While on Vilwan he had been sheltered from a lot of things. Since leaving, however, the litany of events he’d mentioned to Syrett had abraded the aura of security. He’d seen people die and he’d even killed some, though indirectly. He’d lost his mentor and friends and felt pains he’d never had before, both physical and emotional.
Just as important, there had been a shift in how he was treated. While Will still regarded him as a kid sometimes, others had begun to deal with him mostly as an adult. The Draconis Baron had charged him with a secret duty to carry a fragment of the DragonCrown from Fortress Draconis. General Adrogans had given him great responsibilities. Regardless of how he saw himself, they saw him as an adult, and gave him adult tasks to perform.
Though Kerrigan didn’t see himself as an adult, he knew he was fast becoming one. He wasn’t sure if those on Vilwan who feared him did so because he was a child with incredible power or not, but that did seem a distinct possibility. And, if that were so, wouldn’t it be the responsible and adult thing to go to the consulate and let them see he was not the thing they feared?
It would have been, and he knew that. He also knew, however, that course of action was predicated on their being afraid of his immaturity. But what if there was another problem? Could they be afraid that his training had warped him to the point where he would become another Yrulph Kirun? If so, no amount of protestation, no demonstrations, would be sufficient to convince them otherwise. If they were thinking he was insane, or was going to go insane, their fears would force them to lock him away or otherwise neutralize him.
And that is exactly the reason Orla would have warned me away. He shook his head as he wandered along the winding North River Road. The way he’d dealt with Tetther had really been an inventive, mature, and nonlethal manner of employing magick to solve a problem. He was proud of that solution, but could see how others might read it as contemptuous of her and her efforts. Instead of engaging her in a straightforward duel, he’d employed a trick. Since he’d never really been allowed to duel anyone else, he had no idea what the rules were for that sort of thing. But if there were rules, he was pretty sure dumping a load of snow on your enemy wasn’t covered by them.
In acting innocently to preserve a life, he might have proved to his enemies how dangerous he was.
Kerrigan sighed out a plume of vapor. Had Orla not warned him off, he’d not have been having any of those thoughts. He’d have assumed the summons was benign. It very well could be. It might even contain a congratulations from the Grand Magister himself for all he had done so far. In fact, had she not warned him off, he’d probably have brought the DragonCrown fragment with him and given it over to his superiors.
The various motives for the summons swirled and danced through his head like the snow whirling on the wind as he walked. From his right, in the shadow of a building, a child’s voice called for help and he turned to look just in time for a thrown snowball to loom larger in his sight. There was no time for ducking. The surprise was complete, and accompanied by a child’s malicious laughter.
The snowball hit, but Kerrigan felt no shock, no cold, no sting nor pain. A bony plate rose through his flesh, armoring his face with an ivory mask any Oriosan would have envied. The plate’s thick ridges channeled the snow away from his eyes so effectively that he never even blinked.
Which allowed him to see the expression of horror on the child’s face as the snowball exploded against the armor. The boy’s eyes grew wide and the laughter choked off. A second snowball fell from his hands as he turned to run. The boy slipped once, falling facefirst into a snowbank, then scrambled up and ran away.
As the plate sank back into his skin, Kerrigan wiped away the lees of snow with his left mitten. The spell that armored him had been worked at the behest of Vilwan to protect him. It had previously been mastered by only one other human mage: Yrulph Kirun. Could it be that they have twisted the protection they gave into a threatening sign?
Kerrigan was determined to make a mature decision concerning the summons, but competing scenarios kept him on the north bank of the Reydo River. Crossing the river would take him to the consulate, and he’d resolved that once he crossed the river, he would not turn back. The decision to cross it, however, had not yet been made.
If Orla was right, then every step he made toward the consulate brought him into greater danger. If she was wrong, staying away denied him more education and support, and the support of Vilwan would be very useful in the fight against Chytrine. In heeding Orla’s words, he wasn’t sure if he was giving in to a child’s fears or being prudent.
Staying away from Vilwan would cut him off from more than just support. His whole life had been spent in training, but he knew not for what. He was pretty certain it had been to help defeat Chytrine, but he had been provided with no direction concerning how he might do that. That he was meant to oppose her was suggested by Vilwan’s allowing Orla and him to accompany General Adrogans’ expedition to Okrannel; but he also had to allow for the possibility that minds might have been changed on Vilwan.
Once again it came down to having too many questions and no clear source for answers. He didn’t want to give in to fears, but where a child’s fears ended and an adult’s prudent caution began was not a clear line. Moreover, his questions all revolved around Vilwan; what had been intended for him and what would be required of him. Only by visiting the consulate would he have a chance of learning the answers to those questions.
He had to go.
Kerrigan nodded once and turned to the left, marching onto a narrow footbridge over the slowly moving river. The unseasonable cold had not yet frozen a crust over the dark water, but ice was growing out from the shores and already encrusted some of the pylons that supported the bridge’s shallow arch.
As he glanced down at them, he saw something glint gold in the water. He shivered and peered closely, then came around the end of the bridge’s railing and scrambled awkwardly down the steep shoreline. He squatted in a most ungainly manner at the base of the bridge, and in its dark reflection he could see clearly into the shallows.
There, half-covered by silt, lay the ruby fragment of the DragonCrown!
He had no idea how it had gotten there, but there was no way he could possibly allow it to remain. He moved forward, snow crunching beneath his booted left foot, then dragged his right knee behind him. He inched out onto a little ledge of ice, then stripped off his mittens and prepared to cast the lev-itation spell he knew so well.
He stared hard into the water, trying to fix the shifting image in his mind so he could grasp the fragment. As he focused, he felt magick and suddenly realized the fragment didn’t exist at all, but was part of a spell. Part of a spell that is using my mind and memories to project that image.
Something moved in the bridge’s reflection, something lurking beneath the span. Kerrigan started to turn and look up, but a heavy weight slammed hard into his back. The armor rose and intercepted the attack, but what hit him carried considerably more force than a snowball. The impact shook him and pitched him forward, sliding him out on the thin ice which, with a rippling thundercrack, disintegrated.
Kerrigan plunged into the frigid water. The shock of it made him gasp. He sucked in water, then coughed out bubbles of valuable air. The mage started to panic and struck for the surface, but his heavy winter clothes dragged him down. He fought to shuck his coat, but even as he tore at the buttons, the light from above began to dim.