He collected them from Ravenswick. Cassie was wearing a new pink cardigan and Fran had put on make-up and the earrings he’d given her for her birthday. I should have made more of an effort, he thought. It seemed as if he’d been wearing the same clothes for days. The show took place in the saloon below deck, so the audience were crammed into seats very close together. As Lucy Wells had said, it was packed. Mostly families, mostly visitors. It still smelled of a boat, wood with a hint of tar. And they could feel the movement of the water under them.
The show was an environmental piece aimed mostly at the children. There were songs about the rainforest and melting ice floes, but enough of a pacy story to keep Cassie enthralled. Lucy played a green fairy, dressed mostly in emerald Lycra with a couple of wispy wings. Perez found his eyes drawn towards her, became lost for a moment in a sexy fantasy, thought of the possibilities that would be closed to him if he was committed to Fran.
After the show the actors jumped down from the low stage and mixed with the audience, following up some of the issues raised in the piece. Lucy came up to Perez.
‘You made it,’ she said. ‘I didn’t think you would.’ She seemed extraordinarily pleased to see him. Perhaps that’s what actors do, he thought, disconcerted. They exaggerate without meaning to. She was playing with some green glass beads she wore round her neck and he saw that her hands were plump and soft.
‘Did you enjoy it?’
‘Very much.’ He paused and saw that a compliment was in order. ‘You were very good.’
‘It’s not a role that requires much characterization,’ she said, smiling. ‘Fun, though.’
He was flattered by her attention. There were all these people to speak with and she’d chosen him. Beyond her, he could see Cassie and Fran chatting to friends.
‘When do you leave?’ he asked.
‘Tomorrow afternoon.’ Something in her reply made him think that if he suggested they might spend the evening together she would agree. That she’d be delighted. He was horrified that the thought had even crossed his mind.
‘Good luck,’ he said to Lucy. ‘I hope everything goes well for you. When you’re famous, I’ll be able to tell folk I met you.’
He moved away from her and put his arm around Fran’s shoulder, asked her in a whisper if she was ready to leave. Later, he wondered if it was a good thing he’d done, walking away from a lonely young woman who wanted his company, or if he was just a coward.
That night he stayed at Fran’s place again. While she prepared supper he sat on Cassie’s bed and read her a story. She was asleep by the time it was finished and he stayed for a moment, thinking how it must be for her, having a new man in her mother’s life. And how it would work for him, sharing her with Duncan Hunter, her father, a man he didn’t much care for, though once they had been best friends.
Back in the kitchen Fran was draining rice. Her face was flushed. She’d taken off her jacket and was wearing a sleeveless white T-shirt. He could see the lacy pattern of her bra in relief through the fabric. Distracted, he returned to the subject of her ex-husband.
‘What will Duncan make of us seeing so much of each other?’
She tipped the rice into a brown earthenware bowl.
‘I like everything I’ve seen of you. If you’re talking literally . . .’
‘I’m being serious.’
‘You’re way too serious. It’s my mission to get you to lighten up. Anyway, who cares what Duncan thinks? It’s none of his business.’
‘Cassie’s his business.’
‘I’d never stop him seeing Cassie and neither would you.’
He could tell she thought he was making difficulties where none existed. In London she’d been surrounded by unconventional families. She’d told him about close lesbian friends who’d fostered a son; many of her colleagues were divorced and remarried, and for them weekends had been a time of shared parenting, the entertainment of visiting stepchildren. He was used to more traditional ways, but didn’t want to question her judgement. He didn’t want her to think him narrow-minded.
The subject must have been on her mind throughout the evening, because at the end of the meal she returned to it. She reached across the table and took his hand.
‘It was because of Cassie I didn’t rush into this. We come as a package. You understand that, don’t you? If you want me, you take her on too.’
He said that of course he understood. He wanted to tell her that he wanted above all things to make a family with her and Cassie, but he thought that would have sounded sentimental. She hated it when he was soppy.
He left early the next morning to go into Lerwick, to his narrow house on the waterfront. Despite the weather, he could smell the damp as soon as he unlocked the door. It was as if he’d been away for weeks. He loved the house, which was just as well, because no one else would be foolish enough to pay good money for it. He opened all the windows to let in the salt air, and checked his answer machine. There was a message from his mother, easy and chatty with news of Fair Isle. He wondered when he should take Fran home to meet his folks and what they would make of her. They didn’t have much experience of people who’d grown up in the city. He made a jug of coffee and sat by the open window, watching the terns diving into the shallow water.
Later he went into the station to check if they’d had any report back on the bag belonging to Jeremy Booth, which had been recovered with Roddy Sinclair’s body from the Pit o’ Biddista. Sandy was on his way out, scrubbed and smart. Every week he went home to Whalsay to take Sunday lunch with his parents.
‘Have you seen the TV news?’ he said. ‘Roddy Sinclair was all over it.’
‘No.’ Perez didn’t keep him. He knew Sandy would be on his way to Vidlin for the ferry, and anyway he wasn’t the best person to ask about the bag. He was never brilliant at detail.
The incident room was quiet, flooded with midday sunshine. Taylor was at his desk in a corner, drinking coffee, looking as if he’d been there all night.
‘Good night?’
Perez couldn’t quite tell if he was really interested or if that was a sneer. ‘Sorry, to leave you in Biddista. Like I said, it was something I couldn’t get out of. How did you get on with Bella?’
‘She was pissed. Talking about old times. Lost loves.’
‘Oh?’
‘Kenny’s brother, Lawrence.’
‘The way I heard it, he loved her, not the other way round.’
‘Not according to Bella Sinclair.’ Taylor crushed the polystyrene cup in his fist and hurled it across the room into a waste basket. It hit with such force that it bounced out. ‘According to her, she’d have married him like a shot if he’d asked. But he never did.’ He got up and retrieved the cup. ‘I finally met Kenny’s wife. Edith. She seemed surprised by the new twist on the old story too. Hardly bosom pals, those two, are they?’
‘Those sorts of communities, people come together if there’s a tragedy.’ Perez spoke without really thinking about it.
‘Nobody seemed much concerned about Booth.’
‘He was an outsider. A bit different.’
‘That stuff about the past doesn’t help much anyway,’ Taylor said. ‘If any of them met Jeremy Booth when he was here on The Motley Crew all those years ago, they’re not saying.’
‘Maybe they don’t remember. People change in fifteen years.’ Perez still thought there was a history to this case.
‘Perhaps.’ But Taylor sounded sceptical.
‘Anything on the contents of Booth’s bag?’
‘I’ve just had the report. It gives us a definite confirmation that he was the person handing out the flyers cancelling the art exhibition. The found the costume and the sequinned bag some of the witnesses described. Nothing else of much use. Just a few clothes and toilet things. No letters, no address book. No mobile.’