I walked back to my car and drove off.
I parked two blocks away and came back up the alley.
The garages in the neighborhood, like the houses, were old, sagging. The alley floor was gravel.
A woman hanging out her wash on a clothesline waved, apparently mistaking me for somebody else. A pigtailed little girl jumping rope stopped abruptly to watch me. And a young sweet-faced collie growled proudly at me as I passed her backyard.
When I reached the backyard of the Giles house, I moved quickly to the screened-in back porch.
Amazingly tidy, given everything that surrounded it. Twelve packs of empty Pepsi cans stacked neatly in one corner; an old divan tucked in another; even a small, thrumming refrigerator for cold beer and pop.
The back-door lock wasn't any more troublesome than the front-door lock would have been.
I carry a number of Burglar's Helpers. That's what this cop I knew used to call them. Open most any kind of lock, most any-time I care to. Superman should have such power.
I got inside. The cat stench was an acid physical presence. Two litter boxes sat next to an ancient white stove. The boxes hadn't been emptied in some time. A small cat with pinkeye looked up at me, lost and heartbreaking. Even from here, I could see the fleas.
I had to move quickly.
Kitchen. Dining room. Living room. Cramped and junky, each. Stairway.
I went up the enclosed stairs between the swollen slabbed walls that were still rough and unpainted long years after being plastered into place.
I came to a landing.
The second floor was a junk room. Sort of what the attic probably should have been.
Dusty boxes, the dust already playing hell with my sinuses; coat trees; three table-model TVs that apparently hadn't worked for a long time; two large steamer trunks, neither with gay travel stickers on it; a set of twenty-year-old supermarket encyclopedias; and little girls' things-dolls that wet, dolls that talked, dolls that sang, dolls that went at least number one and maybe even number two, two single beds, a giant Mickey Mouse, a Schwinn ten-speed, high school pennants, and an array of framed photos of a very beautiful young woman at various ages. Claire, I was sure.
No wonder the mailman had had a crush on her. She wasn't the obvious sexpot or the shy honor-roll beauty. Instead, there was a simple and clean beauty to her face and slender body that grew more imposing and fetching the longer you studied them. And there was the sorrow, too.
From the youngest shots to the oldest-which I marked at about age twenty-there was a somber quality to the blue eyes and small but erotic mouth. The older she got, the more pronounced the sorrow became. In the later shots, the inherent grief of her eyes belied her sensual charm, made her look older and more severe than she should have.
I sneezed. And felt for a moment like my dear friend Inspector Clouseau, as played by the late Peter Sellers. Certainly, sneezing should be a part of everybody's stealth equipment.
There was a short staircase at the far end of the second floor. This no doubt led to the attic.
The boards creaked even though I walked on tiptoe. Given my sneeze and the squeaking boards, all I needed was a trombone to announce my presence.
The interior of the enclosed stairs held four steps.
I stood at the base of them, listening.
A fey song, an off-key ballad of some kind, sad and sweet at the same time. The voice singing it was barely a whisper, so fragile it was heartbreaking and more than a little unnerving with its hint of madness. The Ophelia scene every actress longs to play.
I crept up the steps one at a time, pushing out at both walls for balance.
The door was padlocked. Big-ass Yale lock.
I tried very hard not to sneeze. I managed to swallow it down.
I put my ear to the small and dusty door. Claustrophobia was starting to fill my chest, increase my heartbeat. The enclosure was small. Buried alive. The day was suddenly sunless.
I listened.
Chains. Singing. And then, without warning, weeping.
And then the rocking chair squawking back and forth.
No more singing.
Rocking chair now. And violent weeping. But all of it done quietly, warped somehow, like a soundtrack played in slow motion.
Drugs. That was what I was hearing. She'd been sedated. She wanted to scream at full voice but couldn't. Didn't have the energy or quite the focus. Drugs took care of that.
I knocked gently. "Let me help you, Claire." Not much more than a whisper.
Rocking. Weeping. As if she hadn't heard me whisper at all.
"Claire. Please let me help you."
Rocking and weeping suddenly stopped.
"Is that you?"
I had no idea who she was talking about, but I had nothing to lose playing along. "Yes."
"You're really back?" Getting excited now. Happy.
"I'm really back. So I can help you."
"Oh, Lord, thank you so much for answering my prayers."
The rocking chair squeaking as she stood up. A long and ragged sigh. "Oh, I don't want you to see me this way. After all these years."
"I want to help you, Claire. I don't care what you look like. I really don't."
She started rattling the door. Uselessly. No way she was going to open the Yale lock from the other side.
Nor any way I could open it from this side. I had the proper pick, but I didn't have the proper experience. It would probably take me hours.
Rattling the doorknob with insane fury. "We've got to get this open! We've got to!"
Screaming now. She had hurtled over the drugs. Full voice.
And then pounding her fists on the other side of the door. Hammering. And kicking with her foot.
"Please! Please! You've got to get me out of here! You've got to get me out of here!"
And then, "If you move, I'll kill you, Mr. Payne. Right where you stand. And there's no jury in the world that would convict me, either."
I turned to face Giles. Bottom of the stairs. Formidable Remington pump-action shotgun in his hands. Dressed like someone who hadn't been clothes shopping for thirty years. Out buying a car, trying hard not to look like a yokel.
He said, "Now, you come right down those stairs and right now."
"No! No!" Claire screamed behind the door, pounding and hammering again. The sobs starting to submerge her speaking voice. "No! No!"
"You get your ass down here, Mr. Payne. Or I'll blow it off."
The hell of it was, I believed him.
He marched me downstairs.
His wife went up to the attic.
I could hear her opening the Yale lock.
Hear Claire screaming.
Hear Betty Giles slapping her once, twice, three times. Hear Claire collapsing in her rocking chair.
And then the door slamming.
He marched me out to the kitchen. I'd been a bad boy and he was going to punish me.
"You sit right there while I call the police."
"You sure you want to do that, Mr. Giles?"
"Yeah, I'm sure. Why wouldn't I be?"
To make his point, he walked over to the brown wall phone and lifted the receiver. He wore his leisure suit again. The blue one. The long-pointed collar of his white polyester disco shirt worn outside. His gold neck chain still looked strangling-tight. His face was blotchy from booze. His dyed red hair was a hairdresser's night-mare. The wife obviously did it for him. Or maybe he did it himself.
He started to punch in some numbers.
"All I came here for was the baby picture. Up in Claire's room."
He stopped punching numbers. "Is that supposed to mean something to me?"
But it obviously did mean something. His whole lumpy body froze suddenly, and his mouth was tight as a dead man's. There was true fear in the dark blue eyes.
"You'd better hang up."
"You go to hell. I want to call the cops, I'll call the cops."