‘You’ll miss him.’ Taylor couldn’t tell if Perez meant the words. It sounded almost as if he was mocking her. But Bella answered without question.
‘I will. And I’m not sure when he’ll be back. Each time he comes he seems less at home here. Maybe it’s easier for him to be a Shetlander when he’s away from the islands.’
‘Where will we find him?’ Perez asked.
‘He was packing, but I think I heard him go out.’ She paused. ‘You might find him in the graveyard. He goes there sometimes, usually just before he leaves, to say goodbye to his father.’
Chapter Twenty-two
Roddy Sinclair was just where Bella had said he’d be. The graveyard was a bleak sort of place and Taylor thought he wouldn’t want to end his days here, right next to the sea, drowned with salt spray during the gales and picked over by seabirds. Most of the headstones were very old and misshapen, looking, Taylor thought, like a mouthful of crooked teeth. Roddy had moved away from the graves and was standing by the low drystone wall, looking out over the water. He wore a bright yellow sweatshirt with a design on the back which could have come from an album cover. Taylor recognized him immediately; the floppy fair hair and the grin. What must it be like to have people know you wherever you went?
On the beach to the north a young man was playing with a child, holding both her hands and swinging her around. It was a long way off but they could hear her laughter. Perez muttered under his breath that the man was Martin Williamson, the chef at the Herring House, and for a moment Taylor’s attention was distracted. Another suspect. Another life to explore. Roddy didn’t seem to hear anything of the conversation. He was lost in his memories. He only turned to look at them when Taylor spoke.
‘Sorry to disturb you.’ Taylor thought it was best to be conciliatory. He’d first seen Roddy Sinclair on a television chat show. He’d been flicking through the channels, looking for football, and had been about to move on when something about the conversation held his attention. The boy had a confiding way of speaking which made the audience feel he was giving away secrets. A couple of months later he’d been on the TV again. The documentary. Taylor would have liked to be a celebrity. He found the idea of such attention, the small courtesies and luxuries, immensely appealing. And despite himself he was attracted by famous people, a little over-awed by them.
‘This is DCI Taylor,’ Perez said. ‘He’s in charge of the investigation into the man who was killed at the jetty. We shouldn’t take up too much of your time.’
‘No problem.’ The young man smiled. He looked to Taylor like a boy, much younger than his actual age. A schoolboy, too young to drink, too young to drive. Perhaps that was part of his appeal for the people who bought his music. ‘I come here sometimes to talk to my dad. Daft, huh?’
‘Were you very close?’
‘We were. I was an only child. Maybe that had something to do with it. And then he was ill for quite a long time. He couldn’t get out to work so much, so he was in the house more than my mother was. He read to me a lot. We played music together.’
‘What work did he do?’
‘He was an engineer. He worked for one of the oil companies. He’d travelled a bit before he came back to Shetland. Mostly in the Middle East. They think maybe that was where he got the skin cancer. He was very fair-skinned. By the time he was diagnosed it had spread. For a while he seemed well, just as he always was, and it was like one great long holiday. Then he got very weak and thin. But we still managed to play together almost to the end.’
Taylor wished he could think of his own father in those terms, with fondness and the memory of shared activities. He looked again at the couple on the beach. It was low tide and the sand was flat and smooth. The man had fixed together a red box kite and was getting it into the air. They watched as he passed the string to the girl, then stood behind her, helping her to control it.
‘Martin’s a fantastic father,’ Roddy said. ‘I hope I can do as well when the time comes.’
Taylor had a sudden image of a leggy actress from a soap. Hadn’t there been a story that Roddy was dating her, of a proposal even? There’d been a picture in a tabloid paper that he’d picked up in Aberdeen Airport while he was waiting for the fog to clear. Both obviously drunk, stumbling out of a nightclub. It was hard to imagine them in Shetland, playing happy families on a windswept beach.
Perhaps Roddy had followed his line of thinking. ‘Not that I’m planning on settling down any time soon. My dad died when he was young. If I’m taken early I want to have had a great life before I go.’ He paused. ‘I’m glad my father’s buried here. Biddista always seemed more like home to me than the house in Lerwick.’
‘You spent a lot of time here even before you came to live with Bella?’ Perez asked the question in that hesitant way he had, as if he didn’t want to intrude, but he was so interested that he’d overcome his scruples. Taylor felt a mild irritation at the interruption. He was leading this interview.
‘Yeah. I was never an easy sort of kid. Hyperactive. I never slept much. It can’t have been great for my mother, with Dad to look after. So I came here to stay with Bella most weekends and holidays. I loved it. There was always something going on. People staying. Artists. Musicians. Maybe that’s when I got addicted to partying. And I was the centre of attention, constantly entertained. I remember there was one guy who was a brilliant magician. He did this fantastic magic show just for me – the whole lot, rabbits from a hat, card tricks. Later I realized it was more for Bella’s benefit than mine – they all wanted to please her – but at the time it was wicked. There was the freedom here that I never really had in town. Bella was pretty relaxed about bedtimes and mealtimes and I was just allowed to roam.’
‘Real life would have been hard after that,’ Perez said.
‘Yeah. I think I’ve been spending the rest of my life trying to recapture the magic.’ Roddy gave a self-deprecating grin. ‘Nothing ever quite lives up to it.’
‘Did Bella have a serious relationship with any of the visitors?’
‘Definitely not serious. I guess she might have slept with them, but I never really knew about that.’
‘Do you manage to see much of your mother?’ Perez asked.
‘We get on OK these days. I was very hard on her when I was younger. Just grief maybe. I couldn’t understand how she could take up with another man. Things are still a bit tricky between me and her husband, but we manage to be polite to each other for her sake.’
‘The Englishman who died,’ Taylor said. ‘We think he was the person who was trying to sabotage your aunt’s exhibition. Do you have any idea why he would want to do that?’
‘Why would anyone?’
‘Your aunt doesn’t have enemies?’
‘Lots of spurned lovers,’ Roddy said. ‘Bella’s always attracted men. Like I said, when I was growing up, Biddista was full of visitors who imagined themselves besotted with her. From spotty students to earnest elderly intellectuals. It was all very amusing for a child. There’s nothing a kid likes more than grown-ups making prats of themselves. And even now she still pulls people in. She’s flattered by the attention. Sometimes I think she’s quite lonely, but she’ll never settle down.’
‘Has there been a recent admirer?’
‘Not that I’m aware of. But I haven’t been home for a while. I might not know.’
‘She didn’t mention anyone?’
‘That she was being stalked by an Englishman with no hair and a penchant for weeping in public? No, inspector. And if that was the case she wouldn’t need to kill him to get rid of him. She’s an assertive woman. She can get her own way without resorting to violence.’
On the beach the wind must have changed suddenly, because the kite twisted and dived into the sand. The little girl dropped the string and ran towards it, arms outstretched, mimicking the zig-zag movement as it had crashed to the earth. Kenny Thomson brought his boat back towards the shore.