twostep at arm’s length
freight trains loaded
with gold and frankincense
those hard done hard won
those barely alive
down on your bare knees
a head against your thigh
tea twinkles in the strainer
steams in the room
bulbous iron knobs
where a cheap dress is thrown
remember how she stood
weeping on the porch
when they hunted him down
caught him in the church
smiling, he was led
looked back as if to say
then a round in the head
and a truck sped away
at the crack of fire
you turned and left
and cranked up your life
and lived it cleft.
*
my brother said you’re a fascist
you sing up, and I’ll sing loud
we’ll be back when the trees are in leaf
but I’ll stand my ground
when the leaves are in fist
and the deer dances past the oak
the antifascist flips to fascist
and the wood goes for broke
words are attached to things
with old twine
and people lay down with their tubers
in the ground for all time
but them, they cross yards
with lists and chalk
and lick the paint off window sills
with tongues that fork
fascist fattish fetish
flatfish, flippery, facetious
but the air knows we’re not of them,
none of you or us
untie the words
let them drop in a corner
and the wood will call back its men
non omnis moriar.
*
across the vast rippling sound
under the evening star
from the furthest shore
floated a wooden box
you couldn’t hear any captain aboard
you couldn’t see any sailors
all you could see a faint flickering light
(it floats closer to our home)
all you could hear a faint scratching
as if something was awake in the case but crumbling
shifting handful by handful
all you could hear the dripping and crackling of wax
and water psalm by psalm
read then washed away
then read and washed away
forgive me forgive me my friend
let me perish
it isn’t about that
don’t run along the shore after me
along a path that doesn’t exist
legs collapsing under you
don’t look for my wooden box
bobbing in the shallows
caught in the reeds
and most of alclass="underline" don’t take off the lid
turn your back on the old world
don’t take off my lid
don’t go back to mother
don’t wander the villages speaking
from lips chalky white petrified
dear comrades brothers and sisters we happy few
*
depart from me for I am a sinful man
said the eagle to the headwind
depart from me for I am an infirm man
said the red clay to the hands
depart from me
I am not man at all
I am a recording device
trrrrrr chirr churr
bring a jug bring a jug
*
and snow fell, and it was kind of:
the azure light disappeared like a cataract
*
under the spindle of a low sky
a dust trail on the near shore
two cars, a jawa motorbike
a woman in a scarf, her face hidden
the young are beautiful, the old are more so
a shop without a signboard
loaves of bread on the shelf
in rows like soldiers on parade
still warm to the touch
each loaf reluctantly cooling
by the factory gates
a briar rose in raspberry cuffs
points in its madness
to where the sickening smell comes from
where did you get to, mr speaker
from the regional office
how long, my dear
have we been travelling
over this bridge in our little car
will we ever leave this place
*
the high towers are lit up red
and on them tall flags are talking
in the skies the stars assemble in rows
and jet planes, rising
tanks on parade with heavy paunches
armoured chariots
dolphin-heroes
swallow-martyrs
lions picked for their stature, their roar
people people and people
above them floats apple blossom
scented buds of white acacia
crinkle-edged paper poppies
heads
on poles
*
apparition of these faces in the metro
lamps on a wet black wire
*
Instead of scribbles in soft pencil lead:
Spinnrade the brook the mill weir,
You find the homunculus stone dead
His foetal hands pressed to his ears,
And guards to the left and the right of the door
And the party spirit in proletarian literature
You’ll stand in the entrance hall to read your verse
The stitches drawn so tight you’ll forget all the words.
—
Plush Soviet rose
Drilling the briar shoot
But the shoot sows
Itself silently, hides deep among the roots
You beat to death those without babble
And honour those without grace
But if you look with a gaze that is level
The spines have grown on your face.
—
See how Pushkin’s cobbler
Measures the foot with a sole
The litigant follows his example
And the author is tied to a pole.
But it’s Pushkin’s miller!
The auditorium is slowly filling
A re-educated pine tall as a pillar
Stretches confesses it was once a willow
*
………
<insert hole in bagel here>
*
and so I decided
it was told to me that I should think back
so I thought back
and remembered
and it upset me
so I went and died
I died
and nothing came of it
apart from books
which came at some point
after fifty years
and former men
lost the form they once had
*
tell her to come out and say something
(coo-ey! calls war)
and the dog-heart growls and shrinks
and the son is born on the barracks floor
two friends lived like ya and you
and if one of them said yes
the underground water rose in the darkness
I’ll sing of that soon
no says the other
no and that is an end
there are no children in the army
which is made up of many men
but the friends could say nothing
when I sprang forth
between tree bole and gun bore
my cradle was caught
*
before the great war the apples were so fine
you might have heard that once at market – but who’s left alive
*
click
trigger (shutter) cocked
chink viewfinder sight
the photographer takes the picture
(things are taken from their places)
trans-ferr-al
and trans-ition trans-lates the space anew
(where corpses lie alongside the quick)
trans-humans transhumance
ex-isled con-sumers
jesters creatives
students
peasants
(great-grandfather grigory with his two hands
factory machine will chew off the right hand, but later,
great-grandfather whose face I never saw)
gawpers and gazers, proceeding arm-in-arm
and jews unassigned scattered
(we-jews)
o what bewildering confusion
from wild profusion
click
springtime, green garden, maytime
brooch at her throat, hair gathered in a bun
my grandmother (only a little older than me)
feeding a squirrel in a park on the outskirts of moscow
lonely soldier drinking mineral with syrup
school uniform, fitting room, apron-winged, unhemmed
festive streets, the houses and pavements illuminated in tiny lights
five-year-old mother flicks her silken ribbon
looks
click
click
wide-hipped rowing boats drawn up on the shore
their hulls bright in the sun
gondola swings flying over the abyss