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The most interesting report dealt with a New Hampshire murder trial in which the guilty teenager said that he had been "possessed" by the spirit of a man who had chopped up three teenage girls in a woods one night. His parents testified that two years previously, the local newspaper had run an article about a killer who'd been put to death in the electric chair thirty years earlier. Their son had been so fascinated with the man that he'd begun to read everything he could find about him. He'd even found old photos of the man and begun to imitate him physically. The killer had had a limp; now, so did the teenager. The killer had worn a crew cut; so did the son. The killer had been attached to the jazz music of Dave Brubeck; so was the son. The defense was obviously trying to depict the boy as mentally ill. They cited an earlier fascination-when the boy was eleven-with Satanism. Between the "dark magic," as the defense attorney called it, and the influence of the killer on his psyche, no wonder the boy, whose mental health had never been very stable, according to the shrink the defense had hired, had killed the girls. He'd used an ax.

Leaving me with Rick Hennessy.

I used FBI data and I used the reports Susan Charles had given me and I set to serious work on my profile.

"Tuna fish?"

I looked up. Susan Charles smiled down at me. The café had a counter, six booths, and a jukebox loaded with twang.

"Uh-huh," I said. "I like tuna fish."

"In a red-meat state like Iowa?"

"I'll make up for it later. I'll eat an entire side of beef by myself."

"That's more like it."

"You could always sit down."

"I don't want to bother you."

"I'd like the company."

"Will it bother you if I smoke?"

"Smoking, no. But I have to tell you, I draw the line at chewing tobacco."

Chief Susan Charles smiled and sat down in the booth across from me. "Funny running across you in here."

"Why?"

"You don't look like the type who'd eat in greasy spoons."

"Oh, what do I look like?"

"More upscale."

"I'll take that as a compliment."

"I meant it as a compliment."

"Now, I'll return the favor. You don't look like the type who'd be a police chief in a small town like this."

"I don't?"

"Huh-uh."

"Where should I be, then?"

"Big city. Chicago. Homicide detective, maybe."

"Too depressing. There's a small lake in my backyard. And the hills around my place are filled with pine trees. Hard to get that in Chicago." She caught me looking at her scar again. "Knife."

"Knife?"

"College boyfriend. If he couldn't have me, he didn't want anybody to have me. I got pregnant. I wanted to keep the baby. He said no. He was on his way to being an important surgeon. Baby would just get in our way. I was enough of a Catholic, I didn't want to have an abortion. But he finally convinced me that was the only way. The funny thing was, I warned him. I said, if I get this abortion I'll never feel the same way about you again. He said I was being stupid. He said that a lot, actually. So I had the abortion and then I broke up with him. I had no feelings left for him. He went berserk like our friend Rick Hennessy. Wouldn't leave me alone for months. Then one night he got me in a parking garage and cut me up."

"God, I'm sorry."

"Maybe it was good for me."

She was about to go on but the waitress came. She ordered a salad and coffee. When the waitress left, she said, "I used to be a real bitch. My father was a judge and we came from a lot of inherited money. And I was always the best-looking girl in the room. I was very arrogant. My scar changed all that. People focus on the scar now, not my looks. And it's taught me humility. I see what a lot of people-people with limps and lisps and lost limbs and things like that-go through. Now when people stare at me it isn't because I'm such a babe. It's the scar." She smiled. "They're always curious how I got it, of course. I'm the same way with other people who have facial scars. I've been thinking about printing up little fliers that give the whole story. Then I could just hand them out and they could read them. I went from a princess to a whole different perspective. So I guess I should thank him for that. I'm a real person now. When I think back to what a spoiled, selfish bitch I was, I shudder. Literally."

"So how did you become a cop?"

"Well, during the trial and everything-my boyfriend came from a wealthy family too, so the trial went on for more than a month-I started getting interested in police work and things like that. I finished up college and went to the police academy in Des Moines. Then I came back here and started out in a patrol car."

"You must like it."

"Love it."

While we ate, we talked mostly about the disadvantages of small-town life. I told her about my place outside Cedar Rapids, and how the loneliness was good sometimes, and not so good at other times. I told her about my wife.

"You still love her," she said.

"I suppose I do."

"I can hear it in your voice."

"You don't ever forget somebody like her."

"I envy both of you. A relationship like that."

"You're not married?"

"Came close once a few years ago. But it went south, as the saying goes." She paused. "He was a lawyer and he got involved with a woman whose divorce he was handling. A lot of lawsuits and litigation. The woman sued him and so did her husband. I figured if he couldn't be faithful while we were engaged, he'd never make it while we were married. Even when I was a spoiled bitch, I was faithful. Adultery is something I can't abide. My aunt was unfaithful to my uncle, and it destroyed him. I was very young when it happened. It made a terrible impression on me. I never forget it."

"You don't sound like any chief of police I've ever talked to."

She grinned. "More like Oprah, huh?"

"A little. But I like it."

While chewing the last of a forkful of celery, she said, "He's guilty."

"Rick?"

She nodded.

"Not according to Dr. Williams."

"Dr. Williams can't afford to believe he's guilty."

"Why not?"

"All the publicity he got for 'curing' Rick. No drugs. Quits stalking his girlfriend. Becomes the same good little boy he used to be. And then he suddenly starts taking meth again and stalking her and ultimately killing her. Dr. Williams was hoping to get a big book contract. One of his nurses even told me he was speculating who'd play him in the TV movie."

"Wow. A modest man."

"But if Rick's found guilty, all that's gone."

"I take it Dr. Williams isn't your favorite guy."

"I don't have much faith in psychiatry. And I feel the same way about the hired guns who work for the state. They mostly play word games and puff themselves up. My understanding is that most of Freud has been discredited anyway."

"So I hear."

She shrugged. "To be fair, we've all got our angles. I was the one who arrested Rick, so I want to see him convicted. So does Sandy's dad, because he knows all the terrible things Rick did to his daughter-even before he killed her. Dr. Williams and Rick's folks don't want to see him convicted because they've convinced themselves he's innocent, and because it will reflect badly on them if he's found guilty. They saw the wild kid he became but they couldn't do anything about it. A lot of people in a town like this always blame the parents."

"You don't see any possibility that it's somebody else?"

"Not really."

"And being a dutiful chief of police, you've considered other possibilities?"

"I know the rap."

"The rap?"