"If things are so screwed up I'd expect you to jump for joy at the prospect of a new lead."
"That's right. A lead. Not conjecture or a string of flimsy associations."
"They don't look that damned flimsy to me."
"Look at it this way - I start snooping around about McCaffrey, who's got connections from Downtown all the way to Malibu. He places a few strategic phone calls - no one can accuse him of obstructing justice because I've got no legitimate reason to be investigating him - and I'm yanked off the case faster than you can spit."
"All right," I conceded, "but what about the Mexican thing? The guy was down there for years. Then all of a sudden he leaves, surfaces in L.A." and becomes a hotshot."
"Upward mobility is no felony, and sometimes a cigar is a cigar, Dr. Freud."
"Shit. I can't stand it when you get overly cute."
"Alex, please. My life is far from rosy. I don't need crap from you on top of it all."
I seemed to be developing a talent for alienating those close to me. I had yet to call Robin, to find out where last night's dreams had led her.
"I'm sorry. I guess I'm over - involved."
He didn't argue.
"You've done good work. Been a big help. Sometimes things don't fall into place just because you do a good job."
"So what are you going to do? Drop it?"
"No. I'll look into McCaffrey's background - quietly. Especially the Mexican bit. I'm going to continue sifting through Handler and Bruno's financial records and I'll add Gutierrez's to that. I'm even going to call the Malibu Sheriff Station and get copies of the accident report on that kid. What did you say his name was?"
"Nemeth."
"Fine. That should be easy enough."
"Is there anything else you want from me?"
"What? Oh. No, nothing. You've done a great job, Alex. I want you to know I really mean that. I'll take it from here. Why don't you take it easy for a while?"
"Okay," I said without enthusiasm. "But keep me posted."
"I will," he promised. "Bye."
The voice on the other end was female and very professional. It greeted me with the sing - song lilt of a detergent jingle, an isn't - life - wonderful buoyancy that bordered on the obscene.
"Good morning! La Casa!"
"Good morning. I'd like to speak to someone about becoming a member of the Gentleman's Brigade." "Just one moment, sir!"
In twenty seconds a male voice came on the line.
"Tim Kruger. Can I help you?"
"I'd like to talk about joining the Gentleman's Brigade."
"Yes, sir. And what corporation do you represent?"
"None. I'm inquiring as an individual."
"Oh. I see." The voice lost a touch of its friendliness. Disruption of routine did that to some people - threw them off, made them wary. "And your name, please."
"Dr. Alexander Delaware."
It must have been the title that did it because he shifted gears again, immediately.
"Good morning, Doctor. How are you today?"
"Just fine, thank you."
"Terrific. And what kind of doctor are you, if I might ask."
You might.
"Child psychologist. Retired."
"Excellent. We don't get many mental health professionals volunteering. I'm an M.F.C.C. myself, in charge of screening and counseling at La Casa."
"I'd imagine most of them would consider it too much like work," I said. "Being away from the field for a while, the idea of working with children again appeals to me."
"Wonderful. And what led you to La Casa?"
"Your reputation. I've heard you do good work. And you're well organized."
"Well, thank you, Doctor. We do try to do well by our kids!"
"I'm sure you do."
"We give group tours for prospective Gentlemen. The next one is scheduled a week from this Friday."
"Let me check my calendar." I left the phone, looked out the window, did a half - dozen knee bends, and came back. "I'm sorry, Mr. Kruger. That's a bad day for me. When's the next one?"
"Three weeks later."
"That's such a long way off. I was hoping to get going sooner." I tried to sound wistful and just a little impatient.
"Hmm. Well, Doctor, if you don't mind something a bit more impromptu than the group orientation, I can give you a personalized tour. There'll be no way to assemble the video show in time, but as a psychologist you know a lot of that stuff, anyway."
"That sounds just fine."
"In fact, if you're free this afternoon, I could arrange it for then. Reverend Gus is here today - he likes to meet all potential Gentlemen - and that's not always the case, what with his travel schedule. He's taping Merv Griffin this week, then flying to New York for an "A.M. America." "
He imparted the news of McCaffrey's television activities with the solemnity of a crusader unveiling the Holy Grail.
"Today would be perfect."
"Excellent. Around three?"
"Three it is."
"Do you know where we are?"
"Not exactly. In Malibu?"
"In Malibu Canyon." He gave me directions, then added: "While you're there you can fill out our screening questionnaires. It would be a formality in a case such as yours, Doctor, but we do have to go through the motions. Though I don't imagine psychological tests would be very valid for screening a psychologist, would they?"
"I don't imagine so. We write 'em, we can subvert 'em."
He laughed, straining to be collegial.
"Any other questions?"
"I don't think so."
"Terrific. I'll see you at three."
Malibu is as much an image as it is a place. The image is beamed into the living rooms of America on TV, splashed across the movie screen, etched into the grooves of LPs and emblazoned on the covers of trashy paperbacks. The image is one of endless stretches of sand; oiled, naked brown bodies; volleyball on the beach; sun - bleached hair; making love under a blanket with coital cadence timed to match the in - and out - of the tide; million - dollar shacks that teeter on pilings sunken into terra that isn't a firma and, in fact, does the hula after a hard rain; Corvettes, seaweed and cocaine.
All of that is valid. But limited.
There's another Malibu, a Malibu that encompasses the canyons and dirt roads that struggle through the Santa Monica mountain range. This Malibu has no ocean. What little water it does possess comes in the form of streams that trickle through shaded gullies and disappear when the temperature rises. There are some houses in this Malibu, situated near the main canyon road, but there remain miles of wilderness. There are still mountain lions roaming the more remote regions of this Malibu, and packs of coyotes that prowl at night, making off with a chicken, a possum, a fat toad. There are shady groves where the tree frogs breed so abundantly that you step into them thinking your foot is resting on soft, gray earth. Until it moves. There are lots of snakes - kings, garters and rattlers - in this Malibu. And secluded ranches where people live under the illusion that the latter half of the twentieth century never occurred. Bridle trails punctuated by steaming mounds of horse droppings. Goats. Tarantulas.
There are also lots of rumors surrounding the second, beach less Malibu. Of ritual murders carried out by Satanic cults. Of bodies that will never - can never be found. Of people lost while hiking and never heard from again. Horror stories, but perhaps just as valid as Beach Blanket Bingo.
I turned off Pacific Coast Highway, up Rambla Pacifica, and traversed the boundary from one Malibu to the other. The Seville climbed the steep grade with ease. I had Django Reinhardt on the tape deck and the music of the Gypsy was in synch with the emptiness that unfolded before my windshield - the serpentine ribbon of highway, assaulted by the relentless Pacific sun one moment and shaded by giant eucalyptus the next. A dehydrated ravine to one side, a sheer drop into space on the other. A road that urged the weary traveler to keep going, that offered promises it could never keep.