He ground out the embers with his heel and looked up the hill. Karin was now a small pale shape, higher than he had expected and apparently climbing easily. He hoped his offering was acceptable to the lords of voima.
4
At first when the cool afternoon air touched Karin’s skin she shivered, but the exercise of climbing quickly warmed her again. She wished for the sturdy boots she normally wore at home, as her toes cracked against still another stone. She had left her elegant slippers with Valmar as worse than useless, but at least her hands were protected by her riding gloves.
The hill was as she remembered, its lower slopes made up of stones that had long since wedged themselves firmly into position, now grown with weeds and moss. It made for surprisingly easy climbing, with plenty of chinks for toes and fingers. She and her brother had stopped eleven years ago because it was growing late, because their nurse, from whom they had slipped away, had finally spotted them and was shouting terrible threats, and because they were getting tired.
She felt the strain especially in the muscles between her shoulder blades. Every now and then there was a small tree, well-rooted among the rocks, and she allowed herself to rest for a moment within its crook, trying to stretch out the stiffness. But the sharp twigs caught at her skin and the light fabric of her shift when she moved again.
As the afternoon advanced the sun disappeared behind the high hills and a wind began to blow, moaning softly, not quite shaping intelligible words. Karin glanced back down into the valley, heavily shadowed now so that it was impossible to pick out detail although she could see a dark mass that must be the horses.
Then she looked up the slope before her, becoming ever steeper. Soon she would be out of the area where the stones were well lodged, into a region where no plant life grew because the stones were still constantly shifting. The sky was a thin and pale blue; she did not dare rest longer if she wanted to be at the top before twilight.
As she continued upward she startled birds nesting in crevices on the steep slope. She thought about the Mirror-seer, wondering if his willingness to give information so openly, so freely, was all a deception, that he knew it was no easier to meet a Wanderer on Graytop than anywhere else in mortal realms. If so, he must be having a hearty laugh at her expense, watching in his mirrors as a woman wearing nothing but a ripped shift risked death on a steep slope for no reason at all.
Karin kept on climbing. She had reached the gray rocks that gave the hill its bald appearance. She was high enough that she now looked down on the little clusters of distant houses that perched on the hills above the valley, and the setting sun touched the granite with a deceptively warm light.
Here she had to go very carefully, testing each step before she shifted her weight. Several times as she started to pull herself up a piece of rock broke loose and plummeted back toward the valley, sending the birds whirling dismayed out of their nests. If she fell, she thought grimly, Valmar would have trouble finding enough of her body to make it worth carrying the pieces back down to her father.
Her heart was beating so hard it shook her whole body as she reached up again and again in search of a solid grip, forcing her battered feet to follow. But then suddenly she realized that the slope against which she pressed was less steep, that she was crawling more than climbing. She raised her head. The air was darkening, though the sky above was still light, and she had reached the top.
If there was a Wanderer here, she certainly did not see him. She scrabbled away from the edge and stretched out in the minimal wind protection a large stone provided, sucking at a deep scratch on one wrist. The cool air quickly dried her sweat.
“Are you an outcast?” came a quiet voice behind her.
She spun around, wrapping her arms around herself and keeping her knees together, suddenly deeply ashamed to be found undressed.
But the Wanderer-if it was a Wanderer-gave no sign that he had noticed. He sat on a stone a short distance away, his face hidden by a wide-brimmed hat, seeming to look northward toward the sea.
Karin stared at him as though paralyzed. She had been so glad to reach the top of the hill alive that she had forgotten that she would have anything else to fear. But if the Mirror-seer was right, this was one of the immortal lords of voima who controlled mortal destinies, whose power over earth and sky, life and death, was limitless.
Somehow she had expected him to look more impressive.
Then she found her voice, forcing herself to speak without trembling. “I seek information. I regret that I have climbed up here nearly naked, with nothing to offer you, but I have come because I am trying to find Roric No-man’s son.”
As she spoke she wondered wildly if he might be right, that she really was an outcast. She had been taken out of the only home she had known for ten years, to be returned to the home that had sent her away.
The man chuckled. “Then you and I seek the same thing.”
She took a moment to analyze this. “You do not know where Roric is? But he left to go with the Wanderers!”
“When you say he left,” said the man a little sharply, “what exactly do you mean?”
Karin frowned. Wherever Roric was, this person ought to know it. “I mean that a being came and summoned him away from home, and no one has seen him since.” The twilight was rapidly hastening toward dark. Either a late-flying bird or a bat darted past her head. “Those who saw it, said the being had no back.”
The man in the wide hat, sitting half turned away from her, certainly had a back. But as she finished recovering her breath, trying unsuccessfully to see his face-if he even had one-the chill that gripped her went far deeper than the touch on her skin of the evening air.
He did not answer for a moment. “Then I fear we will not be able to use him,” he said at last, with what sounded like a sigh. “We do not force mortals against their will, and he has made his choice.” Something about his voice sounded, not aged or creaky, but still extremely old.
“But where is he?” Karin cried.
“You, on the other hand,” he said, not answering her question but turning fully toward her for the first time, “might be useful to us. It is a rare person who has the strength and the will to climb this high, seeking someone who might be nothing more than a shadow.”
She thought she felt his eyes on her, but she was now too angry and too disappointed to feel shame. “I do not intend to become ‘valuable’ for anyone else,” she said bitterly. “I climbed here because I hoped you could tell me where Roric is. I know I have nothing to offer you, but I could bring you a bracelet or rings tomorrow-” She paused, not liking to think of climbing up here again.
“Or we could meet somewhere else…”
“Do you think me a Weaver or a Seer,” the other asked, sounding amused, “that you must offer me a bracelet as a gift? Think what you put in the flames when you burn an offering: some hairs, a scrap of wool or parchment, a bite of flesh or some grains of wheat- Are these not gifts that symbolize the yearning spirit more than iron and gold?”
Then he really is a Wanderer, she thought, even if he does not shoot flame from his fingers.
“You are a princess, Karin Kardan’s daughter. Why is Roric No-man’s son important to you?”
“I love him,” she said defiantly. “He and I are sworn together.”
She trembled now as she spoke, weak with exhaustion and fear for Roric. But at least with this strange figure, on this bald hill in the dusk, she did not feel any need to hide and control her feelings and her words.