When his dad stuck his head round the door and asked if he fancied lending him a hand, Keith shrugged and said, “Why not?”
It turned out to be simple enough. Check through the pages to make sure they were all there, nothing torn out or otherwise missing; if it was all okay write down the date and issue number.
“What’s all this in aid of?” Keith asked.
“Making a few bob.”
“For this old crap?”
When his dad explained it to him, Keith was really surprised. Though he knew youths who’d lash out just about everything they had on some comic or other, ten pounds for one in Japanese and then you couldn’t read the words. No accounting for some people’s taste.
“Fancy a beer?” Rylands asked after they’d been working half an hour or so.
“I thought you’d given it up.”
“Doesn’t mean you’ve got to. I’m having tea myself.”
“Tea’s fine.”
While they were drinking it, Rylands sounded Keith out on his idea of hiring a stall in the market, Fridays and Saturdays at first, selling back numbers of NME and stuff like that, jazz magazines-kids were supposed to be interested in jazz, weren’t they? — maybe other things. He’d wandered into one of the second-hand bookshops on the Mansfield Road and come across a couple of hundred mixed film magazines, copies of Picture Post as well, made an offer for the lot. Bloke was holding them for him till the Monday. Him and Keith trawled round a few car boot sales and the like, they’d soon pick up more stock.
“So,” Rylands said, sitting cross-legged, leaning back against the wall. “What d’you think? Reckon it’d work?”
“Might.”
“You’re interested then?”
“Me?”
“Why not? What else you got to do?”
Keith shrugged and made a face.
“Thought, you know, we could run it together.”
“I’d lose my dole.”
“Not necessarily. Depends how we work it. And anyway, what d’you want, be on the dole the rest of your life?”
“No.”
“Well, then. Why not give it a try?”
Keith shook his head. “I don’t know.”
Rylands finished his tea and pushed himself to his feet. “Best get on. Plenty of time for you to think about it. Might be a bit of fun, though. Laugh if nothing else.”
“What about Darren?” Keith asked, staring at the front page of a Melody Maker from 1959: “Emile Ford and the Checkmates to Headline Moss Empires Tour.”
“What about Darren?”
“He’ll expect me to be with him.”
“Don’t you worry about Darren,” Rylands said, bending to take Keith’s empty cup from his hands. “I’ve got ideas how to deal with him.”
“It tasted different somehow,” Debbie said.
They were standing inside the hallway of the starter home she and Kevin had first moved into, the one where he still lived.
“Least come in and have some coffee,” Kevin had said as the taxi that was meant to be dropping him off drew close. “You can always get another cab in a bit.”
They’d got inside the front door and not much further; hadn’t as much as switched on the hall light.
“What tastes different?” Kevin said, kissing her again. When they moved their mouths apart minutes later, she could sense him grinning at her in the dark. “Not this,” she said.
“What then?”
“The meal. Chinese meal. Find it so salty as a rule.”
“Ah,” Kevin said, grin widening, “that’s because I asked them to hold back the monosodium glutamate, I expect.”
“I didn’t know you could do that.”
“Oh, yes. Just a matter of knowing what to ask.” She laughed and reached inside his jacket, tickling him, and they ended up on the floor.
“Kevin, no.” Though there was something specially exciting, Debbie thought, about being there, so close to the front door.
“No, we can’t.” The only place she and Kevin had ever made love was in bed, their own bed or a bed and breakfast.
“Kevin!”
His hand was high on her tights, ball of his thumb starting to apply pressure …
“No!”
“What?”
She smoothed down her skirt and drew her knees towards her chest.
“We are still married, you know.”
“I know.”
“So?”
“Kevin, switch on the light.”
“You’re angry, aren’t you?”
“No. No, I’m not.” She reached for his hand and held it. “Really, I’m not.”
“What is it, then?”
Even though it was dark and she could see little more than the outline of his face, Debbie looked away. “I’m not on the pill any more. There didn’t seem to be any point.”
“So?”
“I don’t suppose you’ve got anything with you. Any, you know, protection.”
“There’s a twenty-four hour garage not far. They’re bound to sell them. I could nip and …”
“Kevin, no. Maybe it’s not such a good idea this time anyway.” He sighed and she gave his hand a squeeze. “I’m not rejecting you, you know.”
“No? Well, that’s what it feels like.”
Debbie laughed and deftly moved her other hand. “No, Kevin, that’s what it feels like.”
He laughed, surprised, and reached for her again, but she was quickly to her feet and they were both blinking in the sudden light. “What about that coffee?” she said. “While you’re getting the kettle on, I’ll order a taxi.”
“You could stay.”
“I know. I will. One step at a time.”
Kevin grinned and kissed her on her forehead and alongside her ear and, quickly, at the corner of her mouth and, still grinning, walked off into the kitchen.
Forty-Two
“The hostel we spoke about,” Pam Van Allen said, “it’s all fixed up.”
She waited for Prior to respond but, of course, that wasn’t necessarily what he did. Most people, ordinary people, the kind you bump into at parties, supermarkets, dentists’ waiting rooms, make a remark like that and they react. “Oh, really?” Or “That’s good.” A grunt even. Something that helps the conversation along.
Whereas Prior …
It was enough for him today to continue to stare at her, not threatening exactly, nothing sexual the way it would be with a lot of men, locked away without the benefits of conjugal visits. Prior simply stared. And waited. Okay, you’re here, doing what you’re paid to do, now say what you have to say.
Pam crossed one leg over the other automatically smoothing her skirt past her knee. “Big, old Victorian house over by Alexandra Park. Really nice.” She paused. “I don’t know whether you know it round there?”
This time there was a grunt of kinds, not expressive enough for Pam to tell if it meant yes or no. Perhaps he’d simply been clearing his throat.
“Anyway, like I say, it is very nice. Kept up better than a number of hostels we use, I’d have to say that.” She saw his eyes shift focus towards her hands and realized that she’d been fidgeting with the silver ring she wore on the little finger of her right hand. “You will be sharing, a room I mean. Did I mention that before?”
Prior shook his head.
“Sorry, thought I had. Two of you most likely. It’s the only thing about the rooms being so big. All the usual regulations, pretty much what you’d expect. No alcohol, no drugs. Restrictions about visitors, too. Up into the bedrooms, that is.” What was the matter with her? Why was she chattering on? She uncrossed her legs and eased back in the chair; held, for several seconds, her breath and returned his stare.
“As soon as you’re released, we’ll help you to look for work and accommodation, like I’ve said. Things like making sure you’re on the housing list. Those flats above the Victoria Centre, they fall vacant pretty often. And then there are always the housing associations. They’ll look sympathetically on your application as a matter of principle.”
The air inside the room seemed to be getting thinner and thinner. Pam wanted to dart a glance towards her watch, but didn’t like to try. She seemed to have been talking for ages now, a barely assisted monologue. Prior listening, not caring; as if none of this had anything to do with him. As if she were making plans for somebody else.