'As to motive and opportunity,' my voice said, 'we come to a man called Trevor Deansgate…'
Sir Thomas's head snapped back from its forward, listening posture, and he stared at me bleakly from across the room. Remembering, no doubt, that he had entertained Trevor Deansgate in the Stewards' box at Chester. Remembering perhaps that he had brought me and Trevor Deansgate there face to face.
Among the other listeners the name had created an almost equal stir. All of them either knew him or knew of him: the big up-and-coming influence among bookmakers, the powerful man shouldering his way into top-rank social acceptance. They knew Trevor Deansgate, and their faces were shocked.
'The real name of Trevor Deansgate is Trevor Shummuck,' my voice said. 'There is a research worker at the vaccine laboratory called Barry Shummuck, who is his brother. The two brothers, on friendly terms, have been seen together at the laboratories on several occasions…'
Oh God, I thought. My voice went on, and I listened in snatches. I've really done it. There's no going back.
'… This is the laboratory where the mutant strain originally arose… unlikely after all this time for there to be any of it anywhere else…
'Trevor Deansgate owns a horse which George Caspar trains. Trevor Deansgate is on good terms with Caspar… watches the morning gallops and goes to breakfast. Trevor Deansgate stood to make a fortune if he knew in advance that the overwinter favourites for the Guineas and the Derby couldn't win. Trevor Deansgate had the means – the disease; the motive -money; and the opportunity- entry into Caspar's well-guarded stable. It would seem, therefore, that there are grounds for investigating his activities further.'
My voice stopped, and after a minute or two Chico switched off the recorder. Looking slightly dazed himself, he ejected the cassette and laid it carefully on the table.
'It's incredible,' Sir Thomas said, but not as if he didn't believe it.
'What do you think, Lucas?'
Lucas Wainwright cleared his throat. 'I think we should congratulate Sid on an exceptional piece of work.'
Except for Eddy Keith, they agreed with him and did so, to my embarrassment, and I thought it generous of him to have said it at all, considering the Security themselves had done negative dope tests and left it at that. But then. the Security, I reflected, hadn't had Rosemary Caspar visiting them in false curls and hysteria: and they hadn't had the benefit of Trevor Deansgate revealing himself to them as a villain before they even positively suspected him, threatening vile things if they didn't leave him alone.
As Chico had said, our successes had stirred up the enemy to the point where they were likely to clobber us before we knew why.
Eddy Keith sat with his head held very still, watching me. I looked back at him, probably with much the same deceptively blank outer expression. Whatever he was thinking, I couldn't read. What I thought about was breaking into his office, and if he could read that he was clairvoyant.
Sir Thomas and the administrators, consulting among themselves, raised their heads to listen when Lucas Wainwright asked a question. 'Do you really think, Sid, that Deansgate infected those horses himself?' He seemed to think it unlikely. 'Surely he couldn't produce a syringe anywhere near any of those horses, let alone all four.'
'I did think,' I said, 'that it might have been someone else… like a work jockey, or even a vet…'Inky Poole and Brothersmith, I thought, would have had me for slander if they could have heard.'… But there's a way almost anyone could do it.'
I dipped again into my jacket and produced the packet containing the needle attached to the pea-sized bladder. I gave the packet to Sir Thomas, who opened it, tipping the contents onto his desk.
They all looked. Understood. Were convinced.
'He'd be more likely to do it himself if he could,' I said. 'He wouldn't want to risk anyone else knowing, and perhaps having a hold over him.'
'It amazes me,' Sir Thomas said with apparent genuineness, 'how you work these things out, Sid.'
'But I…'
'Yes,' he said, smiling. 'We all know what you're going to say. At heart you're still a jockey.'
There seemed to be a long pause. Then I said, 'Sir, you're wrong. This…' I pointed to the cassette, 'is what I am now. And from now on.'
His face sobered into a long frowning look in which it seemed that he was reassessing his whole view of me, as so many others had recently done. It was to him, as to Rosemary, that I still appeared as a jockey, but to myself, no longer. When he spoke again his voice was an octave lower, and thoughtful.
'We've taken you too lightly.' He paused. 'I did mean what I said to you at Chester about being a positive force for good in racing, but I also see that I thought of it as something of an unexpected joke.' He shook his head slowly. 'I'm sorry.'
Lucas Wainwright said briskly, 'It's been increasingly clear what Sid has become.' He was tired of the subject and waiting as usual to spur on to the next thing. 'Do you have any plans, Sid, as to what to do next?'
'Talk to the Caspars,' I said. 'I thought I might drive up there tomorrow.'
'Good idea,' Lucas said. 'You won't mind if I come? It's a matter for the Security Service now, of course.'
'And for the police, in due course,' said Sir Thomas, with a touch of gloom. He saw all public prosecutions for racing-based crimes as sources of disgrace to the whole industry, and was inclined to let people get away with things, if prosecuting them would involve a damaging scandal. I tended to agree with him, to the point of doing the same myself, but only if privately one could fix it so that the offence wouldn't be repeated.
'If you're coming, Commander,' I said to Lucas Wainwright, 'perhaps you could make an appointment with them. They may be going to York. I was simply going to turn up at Newmarket early and trust to luck, but you won't want to do that.'
'Definitely not,' he said crisply. 'I'll telephone straight away.'
He bustled off to his own office, and I put the cassette into its small plastic box and handed it to Sir Thomas.
'I put it on tape because it's complicated, and you might want to hear it again.'
'You're so right, Sid,' said one of the administrators, ruefully. 'All that about pigeons…!'
Lucas Wainwright came back. 'The Caspars are at York, but went by air-taxi and are returning tonight. George Caspar wants to see his horses work, in the morning, before flying back to York. I told his secretary chap that it was of the utmost importance I see Caspar, so we're due there at eleven. Suit you, Sid?'
'Yes, fine.'
'Pick me up here, then, at nine?' I nodded. 'O. K.'
'I'll be in my office, checking the mail.'
Eddy Keith gave me a final blank stare and without a word removed himself from the room.
Sir Thomas and all the administrators shook my hand and also Chico's; and going down in the lift Chico said, 'They'll be kissing you next.'
'It won't last.'
We walked back to where I had left the Scimitar, which was where I shouldn't have. There was a parking ticket under the wiper blade. There would be.
'Are you going back to the flat?' Chico said, folding himself into the passenger's seat.
'No.' 'You still think those boot men…?'
'Trevor Deansgate,' I said.
Chico's face melted into half-mocking comprehension.
'Afraid he'll duff you up?'
'He'll know by now… from his brother,' I shivered internally from a strong flash of the persistent horrors.
'Yeah, I suppose so.' It didn't worry him. 'Look, I brought that begging letter for you…'He dug into a trouser pocket and produced a much-folded and slightly grubby sheet of paper. I eyed it disgustedly, reading it through. Exactly the same as the ones Jenny had sent, except signed with a flourish 'Elizabeth More', and headed with the Clifton address.
'Do you realise they may have to produce this filthy bit of paper in court?'