They were all standing. “For the record,” Scott said, “I will report this conversation to General Radford.”
“Good day,” said Stretzlof, departing.
Hoffman said to Alex on his way out, “There’s a staff meeting at four.”
Alone with Scott in the safe room, Alex said, “I’m sorry. Stretzlof could use a good kick in the balls.
David too.”
Scott wasn’t paying attention, so she sidled up to him and said, “What does General Radford want?”
Scott showed her the message flimsy. It said, REPORT AT ONCE.
There was a knock on the door. “May I come in?”
“We’re supposed to stay away from each other,” Scott said.
Alex entered Drummond’s apartment. She had on the down-filled vest, a silk shirt, jeans, and sneakers.
Her hair looked freshly washed and she smelled good. “Professionally, not socially. Anyway, what I do on my own time is none of Viktor’s or David’s business.”
“How’d the staff meeting go?” Scott said.
“Boring. I thought I’d find you here. What are you doing?”
“I’ve finished packing Frank’s things.” Scott pointed to several boxes sealed with special tamperproof tape sitting on the floor in the middle of the living room. There were also two zippered garment bags filled with Drummond’s uniforms and civilian clothes, and a big battered aluminum suitcase. He kicked one of the boxes. “Files.”
Alex looked around the apartment. “It’s like Frank was never here.”
“That’s how Stretzlof wants it.”
“Did you talk to General Radford?”
“When I’m good and ready.”
“Won’t that make things worse?”
Scott snorted. “What can he do? Order me back to the States without Frank’s body?”
Alex hugged herself. “Have you made final arrangements?”
“The paperwork is all filled out.” He pointed to it on the coffee table. “I’ll give it to Abakov tomorrow.
He’s involved with the investigation into the two shootings, the one in St. Petersburg and the one in Murmansk.” He stopped being busy and looked at her.
She met his gaze but said nothing.
“Care for a drink?” he asked. “I saw a bottle around here somewhere.”
“Sure.” She removed her down vest and hung it over a chair.
They sat on the sofa and drank iced vodka. Alex put her feet up on the coffee table, careful to avoid the paperwork for Abakov. “When you leave Russia, will you go back to your submarine?”
“That’s up to Radford,” Scott said.
“He’s not your commanding officer.”
“He is now. He’ll have a lot to say about what happens to me after this stint in Moscow. I have a feeling he’s not going to be happy with the fact that I — what was it Stretzlof said? ‘Expanded my warrant.’
How fucking quaint.”
Alex hesitated but after reflecting, said, “What did Stretzlof mean when he said he knew about your background, about you taking matters into your own hands? Or shouldn’t I ask?”
“He was referring to something I was involved in a while back. I had some problems.”
“In other words, you don’t want to talk about it.”
Scott, hunched on the edge of the sofa, said nothing.
“I’m sorry.” She came upright and put her glass on the table. “Maybe I should go.”
He looked back at her. “No. Don’t go.” He reached for her arm to stop her.
She sat back, turning slightly so she could look at him.
Scott flopped against the cushions. “It was a special-ops mission. We almost lost some men; orders got fouled up. I did something I wasn’t supposed to do and it’s followed me wherever I go. Even to Moscow.”
Part of his past had hurtled out of a dark place and he wasn’t sure how it had happened. Her silence made him hesitate to say any more about it.
He felt her warmth against him and felt the familiar sting of desire. He tried to concentrate on reality, not fantasy, but she had aroused feelings that he thought were buried for good after Tracy had left. He regretted his earlier clumsy attempt to discover how reachable Alex was. It wasn’t supposed to happen, she had said. But God, he had wanted it to.
He felt her gaze on him. “Alex, today when I—”
She put a finger to his lips. “Don’t say anything.”
Scott drew her head down and they kissed. Her mouth was soft and moist the way he remembered. He moved to her throat, the pit of her neck, her stomach under the open silk shirt, and ran his hands over warm, soft skin.
Alex moved to unzip her jeans. Instead, Scott took his mouth from one of her exquisitely shaped breasts and led her into the bedroom. His body ached while they stood caressing. They parted and Scott quickly shed his clothes. Alex wiggled out of her things and crawled onto the bed. They knelt naked, facing each other, exploring with their hands, enveloped by the heat of it. Slowly they sank into each other, Alex pulling Scott down to feel his mouth between her legs, his tongue in her blond triangle of pubic hair. She closed her eyes and moaned softly, then, gulping air, biting her lip, arched against his mouth and came so quickly, so explosively, that it caught Scott by surprise.
He didn’t stop until she cried, “Do it! Now!” Scott, on the verge of losing control, was barely able to pull away in time to enter her and, driving deeply, empty himself before she climaxed again.
They did it again, slower this time; then, exhausted and cooling down, they lay intertwined on the narrow bed. “I didn’t mean to complicate things,” Alex said.
“Complicate things how?” Scott said. Eyes closed, he let his hand drift lazily over the silky curve of Alex’s hip. He felt overwhelmingly contented and didn’t want the moment to end. There was no one waiting for him in the States, and at that moment Tracy had never existed.
“I had an affair with David,” Alex was saying, “but ended it before you arrived. He’s not handled it well and he’s made things uncomfortable for me.”
“I’ve noticed.”
“And you’re right, he’s jealous of you.”
“Tell him not to be. I won’t be around much longer.” Scott kissed her, then sat up and swung his legs out of bed.
Alex came up behind him. He felt her cheek against his back, her breath on his skin. “This was wonderful. Don’t be angry.”
“I’m not angry, I’m confused.”
“Over what?”
“Everything.”
“That’s understandable. There’s so much we don’t know.”
“Well, we know that Zakayev, Drummond, and Rad ford are connected somehow.”
“Are you disappointed that Frank was working for Radford?”
“Frank was just doing a job. He probably didn’t know what he was involved in. They never tell you.”
“But why send Frank? Did he know Zakayev?”
“I’ve thought about that. It’s possible that it may go back a long way, when Frank was in Afghanistan.”
“What do you mean?”
“A lot of it is rumor, but there may be some truth in it. There always is. Frank was damn good at planning and executing special sub ops. From there he moved on to planning special ops against the Taliban and al-Qaeda on the ground in Afghanistan. There were Chechen forces in Afghanistan, and apparently we arranged for them to feed us intelligence in return for our help in Chechnya against the Russians.”
“Good God, you mean we were helping the Chechens fight the Russians? Why would we do that?”
“To keep the Russians focused on the fight against terrorism, which would justify U.S. incursions into Iran and Syria. Look, it’s complicated and I only know what I told you. But it doesn’t take much imagination to figure that we may have had some SRO special-ops types around Grozny, coaching the rebels.”