“But if ...”
“Oh, we’re safe now. Just a few more hours to wait.” She crouched on a box by his side, dropping her head on his shoulder, brushing the hair out of her feverish, sparkling eyes. “Then, when you get abroad, be sure and write to me the very first day, remember? The very first.”
“Sure,” he said dully.
“Then I’ll manage to get out somehow. And just think of it! Abroad! We’ll go to a night club and you’ll look so funny in full dress clothes! Really, I think the tailors will refuse to fit you.”
“Probably,” he said, trying to smile.
“And then we’ll see girls dancing in funny costumes, just like the ones I draw. And think! I can get a job designing fashions and costumes and stage sets. No more posters for me. Not a single poster! I won’t draw another proletarian so long as I live!”
“I hope so.”
“But, you know, I must warn you. I’m a very bad housekeeper. Really, I’ll be impossible to live with. Your steak will be burned for dinner — oh, yes, we’ll have steak every day! — and your socks won’t be darned, and I won’t let you complain. If you try to — I’ll batter the life out of you, your poor little helpless, delicate creature!” She laughed hysterically, and buried her face on his shoulder, and bit his shirt, for her laughter was slipping into sounds that were not laughter.
He kissed her hair; he whispered bravely: “I won’t complain at all if you can go ahead with your drawing. That’s one more crime I’ll never forgive this country. I think you could be a great artist. And listen, do you know that you’ve never given me a drawing, and I’ve asked you so often?”
“Oh, yes!” she sighed. “I’ve promised them to so many people, but I never concentrate long enough to finish one properly. Here’s a promise, though: I’ll draw two dozen pictures — there, abroad — and you can stick them all over the walls of our house. Sasha, our house !”
His arms closed tightly over a trembling body with a tousled head turned away from him.
“This mush,” said Victor, “is burned.”
“I’m sorry,” Irina muttered, “I guess I didn’t watch it closely and I ...”
“Is there anything else for lunch?”
“No, Victor, I’m sorry. There’s nothing in the house and ...”
“There’s never anything in this house! Funny, how the food seems to have disappeared — these last few days.”
“No more than usual,” said Marisha. “And remember, I didn’t get my bread ration this week.”
“Well, why didn’t you?”
“I was too busy to stand in line and ...”
“Why couldn’t Irina get it?”
“Victor,” said Vasili Ivanovitch, “your sister is not feeling well.”
“So I notice.”
“I’ll eat your mush, if you don’t want it,” said Acia, reaching for his plate.
“You’ve had enough, Acia,” Irina protested. “You have to hurry back to school.”
“Oh, hell!” said Acia.
“Acia! Where did you learn such language?”
“I don’t wanna go back,” Acia whined. “We’ve gotta decorate Lenin’s Nook this afternoon. Oh, I hate gluing pictures outta magazines on their old red blotters. I got bawled out twice, ‘cause I get them on crooked.”
“You hurry and get your coat. You’ll be late.”
Acia sighed with a resigned glance at the empty lunch dishes and shuffled out.
Victor leaned back in his chair, his hands in his pockets, and looked at Irina closely. “Not going to work today, Irina?” he asked casually.
“No. I’ve telephoned them. I don’t feel well. I think I have a temperature.”
“It’s better not to take the chance of going out in this awful weather,” said Marisha. “Look at it snowing.”
“No,” said Victor, “Irina shouldn’t take chances.”
“I’m not afraid,” said Irina, “only I think it’s safe to stay in.”
“No,” said Victor, “you’ve never been afraid of anything. A commendable trait — sometimes. And sometimes — it may go too far.”
“Just what do you mean?”
“You really should be more careful — of your health. Why don’t you call a doctor?”
“Oh, it’s not necessary. I’m not that bad. I’ll be all right in a few days.”
“Yes, I think so,” said Victor, rising.
“Where are you going today, Victor?” Marisha asked.
“Why do you have to know?”
“Oh, nothing ... I ... well ... You see, I thought if you weren’t too busy, I’d like you to come over to my Club and say a few words about something. They’ve all heard about my prominent husband and I’ve promised to bring you to address them — you know, something on Electrification or modern airplanes or something.”
“Sorry,” said Victor, “some other time. I’ve got to see a man today. About a job. About that job on the dam.”
“May I go with you, Victor?”
“Certainly not. What’s this? Checking up on me? Jealous or something?”
“Oh, no, no, darling. No. Nothing.”
“Well, then, shut up. I’m not going to have a wife tagging me around.”
“Are you looking for a new job, Victor?” Vasili Ivanovitch asked.
“Well, what do you think? Think I’ll settle down to a ration-card slave’s drudgery for the rest of my life? Well, you’ll see.”
“Are you sure?” the official asked.
“I’m sure,” said Victor.
“Who else is responsible?”
“No one. Just my sister.”
“Who else lives in your apartment, Comrade Dunaev?”
“My wife, my father, and my little sister — she’s just a child. My father doesn’t suspect a thing. My wife is a scatter-brained creature who wouldn’t notice anything right under her nose. And anyway, she’s a member of the Komsomol. There are also tenants, but they never come in contact with our side of the apartment.”
“I see. Thank you, Comrade Dunaev.”
“I’m merely doing my duty.”
The official rose and extended his hand. “Comrade Dunaev, in the name of the Union of Socialist Soviet Republics, I thank you for your courage. They are still few, those whose devotion to the State rises above all personal ties of blood and family. That is an attitude of the future, toward which we are trying to educate our backward people. That is the highest proof of loyalty a Party man can give. I shall see to it that your heroism does not remain unknown.”
“I do not deserve this high praise, comrade,” said Victor. “The only value of my example is in showing our Party that the family is an institution of the past, which should not be considered when judging a member’s loyalty to our great Collective.”
VIII
THE DOOR BELL RANG.
Irina shuddered and dropped her newspaper. Marisha lowered her book.
“I’ll open it,” said Victor, rising.
Irina looked at the dining-room clock. One hour was left before the train’s departure. And Victor had not gone to the Party meeting; and he would not leave the house.
Vasili Ivanovitch was carving a paper knife, sitting by the window. Acia yelled from somewhere under the table, rustling old magazines: “Say, is this a picture of Lenin? I gotta cut out ten of them for the Nook and I can’t find that many. Is this Lenin or is it a Czechoslovakian general? I’ll be damned if I can ...”
They heard the steps of many heavy boots in the lobby. The door was thrown open. A man in a leather jacket stood on the threshold, a slip of paper in his hand. Two soldiers in peaked caps stood behind him, their hands on the butts of the guns at their belts. A third one stood at the entrance door in the lobby, holding a bayonet.