I shook my head and pulled out of the parking lot.
"Don left."
Benedict mulled it over, cradling the candy in his hand. "How do you feel about it?"
"I don't know."
"Did you love him?"
"I don't know."
"Do you miss him?"
"I don't know. Yes. Maybe. I'm not sure. No."
"Remind me never to get romantically involved with you."
I turned left on Jackson and headed toward Mercy Hospital, where Herb had traced the Seconal prescription and where the late Dr. Booster had kept an office until the ninth of August. The Booster case was still listed as open, even though the investigation had gone cold. The detective in charge was a Palatine cop named Evens. Herb had left him a message, telling him to get in touch.
"So who gave you the candy?"
I shrugged. "Haven't the slightest. Maybe someone put it in my car by accident."
"Accidents like that never happen to me."
"Have you checked your car? Maybe you have a bag too. Maybe your entire backseat is crammed full of chocolate products."
"Stop it. You're getting me excited."
I tried to think it through. My car was unlocked when we got in. Had I left it unlocked? I must have. How likely was it that someone broke into my car just to leave me candy? Especially in a police parking lot.
"Mind if I...?"
"Go right ahead."
Benedict ripped open the plastic bag and withdrew a mini bar, holding it up to his nose.
"Smells okay. I don't think they're laced with arsenic."
"Would that even matter to you?"
"Probably not."
My partner opened up the candy and popped the entire bar into his mouth. He chewed for almost a full minute, making cooing noises.
"Maybe it was Bill, in Evidence." Benedict's mouth was still half full. "He's always been sweet on you. This could be his way of expressing his love."
"Bill is almost seventy."
"Beggars can't be choosers, Jack. Want one?"
"I'll pass. But feel free."
He grunted a thanks and opened another.
"There's no one you know who would give you candy?"
"Nobody. I'm all alone in this big cruel world."
"Geez, Jack. That's really sad."
"If there were an award for the world's biggest loser, I wouldn't even win that."
"At least you don't dwell on it."
I hit the gas and cruised through an intersection just as a yellow light was turning red. It was an unnecessary risk, but I didn't get to be a lieutenant in the male-dominated world of Chicago law enforcement without taking chances.
"You could try Lunch Mates," Herb said.
"What?"
"It's a dating service."
"Jesus."
"I'm serious." He took a bite of the candy, smacking appreciatively. "You make an appointment to meet with an agent and answer questions about yourself. Then they arrange for you to meet for lunch with a compatible man. It's all prearranged so there's no pressure."
"I could also meet men by putting on some hot pants and walking along Twenty-third and Stony. At least I'd be the payee instead of the payer."
Benedict popped the rest of the chocolate into his mouth.
"I just read an article about it in the Chicago Reader. It seems like a good idea."
"Only weirdos meet people like that."
"Not at all. Just people with full-time careers who are sick of the bar scene."
"They'd match me with some weirdo."
"I think that both parties have to agree to meet before the lunch takes place. What have you got to lose?"
"My dignity, my self-respect..."
"Bullshit. You don't have any dignity or self-respect."
"Jesus."
I hung a left and swung into the parking lot of Mercy, where I parked in a loading zone. As Benedict and I extracted ourselves from the less-than-spacious confines of my beater, a parking lot attendant sauntered over, oozing attitude. I flashed my badge. Instant respect.
We strolled up to the doctors' building, a large oppressive brick edifice that competed for the ugly award with the equally oppressive hospital. They stood side by side, large and brown, with crumbling brickwork and rusty fire escapes. Chicago was a city filled with great architecture, but every garden had a few weeds.
"I see you couldn't leave your compulsion behind," I said to Herb, indicating the candy in his hands.
"I was thinking about passing it around the children's ward. That is, if you don't mind."
"Not at all. I must say I'm touched by your unselfish nature."
"Bernice says if I gain any more weight, she's cutting off the nookie."
"The No Nookie Diet."
It was a welcome shock to find the interior of the doctors' building both brightly lit and pleasant. After consulting the front desk, we were directed to the fifth floor.
Dr. Booster had been a general practitioner. He shared an office with Dr. Emilia Kuzdorff and Dr. Ralph Potts, an OB-GYN and a pediatrician, respectively. We got into the elevator with an attractive blond woman and her sniffling daughter. Watching the child sniffle made me aware that I had a slight runny nose as well. Serves me right for not dressing properly.
I searched my pocket for a Kleenex -- while on the job, I didn't carry a purse. Too cumbersome. That's why I favored blazers with big pockets. Today I was wearing a gray Donna Karan and a matching skirt, with a blue blouse and black flats. Heels were another hindrance to the job.
Sadly, my pockets were without any tissue. I briefly considered using Benedict's tie, which was a green-and-orange-striped monstrosity that was too wide by at least thirty years. It was also covered with chocolate stains. Herb may be out of style, but he's messy to make up for it.
Benedict must have guessed my intent, because he produced a pack of tissue from his pocket for me.
We located office 514 with no major difficulties. Dr. Booster's name was still on the plaque next to the door. The waiting room was full of screaming children and frustrated mothers. I approached the front desk and got the attention of a nurse.
"I'm Lieutenant Daniels. This is Detective Benedict. We have a few questions concerning Dr. Booster."
She looked up at me with the greenest eyes I'd ever seen. It took me a moment to realize they must be contacts.
"Have you caught him?"
"No, ma'am. Not yet. You knew Dr. Booster?"
"I worked for him for seven years. He was a good doctor. He didn't deserve that."
"Can I get your name, ma'am?" Benedict had his notepad already in hand.
"Rastitch. Maria Rastitch."
The phone rang. She picked it up, said a few words, and transferred the call.
"We're hoping to look at a patient list."
"We already supplied that other officer with a list."
Which we'd seen. There was no Charles Smith. No one even had Charles as a first name.
"We wanted to see a list that cross-referenced names with prescriptions. Dr. Booster wrote out a prescription for a large amount of Seconal before he died. Were any of his patients taking Seconal?"
She frowned and swiveled her chair over to the computer. After a few seconds of punching keys she shook her head.
"Nope. No Seconal."
Benedict said, "How about patients of Dr. Kuzdorff and Dr. Potts?"
"This includes them. There's no one. Years ago we used Seconal for sleep disorders, but flurazepam is the preferred method of treatment now."
"Do you have copies of all Dr. Booster's prescriptions?"
"The ones he fills out here, yes. It would be on the computer. Our database lets us pull information by patient name, social security number, illness, visitation date, appointment date, and prescription."
"Is it possible that the doctor wrote a prescription after office hours?"
"For Seconal? It would be odd. It's a Control two drug. I don't see why he would prescribe it at all, in the office or out of it."
"But it's possible?"
"Sure. All he'd need is the prescription paper."
"Doesn't the pharmacy call here to confirm prescriptions?"
"Sometimes. But if it's after office hours, they may fill it without calling. The hospital pharmacy never calls. The pharmacists there know all of the doctors."