“Yeah well. Traffic. What can you do?”
Miles wrinkled his nose, sniffing the air. “You said you were going to bring me something to eat.”
“Didn’t have time to stop.” Wally took a few steps over toward the body, looked down, then back toward the group. “Are you all done here? Where’s your crime scene people? I’ve got shit to do.”
Miles shook his head. “God damn, Wally. We’ve been waiting on you for a preliminary assessment.”
Wally took in a deep breath, belched, then let out an exasperated sigh. He squatted down next to the body, and when he did the bottom of his jacket rode up on his waist and revealed his ass crack. A mole rode high between his cheeks, and the entire thing looked like a hairy, upside down exclamation point. His left hand pulled something out of his pocket, then went to his mouth. He stood, visibly swallowing as he did. “GSW to the head. Probably dead before she hit the ground. Maybe I should have been a cop. Okay if I get the gurney now?” He walked away, not waiting for an answer.
Miles looked at me. “Was that a French fry he pulled out of his pocket? I think it was a French fry. He said he was going to bring me something to eat.”
Sandy looked at me, then Ron. “Did you get a chance to look at the security tapes?
Miles shook his head. “Not yet.”
Sandy turned to me. Want me to take a look?”
“Yeah,” I said. “See what you can see. I’ll be there in a few minutes.”
Ron and I watched Sandy walk away. We looked at each other for a moment, then Ron said, “You getting any of that?”
“Course he is,” Wally said as he pushed a gurney in front of him. “It might as well be tattooed on his forehead. I really should have been a cop. You guys are something, you know that?”
Ten minutes later I saw Sandy as she headed back over to where Ron and I stood. Her face was gray and the corners of her mouth were turned down. “What’s the matter?” I said. “Are you alright?”
She held up a CD. “Got the shot on tape, Jonesy. It’s bad.”
“Well, we sort of knew that,” I said, and I soon as I did, I regretted it. “Aw, jeez, that was a shitty thing to say wasn’t it? I’m sorry.”
Sandy looked at me for a second like she might not be sure, but then I saw her soften up. “No no, you’re right. I just…“
“Yeah, I know. What’s on the disc? What does it show?”
“Everything. Everything except what we need that is. Picture isn’t good enough to get the plate. Not even close. I don’t know, maybe the lab can do something with it, but I doubt it.”
“Alright, good, good. Send it back to the shop with Crime Scene and see what they can do. I’m going to have Rosencrantz and Donatti come out here. We need to figure this fucking thing out.”
“All right. What are you doing?” Sandy asked.
“I’m going to church.”
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Most people who know me think the reason I became a police officer was as simple as the fact that my father was one, and while there may be a measure of truth in their suppositions, I think the reasons are deeper than even I sometimes understand.
The days of my youth were spent much like any other mid-western teenager. Murton and I would attend our high school’s football games on Friday nights in the fall, the autumn air cool and thick with the aroma of red and white striped boxes of salted corn popped over the heat of gas fired oil pans at the concession stand. At half-time the marching band would perform and the sounds of the bass and snare drums would thunder off the out-buildings and reverberate through the grandstands like gunfire from a war not yet fought by children who, in reality, were only months away from sacrificing their lives for a cause they would never have the opportunity to know as both futile and unwarrantable.
My grandfather would often accompany me to the games, then end up by himself as Murton and I walked the grandstand area to visit with our friends. Sometimes when I looked back to where he sat my eyes would catch his gaze only to discover he was watching me and not the game. It was those times that I would leave Murton to his teen-aged conquests and go back to sit with my grandfather and watch the game with him, our words few, but our bond as strong as ever. Less than two years later, on the very night Murton was ripping open sterile gauze packs and pressing them into my wounds while my blood seeped between his fingers, half a world away my grandfather died in his sleep of heart failure. He was sixty-nine years old.
For months after I returned home from the war I carried an immeasurable sense of loss and anger around with me over the events of the war, my injuries, and the loss of my grandfather while I was away. I was mad at myself for being gone when my grandfather died, mad at Murton for the loss of the men in our unit, and in truth, mad at my grandfather for abandoning me. I was even mad at Murton for saving me. If you have ever been close to someone who has been the victim of a violent encounter then you know what I am talking about. The sudden shock and distress that comes with the knowledge of harm and injustice done to a loved one is something you carry with you for years, if not forever. I became a police officer because those feelings are ones I hoped to help put to rest in others, perhaps even myself.
I found the broken down church in Broad Ripple easily enough. Cora, had indicated to me that the building looked like it was being held together by bailing twine and when I arrived I had to admit that her assessment was not very far off the mark.
The building was originally constructed well over a hundred years ago and although it was larger than a small country chapel, the resemblance was unmistakable. The entire structure was made up of red brick and clapboard, the latter having long ago lost its protective coat of top paint, the boards now rotted and sagging at their joints. The nail holes wept reddish brown stains which left vertical tracks in the wood that looked like blood. A traditional steeple sat atop the main entrance to the church and the iron cross that stood like a spire against the morning sky leaned slightly askew and was held in place with guy wires attached to its base. The wires were pulled taught and were pinched against sagging gutters at the roof’s edge, then attached to steel bands that encompassed the perimeter of the structure. When I looked closer I discovered it was not the cross that angled out of plumb from the steeple, but the entire steeple itself that was out of square and sitting precariously on top of its base, perched to one side like the leaning tower of Pisa. I parked my truck a safe distance from the structure and walked inside, my gaze held to the steeple until I was at the front steps of the building.
As I opened the door and stepped inside I heard the sounds of children laughing and jumping about from the second story and I have to admit I wanted to warn them of the structural integrity of the building and perhaps even admonish them for the danger they were placing themselves in by dishing out more abuse than the building was capable of accepting. I listened as a pipe organ played from the chapel area, the notes bellowed with a hallowed, laborious effort that sounded both painful and redemptive all at the same time.
I followed the sounds of the children up the main stairwell and when I poked my head into to classroom I gave witness to one of those moments that make me happy to be alive. There were about twenty or so pre-school children in the room, the tables and chairs all pushed against the walls, and the teacher, a young girl of college age stood at the front of the room where she acted out a one person play of some sort. I don’t know what the play was about, but the children seemed thoroughly amused at her attempt to entertain them. She was playing two separate parts and every time she switched roles she would move to the other side of the room in an overly dramatic fashion and try to disguise her voice. She was not a very good actor, but she certainly knew how to entertain children. When she saw me standing in the doorway, she stopped mid sentence and still in her character’s voice said, “And how may I help you today, kind sir?”