The room was heavy with silence as they stood there staring at each other.
“Do you remember what you were dreaming?”
She shook her head, damp curls clinging to her forehead.
Bran reached out a tentative hand and slid a few locks back from her heart-shaped face. “Are you certain? Try and remember. Anything. It might help.”
She puffed out her cheeks and blew out a deep breath. “Water,” she finally said, screwing her face tight in thought. “I remember water.”
The shutters rattled so hard the water in Bran’s washing bowl rippled and they both jumped.
Bran laughed, setting a hand on her shoulder. But the sound felt false in his ears and he was certain she saw the way his gaze shot, telltale, to both the shuttered window and bowl.
But she giggled and they stood together for the minutes it took Maude to dash up the stairs, linens in hand.
She was breathless at his door and bent over to suck in air after taking a quick look at Meg to reassure herself that nothing was broken so badly it might not yet be mended. She clutched the linens to her chest and rallied. Rising she said, “She is wet?”
“Yes. She was.”
Meg looked away.
“It’s the water,” Maude said with a frown.
Meg’s head snapped up, but Maude was already walking toward her room, muttering about having given a child with a pea-sized bladder just enough water right before bed that any dream would wring it back out of her. “It’s not your fault, little dove,” she assured as she stripped the bed and tossed the wet sheets on the floor. “Oh.” She paused, seeing the broad stretch of wet on the mattress. “It seems quite wet.” She glanced at Bran, but his expression revealed nothing. She folded an old blanket she’d brought along and spread it over the wet area before placing a sheet over it.
Maude patted it. “Much better. Now. Let’s get you out of that before you trip and kill yourself.”
Bran snorted. “She needed to be dry. Warm.”
“No disrespect intended.” She smiled at him and, twirling the child around, stripped and redressed her faster than Bran could leave the room. “Come, Meggie,” she said. “Scoot in.”
The little girl crawled across the now lumpier bed and settled in. Maude pulled the covers straight up to her chin, seeing her wiggle happily beneath them. “There’s a good lass,” she said, and swept the last of her darkly sticky curls away from her face before leaning over to give her another soft kiss. Maude turned and Meg’s hand snapped out to grab her wrist.
“Sing me a song?” she asked, her eyes imploring.
Bran leaned in the doorway, watching the scene play out.
Maude glanced at him. “Who could ever say no to such a face?” She sat at the bed’s side and, taking Meg’s little hand in her own much larger one, splayed out her tiny fingers and began to sing “Rise Gentle Moon.” Her face lifted as the song carried her happily along and she raised her eyes to the ceiling. She blinked, one note strangling in her throat before she caught the tune and continued.
But it was too late. Bran was looking where she had looked.
“What?” he asked as soon as the song ended and she stood and readjusted Meg’s covers.
“A spider. I thought I saw a spider,” Maude said. “I hate the furry-legged bastards.” She brushed past him and snagged his arm, leading him out of the room quickly.
“Spiders bother you that much, do they?” he asked as they neared his door.
“Yes. Wretched beasts.”
He nodded. “I was wondering…”
“She should sleep straight through the night now. But no more water before bedtime.”
“No. Not about that.”
“Oh. What then?”
“Are you still seeing the baker’s son?”
She looked down. “You are the one that ended what was between us.”
“But what if I wanted to begin things anew?” he asked, reaching a hand toward her face.
She stepped back faster than either of them expected, her back bumping up against the door. “No,” she said, the word a frantic puff of air. “No.” She looked back toward Meg’s room—the dark spot from which soft snoring much like the purr of an oversized barn cat sounded. “She needs stability. And we”—her eyebrows slid closer together—“are anything but stable when we’re together. We’re like powder and match.”
“That merely means explosive,” he insisted, taking a step forward again.
“No.” She ducked beneath his arm. “We are explosive,” she conceded. “Dangerous. A combination that flaring can both wound and maim.” Before he could say another word she ducked out his door and dashed into the darkness of the hall.
Chapter Eleven
No one conquers who doesn’t fight.
—GABRIEL BIEL
Philadelphia
The pounding on the door of Rowen’s chamber was only rivaled by the pounding in his head. “God,” he groaned, pulling the pillow tighter over his forehead and pressing it against his ears so hard his head echoed with the throbbing of his pulse.
“Rowen!”
He recognized the voice and rolled out a groan again. Catrina. What was Catrina doing at his door this early…? He peered out from under the pillow, eyes squinted against a surprisingly large amount of sunlight. “Wha—” He vaulted up in bed, the covers falling back and off of him, and grabbed the bedpost as he knelt on the mattress swaying. “Damn it…”
The pounding changed to a nearly-too-polite knock. “Young Master Rowen, it seems you are running behind by a bit today, young sir.” Jonathan. “You do have…” There was a pause, a sigh, and muttering between Jonathan and Catrina. “You do have a rather imperative previously scheduled engagement, young sir…”
“What time is it?” He released the pillow and let go of the bedpost long enough to press the heels of his hands into his eye sockets and growl. “What day is it…?”
“Open the door for me!” Catrina demanded.
“Young lady, that is quite unseemly … I daresay he is in a state of undress…”
There was the noise of a scuffle, a few words exchanged between the two outside that caused Rowen’s eyebrows to rise in surprise.
A key turned in the lock and the door swung open, Catrina lunging in with Jonathan right on her heels, grasping for the key and settling for her wrist instead. She thrashed against him for a moment, but froze when she spotted Rowen on his bed. In only his loose-fitting nightshirt.
Catrina had the good graces to blush.
Jonathan took advantage of the moment and wrested the key from her hand, holding it high in victory.
Rowen glared at them both and pulled the quilt around him.
It was not nearly fast enough that Catrina failed to notice the strength in his bare legs or the slight bit of hair on his chest, just viewable between the open laces at his neckline.
“What the devil are both of you doing here?” Rowen demanded, following the question up quickly with, “Jonathan, trousers, please?”
“Yes, milord, of course, milord.”
“Did you truly drink that much that you do not remember what occurred last night?” Catrina asked. “Everyone knows of it!”
Rowen drew back, worry plain on his face. “What occurred last night … between us?” He swallowed hard.
Catrina blushed. Harder. “No, no. Of course not … Do you not recall your challenge?”
Rowen looked at Jonathan askance but took the buckskin breeches he offered and, clearing his throat and pointing with his chin, instructed Catrina to turn her back on him. As soon as she was facing his armoire, he dropped the quilt long enough to pull on his pants and tuck in his shirt.