Kate looked down at the piece of paper. “Your grandmother’s St Christopher worked! Phone me! Love, Kate.”
She became aware that the policeman had asked her something. “Sorry?”
“I said, can you tell me what it means? It seems a cryptic sort of message, if you don’t mind my saying.”
The two policemen waited. Kate felt the paper in her hands, but didn’t look down at it again. “It was just a joke. A private thing.”
The Inspector gazed across at her. “Can you elaborate on that? What’s this reference to his ‘grandmother’s St Christopher’, for instance?”
It jolted her to hear the words from his mouth.
“It’s sort of a lucky charm he wears. He never takes it off.”
She saw the two men exchange a look.
“Can you describe it?” the Inspector asked.
“It … it’s silver, about this big.” She held her thumb and forefinger apart to show them. “It’s heavy. Old.”
She could still feel its cool heft, as if she were actually holding it. She lowered her hand as the policemen’s reaction penetrated. “Why?”
The Inspector seemed to weigh up whether or not to tell her. “He wasn’t wearing anything like that when we found him.”
He shrugged, as if not wanting to place too much importance on the fact. “There’d been a struggle, so it’s possible it might have fallen off. We’re still examining his office. It could be in there somewhere.”
He went on, quickly, leaving the subject behind. “How long have you known each other?”
Kate had to think. “I don’t know. Eight, nine months.”
The numbers meant nothing.
“Could you tell us when you last saw him?”
“Yesterday morning. About … about quarter to eight.” She remembered Alex grinning up at her from the bottom of the stairs. His dark hair was tufted.
“Where was that?”
“At my flat.”
The Inspector’s eyebrows raised slightly. “Bit early, wasn’t it?”
“He stayed the night.”
His disapproval showed in a faint pursing of his lips. “I take it you live alone?”
“Yes.”
“And you didn’t see or speak to him after that?”
She shook her head.
“Can you tell me where you were yesterday evening?”
“I was at home. Waiting for Alex. He … he was supposed to be calling round.”
“Did you see anyone else during that time?”
“No. A friend phoned, but that’s all.”
“What time was that?”
She tried to remember. Her thoughts were scrambled. “I don’t know. Eight o’clock.”
“And what’s your friend’s name?”
Kate realised with mild surprise that he was checking her out. It didn’t seem to matter. She gave him Lucy’s name and address. The sergeant’s pen scratched as he made notes.
“What did you do when Dr Turner didn’t arrive?” the Inspector asked.
For an instant she felt disoriented, as an echo of the fear she had felt the previous night overlapped with the impossibility of the present. “I didn’t know what to do. I tried calling the Centre, but there was something wrong with the phone.”
Comprehension came like a blow. She broke off, looking across at the policeman.
“The phones all went down when the sprinklers cut in,” he said. “That was between half past seven and eight, as far as we can tell.”
He was already dead then. He was lying there, dead, when I phoned. The thought was too immense to take in.
“Did you do anything else? Phone anyone else?”
“After I’d called the Centre I tried phoning him at home. But there wasn’t … there was no answer.”
The Inspector’s face was impassive. “There wouldn’t be. His wife was visiting her mother. Otherwise we might have known he was missing sooner.”
Kate stared at him. “His wife?”
He gave her a quizzical, disbelieving look. “Dr Turner’s married.”
She shook her head. “No … No, he isn’t.”
“I’ve just spoken to his wife. I can assure you he is. I’m sorry, I assumed, as his mistress, you’d know.”
A wind of dizziness was blowing over her, like nausea. Mistress. “He can’t be!”
The denial was wrung from her. “I’d have known! I’ve been seeing him for — for months! He gave me his home telephone number! He wouldn’t have done that if he was married!”
“What number did he give you?”
Kate struggled to clear her thoughts enough to remember. The sergeant wrote it down as she stammered it out. He leafed through his notes, then looked at the Inspector. “Different number, sir. That isn’t his home phone.”
He avoided Kate’s eyes. She turned back to the Inspector. There was something that might have been pity in his eyes now. “Did you ever go to his home?” he asked.
“No.”
It was a whisper. “He — he said he was living in a studio flat until he found somewhere to buy. He told me it was a dump, and he’d be embarrassed at me seeing it.”
She remembered his reluctance, how he had always insisted on dropping her off first when they shared a taxi. It was a physical pain in her chest.
The scratching of the sergeant’s pen had stopped. There was an uneasy silence.
“I’m sorry,” the Inspector said. “I know this must all have come as a shock.”
Kate didn’t respond. She stared down at the surface of her desk. There was a scratch on it she had never noticed before.
The policeman coughed. “I don’t suppose Dr Turner made any mention to you about who he was seeing last night?” he asked.
It was an effort to shake her head. “He doesn’t talk much about his work.” Or anything else.
“So there was nothing out of the ordinary at all?”
She gave another shake of her head.
The Inspector took out a crumpled handkerchief and blew his nose. The handkerchief was returned to his pocket. “Can you think of anyone who might have had a grudge against him?” he asked. “Dr Turner, I mean?”
“I thought you were looking for one of his patients?”
“We certainly want to question whoever he saw last night, but we’re not ruling out any other possibility either.”
Kate began to say no, then stopped.
“Yes?” the Inspector prompted.
“I had … well, a run-in with an old boyfriend in a restaurant. He hit Alex. But I don’t think …”
“When was this?”
“About … about three, four weeks ago.” It seemed an age now.
“What’s his name, please?”
“Paul Sutherland. Look, I don’t want to cause any trouble for him,” she added, seeing the sergeant write down the name.
“Don’t worry, we’ll just check it out. Can you tell us anything more about him?”
Kate told him about the court case. The detachment had returned, sealing her off as she spoke. When she had finished there was a pause. The Inspector rubbed his nose.
“There’s one more thing,” he said, slowly. “The body hasn’t been formally identified yet. His wife isn’t really in any fit state to do it, so I wonder if you would?”
The sergeant glanced up from his book. He looked unhappy. “We could ask someone else, though, couldn’t we, sir?”
Collins stared him down. “We could, but now we’re here I’d like Miss Powell to do it.” He turned back to Kate. “If you don’t mind.”
She answered from within a core of unnatural calm. “All right.”
The mortuary was part of a 1970s concrete and glass building. Kate walked between the two policemen down tiled steps into the basement. The smell was similar to — yet subtly different from — a hospital’s. They came to a row of plastic chairs in a corridor. Kate stayed there with the sergeant while the Inspector disappeared through a nearby door.