‘We had a similar incident in my old school,’ said the Head. ‘It’s not uncommon for minor fractures to go unnoticed.’
‘I do know that,’ said Miss May, ‘it’s just that she always looked so depressed at the time, as if she couldn’t cope. This was after the separation. I wondered if it was all getting a bit much for her. Ben always seemed so worried about upsetting her.’
‘Were there any other signs?’ I asked.
Miss May took a deep breath. ‘No,’ she said. ‘Hand on heart, no there weren’t.’
‘Says here she forgot to collect him one day.’ The Head held up a piece of paper from Ben’s file.
‘Oh! Yes she did. I’d forgotten that,’ Miss May said. ‘Yes, that’s true. It was the last day of the spring term, last year, and the children were supposed to be collected at midday instead of at the usual time, so it was understandable.’
‘Was she commonly forgetful?’
‘No, no, it happened just the once, but Ben was very upset. He was inconsolable, actually. It was the last thing he needed at the time. He’d only just moved out of their family home into the new house with just his mum. He was feeling very insecure about the new arrangements, and it was a time when it was important for him to feel wanted, to know that he was their priority.’
‘So, just to confirm, it wasn’t typical of Ben’s mother to forget him?’
‘No. It wasn’t typical, but when it happened I suppose I did think it might be a symptom of how difficult things might be at home.’
‘So this was last year, and have things improved since then?’ I asked. ‘Any more incidents?’
‘No. Nothing else. He’s been better generally this year. I think he’s settled in the new house with his mum now and things are hopefully a teensy bit calmer.’ Her inflection at the end of this sentence made it sound like a question.
I looked at the Head. ‘What’s your view?’
‘Well I defer to Miss May on this, because, as I said, I don’t know Ben very well yet, and I haven’t met his mother at all so I can’t comment on her. From what I’m hearing I suspect it’s been a hard time for Ben and his mum, but also fantastic continuity for him that he’s had Miss May for two years running.’
She smiled at him.
‘Well, thank you both,’ I said, ‘and if you think of anything else we should know then please get in contact.’ I got up, grateful to be out of the chair.
‘We shall,’ the Head said. He looked even more weary as he stood and, in spite of his attitude earlier, I felt sorry for both of them, having to go back out of this room and deal with the confusion and fear of a school full of traumatised children. He smoothed his tie against his shirt and treated me to the same loose handshake as before.
‘Could we have a quick word with Ben’s teaching assistant before we leave?’ I asked. ‘Mr…?’
‘Lucas Grantham,’ said the Head. ‘Miss May, could you show the officers where to find him?’
She walked with us down the corridor. On either side, the walls were plastered with work that the children had done.
‘Lucas is in the classroom,’ she said. ‘Right here.’
Before I could ask her to fetch him discreetly, she pushed open the door. A class of kids was working at low tables, in groups of four, sitting in those miniature chairs that you forget you ever fitted into. A young man was overseeing them from the front of the room. He looked early twenties at a guess. He had thick tufty ginger hair, and his face was pretty much one big freckle with a bit of white skin peeking through here and there. He was perched on the desk.
The children’s eyes turned to us and they started to get to their feet. Chairs scraped and papers fell off tables as they stood.
‘This is Mr Clemo and Mr Woodley,’ said Miss May. She whispered to me, ‘I’m not going to tell them you’re policemen.’ Then she addressed them again: ‘What do we say, children?’
‘Good afternoon, Mr Clemo, good afternoon, Mr Woodley,’ they chanted.
‘Well done, class,’ said Miss May, and she favoured them with a big smile. ‘Sit down and carry on.’
They sat down with a collective bump, duty done. The young man came to the door. ‘This is Lucas,’ said Miss May. ‘Or Mr Grantham, as the children call him. He’s our teaching assistant for Oak Class.’
‘Nice to meet you,’ he said. No handshake, instead he held his hands in front of him, fingers interlocked, and in motion, as if he were working his way along a set of prayer beads. ‘It’s just awful, I can’t believe it.’ He had freckles on the back of his hands too.
‘We’ll need to have a word with you at some point very soon,’ I said.
‘Right! Of course, whenever,’ he said. Close up, he looked tired and slack-jawed. He had a weak chin and he hadn’t shaved for a couple of days.
‘Have you noticed anything different from usual about Benedict Finch’s behaviour lately?’ I asked him. I kept my voice down so the kids didn’t hear me.
‘No,’ he said. ‘Nothing at all.’
Behind him a space at one of the tables caught my eye, an empty chair where presumably Ben Finch should have been sitting, surrounded by his schoolmates, having an ordinary day.
‘Nothing? Are you sure?’ I said. He was starting to irritate me.
‘No,’ he said. He shook his head slowly, his lips tucked in between his teeth. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket.
‘We have to get going,’ I said. ‘Though we’ll need to interview you as soon as possible. Somebody will be in touch to arrange that.’
The children were starting to fidget and talk. Miss May hushed them gently.
‘Whenever you like,’ said Lucas Grantham. ‘Of course. If it’ll help.’
In the car, Woodley said, ‘It’s a bloody nightmare how many people could have had contact with him.’
‘I know, and we’re going to need background and alibis on every single one of them. Plus we need to check out the incident with the broken arm with the hospital.’
‘Do you think there’s anything in it?’
‘No, because it seems completely clear that Rachel Jenner didn’t inflict the injury on him. It was an accident. But we’ll check it out anyway and I think we should take the possibility that she was depressed seriously. We’ll pass that on to Fraser and Zhang straight away.’
‘What did you think of the teaching assistant?’
‘Of interest,’ I said. ‘Definitely.’
‘Yeah, I thought he was a bit shifty.’
Woodley sat in silence for a few moments, then he said, ‘Strange isn’t it? Being back at school?’
The car was poised at the school entrance, indicator light ticking.
‘Why do you say that?’
‘You forget how small you were once. Don’t you think?’
‘I suppose so. When did you leave primary school then? Last week? Short memory you’ve got. Is that why they kicked you out? Couldn’t remember your times tables?’
It was a sport in the office, ribbing Woodley because he looked young, or because he had a nose you could ski off.
‘Ha ha, boss,’ he said, but he shut up then and I was glad because I was actually thinking about how vivid my memories of being primary school age were, and it was making me scared for Benedict Finch, because of all the bad things that can be done to a child that age, so very easily.
RACHEL
Laura and Nicky wouldn’t let me go online. They said I shouldn’t read the stuff people were saying, that it would upset me. They were united in this. I was still in denial, still sure that people wouldn’t actually, really accuse me. Even then, in those first hours after the press conference, I was naïve enough to retain a delicate mesh of middle-class confidence around me. I’m a good citizen, I thought. People will know that. I used to be married to a doctor.