieutenant." "I think it's my third, maybe fourth of the day. I actually feel pretty good." She booted the door shut behind her. "In fact, sitting around in all that sizzle's got me hyped. How about some gooey sex?" "Thought you'd never ask." Hooking an arm around his neck, she jumped so he could catch her in his arms. She calculated her weight, his, narrowed her eyes. "How far do you figure you can carry me?" "To the bed would be my first guess." "No, I mean how far do you think you could haul me like this? Especially if I'm…" She went limp, dropped her weight, let her arms dangle.
She felt him shift and adjust, not quite stagger. "Tougher this way, right?" "I still think I can manage the bed, where I certainly hope you plan to revive a bit." "You're in good shape, but I bet you'd feel it if you had to carry me, say, twenty, thirty yards like this." "Since I haven't strangled you, yet, I won't have to." She boosted back up as he climbed the platform with her.