I doubted that Harper was the only person who knew. I re-called the Prodigal girl's cracked eyes, her bleeding tears, and the smell of her. It was a horrific scent in comparison to the perfumes that had lingered on Joan Talbott's letters. Her hair had looked like it had been hacked off in a blind fury. Her clothes had been filthy ruins. I knew she hadn't burned Edward's house for nothing. She had known something about the murders and about Joan Talbott.
"So, will you go?" Harper asked, and I realized that I had not been listening to him.
"Where?" I asked, though it annoyed me to be caught so obviously adrift in my own thoughts.
"To Scott-Beck's office." Harper scowled at me. "You weren't listening at all, were you?"
"I was," I lied. "I just wanted to be sure."
"It wouldn't seem suspicious if a Prodigal like yourself were to ask some advice of his legal firm. It would be much simpler than convincing my abbot to give me a warrant for search. He doesn't believe that any of the Good Commons murders are worth our time." Harper frowned at his cup. "Some days I don't even know why I bother going in."
"The pay?" I offered.
Harper laughed at the suggestion.
"If I had joined the priesthood for money," Harper said, "I would have chosen one of the Golden orders, not the Inquisition."
I squinted at Harper through my dark spectacles, blurring his image. Most of the Bankers I had seen were soft pillows of men. They traveled in chubby little clusters like summer clouds drifting across the sky. I tried to imagine Harper dressed in the white robes of a Banker, his light hair forming a thin halo around shaved dome of his head. The image didn't hold beyond a moment's amusement.
I couldn't alter him, not even in my own mind. His lean body cut a hard, dark form against the light. He was a jarring blackness set against the white walls and polished elm of his home. Harper looked out of place even here in his own house.
It shouldn't have been important, but I knew Harper was keeping something from me. He seemed to be keeping something from the entire world. Even handling his own dishes, he wore gloves.
What was it that Harper wanted to hide so badly that he wouldn't even reveal himself in his own home? There were no personal photographs or paintings on the walls. There were no telling details, no books or childhood keepsakes, anywhere that I could see.
The only thing in the room that expressed Harper's presence was his own body. I stared into his brown eyes and wondered who he truly was. Harper stared back at me.
"I've lost you again, haven't I?" he asked.
"No," I replied. "I was just thinking that you haven't actually told me much about either yourself or your sister."
"There really isn't anything to tell." Harper stood up. "We ought to be on our way. I'd like to get you in to see Scott-Beck as soon as possible."
"That was a quick change of subject." I slowly pulled myself up from the chair.
"I'm too tired to be clever about it," Harper replied.
"Will you let me see your hands?" I asked.
"What?"
"Your hands." I pointed. "The things under the gloves. I'd like to see them."
"Why?"
"Because you want to hide them." I shrugged. "It's just the sort of person I am."
"You've already seen my hands." Harper lowered his voice, as if someone else might overhear us. "And a lot more of me."
"Then what's the harm in showing me again?" I asked.
"Why is it suddenly so important?" Harper asked.
"Your hands themselves aren't," I said. "Whether you show them to me or not, is."
"It's some kind of test?" Harper asked.
"Perhaps." I enjoyed using Harper's own word, though he didn't seem to note it.
Harper shook his head but went ahead and pulled off his gloves. He held his bare hands out in front of me. I studied them.
Very little about Harper seemed holy, but his hands were those of a saint. Pale and utterly flawless, they could have been cut from pearls. His long fingers stretched out in graceful curves. They were like virgin bodies, utterly untouched, even by the sun.
The urge to drag one of my black nails across the back of Harper's hand brushed through my thoughts. When I reached out and carefully touched one of Harper's fingers, I almost expected to see a dirty yellow stain left behind, but the skin remained flawless. I placed my palm against Harper's. His skin was warm and soft. I couldn't feel a single callus.
I glanced up to see his expression. He stared at me intently, waiting for my appraisal.
"Perfect." The word slipped out from me.
A smile flickered across Harper's lips. Gently, he slid his fingers down against my palm. He stroked the tender curve of my wrists and then curled his fingers up against mine. The lightness of his touch sent a shiver through my arms, and I caught another of his quick smiles.
"Your hands are perfect. Why would you want to wear gloves?" I asked, trying to draw my concentration away from the sensation of Harper's hands stroking mine.
"I don't know," Harper said. "My father always did."
"Did your stepfather wear them also?"
If I had wanted to catch Harper off guard, I couldn't have chosen a better way. For one brief moment he simply stood, frozen in place, looking as if I had sent an electric shock through him.
"I actually meant my stepfather," Harper said. "But how did you find out about him?"
"A friend mentioned him to me." I let Harper draw his hands back from mine without comment. When just our hands had touched, there had been an openness between us. We shared the honesty of simple physical pleasure. Sensation alone was easy to accept. It asked nothing. Once even a single question was raised between us, any illusion of trust fell away.
"Did your friend mention anything in particular about him?" Harper picked his gloves up from the tabletop.
"No. Should he have?"
"No," Harper replied firmly.
I had the distinct feeling that the conversation was at an end.
"It's time to go see Mr. Scott-Beck." Harper pulled the gloves over his hands and flexed his fingers against the black leather. His open palm closed again into the black fist of an Inquisitor.
Chapter Ten
Five flours
Of course, I couldn't just see Mr. Scott-Beck. Not without a reference. I had to wait until he had an opening between his regular appointments. I slumped on a green loveseat in his waiting room. Other Prodigals passed me on the way in and then back out from their appointments. The wall clock chimed out a popular tune every half hour, and steadily I grew to hate it. I had nothing to do but wait and brood over the disassembly of that happy little clock.
I hoped that Harper was as bored as well, but I doubted it. He had decided to wait for me in the teahouse across from Scott-Beck's office building. When I looked out the window, I caught sight of him. He was talking to some blonde waiter. I frowned down at them for several minutes, then returned to my seat.
In the full face of boredom, I longed to drag up some scent of terror or bloodshed. For the first two hours my anticipation of danger kept me nervous and wary. I watched every movement of the secretary, every exchanged greeting and goodbye, as if it were a prelude to murder. But steadily, as I witnessed the flow of Prodigal after Prodigal through the firm's doors, my excitement waned into reason.