"Guess you pushed the right button," Furuneo said.
McKie suppressed a feeling of irritation which he knew to be mostly angeret effect, said, "Yeah. Give me a leg up." Furuneo, he noted, was controlling the drug reaction almost perfectly.
With Furuneo's help McKie clambered into the open port, stared inside. Dull purple light greeted him, a suggestion of movement within the dimness.
"See anything?" Furuneo called.
"Don't know." McKie scrambled inside, dropped to a carpeted floor. He crouched, studied his surroundings in the purple glow. His teeth clattered from the cold. The room around him apparently occupied the entire center of the Ball - low ceiling, flickering rainbows against the inner surface on his left, a giant soup-spoon shape jutting into the room directly across from him, tiny spools, handles, and knobs against the wall on his right.
The sense of movement originated in the spoon bowl.
Abruptly, McKie realized he was in the presence of a Caleban.
"What do you see?" Furuneo called.
Without taking his gaze from the spoon, McKie turned his head slightly. "There's a Caleban in here."
"Shall I come in?"
"No. Tell your men and sit tight."
"Right."
McKie returned his full attention to the bowl of the spoon. His throat felt dry. He'd never before been alone in the presence of a Caleban. This was a position usually reserved for scientific investigators armed with esoteric instruments.
"I'm . . . ah, Jorj X. McKie, Bureau of Sabotage," he said.
There was a stirring at the spoon, an effect of radiated meaning immediately behind the movement: "I make your acquaintance."
McKie found himself recalling Masarard's poetic description in Conversation With a Caleban.
"Who can say how a Caleban speaks?" Masarard had written. "Their words come at you like the coruscating of a nine-ribbon Sojeu barber pole. The insensitive way such words radiate. I say the Caleban speaks. When words are sent, is that not speech? Send me your words, Caleban, and I will tell the universe of your wisdom. "
Having experienced the Caleban's words, McKie decided Masarard was a pretentious ass. The Caleban radiated. Its communication registered in the sentient mind as sound, but the ears denied they had heard anything. It was the same order of effect that Calebans had on the eyes. You felt you were seeing something, but the visual centers refused to agree.
"I hope my . . . ah, I didn't disturb you," McKie said.
"I possess no referent for disturb," the Caleban said. "You bring a companion?"
"My companion's outside," McKie said. No referent for disturb?
"Invite your companion," the Caleban said.
McKie hesitated, then, "Furuneo! C'mon in."
The planetary agent joined him, crouched at McKie's left in the purple gloom. "Damn, that's cold out there," Furuneo said.
"Low temperature and much moisture," the Caleban agreed. McKie, having turned to watch Furuneo enter, saw a closure appear from the solid wall beside the open port. Wind, spray, and surf were shut off.
The temperature in the Ball began to rise.
"It's going to get hot," McKie said.
"What?"
"Hot. Remember the briefings? Calebans like their air hot and dry." He could already feel his damp clothing begin to turn clammy against his skin.
"That's right," Furuneo said. "What's going on?"
"We've been invited in," McKie said. "We didn't disturb him because he has no referent for disturb." He turned back to the spoon shape.
"Where is he?"
"In that spoon thing."
"Yeah . . . I, uh - yeah. "
"You may address me as Fanny Mae, "the Caleban said. "I can reproduce my kind and answer the equivalents for female. "
"Fanny Mae," McKie said with what he knew to be stupid vacuity. How can you look at the damn thing? Where is its face? "My companion is Alichino Furuneo, planetary agent on Cordiality for the Bureau of Sabotage." Fanny Mae? Damn!
"I make your acquaintance," the Caleban said. "Permit an inquiry into the purpose for your visit."
Furuneo scratched his right ear. "How're we hearing it?" He shook his head. "I can understand it, but. . . ."
"Never mind!" McKie said. And he warned himself: Gently now. How do you question one of these things? The insubstantial Caleban presence, the twisting away his mind accepted the thing's words - it all combined with the angeret in producing irritation.
"I . . . my orders," McKie said. "I seek a Caleban employed by Mliss Abnethe."
"I receive your questions," the Caleban said.
Receive my questions?
McKie tried tipping his head from side to side, wondered if it were possible to achieve an angle of vision where the something across from him would assume recognizable substance.
"What're you doing?" Furuneo asked.
"Trying to see it."
"You seek visible substance?" the Caleban asked.
"Uhhh, yes," McKie said.
Fanny Mae? he thought. It would be like an original encounter with the Gowachin planets, the first Earth-human encountering the first froglike Gowachin, and the Gowachin introducing himself as William. Where in ninety thousand worlds did the Caleban dig up that name? And why?
"I produce mirror," the Caleban said, "which reflects outward from projection along plane of being."
"Are we going to see it?" Furuneo whispered. "Nobody's ever seen a Caleban.'°
"Shhh."
A half-meter oval something of green, blue, and pink without apparent connection to the empty-presence of the Caleban materialized above the giant spoon.
"Think of this as stage upon which I present my selfdom," the Caleban said.
"You see anything?" Furuneo asked.
McKie's visual centers conjured a borderline sensation, a feeling of distant life whose rhythms danced unfleshed within the colorful oval like the sea roaring in an empty shell. He recalled a one-eyed friend and the difficulty of focusing the attention on that lonely eye without being drawn to the vacant patch. Why couldn't the damn fool just buy a new eye? Why couldn't. . . .
He swallowed.
"That's the oddest thing I ever saw," Furuneo whispered. "You see it?"
McKie described his visual sensation. "That what you see?"
"I guess so," Furuneo said.
"Visual attempt fails," the Caleban said. "Perhaps I employ insufficient contrast."
Wondering if he could be mistaken, McKie thought he detected a plaintive mood in the Caleban's words. Was it possible Calebans disliked not being seen?
"It's fine," McKie said. "Now, may we discuss the Caleban who . . ."
"Perhaps overlooking cannot be connected," the Caleban said, interrupting. "We enter state for which there exists no remedy. 'As well argue with the night,' as your poets tell us."
The sensation of an enormous sigh swept out from the Caleban and over McKie. It was sadness, a doom-fire gloom. He wondered if they had experienced an angeret failure. The emotional strength carried terror within it.
"You feel that?" Furuneo asked.
"Yes."
McKie felt his eyes burning. He blinked. Between blinks, he glimpsed a flower element hovering within the oval - deep red against the room's purple, with black veins woven through it, Slowly it blossomed, closed, blossomed. He wanted to reach out, touch it with a handful of compassion.
"How beautiful," he whispered.
"What is it?" Furuneo whispered.
"I think we're seeing a Caleban."
"I want to cry," Furuneo said.
"Control yourself," McKie cautioned. He cleared his throat. Twanging bits of emotion tumbled through him. They were like pieces cut from the whole and loosed to seek their own patterns. The angeret effect was lost in the mixture.
Slowly the image in the oval faded. The emotional torrent subsided.