Eden unzipped her sleeping bag and slid out. Her double-layer, silk-and-wool ski underwear turned aside the worst of the chill, but the floor was icy on her bare feet. Silently she knelt next to Nevada, watching the contours of his face emerge from the darkness as flames licked over the wood.
A combination of stark shadows, black beard, shifting orange flames and physical tension drew Nevada's features into lines as harsh as they were compelling to Eden's senses. His torso was lean, muscular, highlighted by tire and midnight swirls of hair. He wore no shirt, nothing to keep the cold at bay.
Eden knelt at Nevada's side. As she had earlier in the day, she put her hand on his forehead to gauge his temperature.
The world exploded.
Within the space of two seconds Eden was jerked over Nevada's body, thrown on her back and stretched helplessly beneath his far greater weight while a hot steel band closed around her throat. In the wavering light Nevada's eyes were those of a trapped cougar, luminous with fire, bottomless with shadow, inhuman.
"Nevada…" Eden whispered, all she could say, for the room was spinning away.
Instantly the pressure vanished. Eden felt the harsh shudder that went through Nevada's body before he rolled aside, releasing her from his weight. She shivered with the cold of the cabin floor biting into her flesh, and with another, deeper cold, the winter chill that lay at the center of Nevada's soul.
"Next time you want to wake me up, just call my name. Whatever you do, don't touch me. Ever."
Nevada's voice was as remote as his eyes had been.
"That's the problem, isn't it?" Eden asked after a moment, her voice husky.
"What?"
"Touching. You haven't had enough of it. Not the caring kind, the warm kind, the gentle kind."
"Warmth is rare and temporary. Cruelty and pain aren't. A survivor hones his reflexes accordingly. I'm a survivor, Eden. Don't ever forget it. If you catch me off guard I could hurt you badly and never even mean to."
Eden closed her eyes and shivered against the icy cold. Suddenly she felt herself lifted again. She made a startled sound and stiffened.
"It's all right," Nevada said calmly. "I'm wide-awake now. Turn your face toward the fire."
The difference in temperature between the floor and Nevada's bed was disorienting. Eden let out a broken sigh of relief at the warmth and turned her face toward the dancing flames. When she felt Nevada's hand at her throat once more, she gave him a startled look. Nevada didn't notice. He was carefully peeling down the mock-turtleneck collar of her top. Gently his hand slid up beneath her chin, urging her to turn more fully toward the fire.
As Eden turned, a necklace of fine gold chain spilled from the scarlet fabric into Nevada's hand, drawn by the fragile weight of the ring she wore as a pendant. The shimmer of metal caught his eye. He looked more closely and saw that the ring was made of fine strands of smoothly braided gold. When he realized that the ring was too small to be worn by anyone but a very young child, he tipped his palm and let the gold slide away.
Firelight revealed no marks on the creamy surface of Eden's throat. With devastating gentleness Nevada's fingertips traced the taut tendons and satin skin. The startled intake of her breath followed by the visible, rapid surge of her pulse made Nevada's body tighten in a wild, sweeping rush that was becoming familiar to him around Eden.
Even as Nevada told himself he should be grateful that Eden's response to him came from fear rather than desire, he knew he wasn't grateful. He wanted nothing so much as to soothe with his tongue the tender flesh he had savaged, and then go on to find even warmer, more tender flesh and know its sweetness, as well.
But even if he were fool enough to start something he wasn't going to finish, Eden wouldn't be fool enough to want him. She finally understood what he was: a warrior, not a knight in shining armor.
Eden trembled again.
"Don't worry. I won't hurt you now," Nevada said.
The subdued rasp in his voice was like a hidden caress, making Eden ache to know more of his touch.
"I know," she whispered.
"Do you? You're trembling."
"I'm not used to… this."
"Take my word for it," Nevada said sardonically, "nearly being strangled isn't the sort of thing you get used to." His fingertips probed lightly at her soft skin. "Tender?"
Eden shook her head.
"Does it hurt when you talk?" he asked.
"No."
"Are you sure?"
She nodded.
"I don't believe you."
"But it's true," Eden said. "You didn't hurt me."
The throaty intimacy of her voice made Nevada burn. Very carefully he lifted his hand from Eden's warmth. He sat up in a tangle of sleeping bag and blankets, bringing her upright with him. The easy way he handled her weight served to underline his strength and her vulnerability – a vulnerability she stubbornly refused to acknowledge.
As Nevada released Eden, she reached up and put her palm on his forehead. He jerked back.
"You were lucky, Eden. Very lucky. Don't push it."
"You should take your own advice."
Nevada gave her a narrow look. "Meaning?"
"You're running a fever, but you plan on getting up at dawn and riding out of here."
Nevada shrugged. "I'll see what it looks like in the morning."
"White," Eden said succinctly.
"What?"
"It will look white. All of it. Even if it stops snowing, you won't be able to tell. The wind will strip off the new snow and blow it everywhere. White on white, sky and ground, everything and everywhere. If you don't believe me, listen to the wind. You would be a fool to go anywhere tomorrow, and survivors aren't fools."
Nevada turned and looked at Eden with unfathomable eyes. "Get back in your own bed. Fever or no fever, there's nothing you can do for me."
After a long, tight moment, Eden went back to her sleeping bag, crawled in and shivered until she was warm once more. "Nevada?"
He grunted unencouragingly.
"What were you dreaming about?"
"Was I dreaming?"
"Yes. That's what woke me up."
Silence.
"Do you dream like that often?" she persisted.
"I don't know."
"How can you not know?"
"Survivors don't remember their dreams. That's how we stay sane."
Nevada rolled over and was asleep within moments.
Eden lay awake for a long time, thinking about survivors and listening to the wind rearrange layers of snow over the frozen land.
*
"Baby, give them to me," Eden coaxed.
Baby moved just beyond her reaching fingers. Yellow eyes gleamed with unmistakable mischief. From either side of Baby's long muzzle dangled Nevada's socks. Plainly the wolf had no intention of giving up his prize.
Eden made a sudden grab. Baby danced backward and then half crouched, his muzzle on his front paws, his hindquarters in the air, his tail waving with delight at having suckered his mistress into playing with him.
Nevada looked up from stacking firewood next to the hearth, where the heat could dry out wood newly brought in from the snow.
"Good thing I have extra socks," he said. "Look's like that pair is a goner."
"Baby knows better, at least with my socks," Eden said, exasperated. "Guess he figured yours were fair game. Baby, drop."
Yellow eyes met hazel ones for a long moment. With a startlingly human look of disappointment, Baby opened his mouth. Socks dropped to the floor, no worse for the time spent in a wolf's jaws. Eden picked up the socks, tossed them in Nevada's direction, and rubbed both hands through Baby's thick neck fur, praising him for giving up his prize. Baby burrowed into her touch in return, stropping himself against her like a huge cat, plainly enjoying the physical contact.