“Dmetri used to be aggressive in bed. I loved it. I think...I craved it.” His whole body clenched beneath hers and she rushed to finish. He was so much like an Alpha that she to keep reminding herself he was only human. “Now I know it wasn’t him. I loved him. I let myself go with him completely, gave him everything I had, and it wasn’t enough. He didn’t want me anymore and...” Somehow, she kept her voice soft and low.
“Since him I’ve never let a man dominate me in bed or anywhere else. It was in bed that I lost a piece of myself to him.” She laughed, the sound unsteady and high. “I used to always be so afraid to let myself go, completely, sexually. With Dmetri, I got to do that, I got to give the reigns of control over to him. I guess a part of me is afraid that if I lose that control again, it will just happen all over again. I really don’t think I could survive two broken hearts.”
This time when she pulled away, he let her go.
She went to the window and watched the night sky rain. It beat against the window, filling the room with dull tings.
Jacks’ mind was processing her words at the rate of a dialup connection. His heart was heavy in his chest yet beating fast like he’d been running. He wished like hell there was a training manual on what to do in this situation. He was left with no choice but to listen to his instincts. He strode to the window, spun her around, and caught her against him.
It was as if she’d been waiting for him this whole time. She wrapped her arms around his neck like he was her lifeline. He’d always been an honest man; it was something his mom had taught him from a young age.
So when he cupped her cheek, tilted her lips towards his, and said, “You can trust me. I don’t know how or why yet, but I know that I’m not going to leave you alone. There’s something about you that’s captured me. I don’t know what it is, but I’m going to find it, figure it out, and along the way I’m going to learn every inch of your body.”
Vera shook her head in desperation. “No, no, no.” She was still repeating the word when he bent down and captured her lips in a hard, dizzying kiss.
He let up for air, pushing her back against the wall. His big, rough hand found the edge of her dress and was lifting it, then he was touching her bare bottom with a greedy, hungry touch. The ache inside her deepened and bloomed.
“Yes, baby. Yes. You know this is something, right here between us, don’t deny it.” He leaned down to her ear and in a ragged voice said, “I hate liars, baby.” She couldn’t think with him touching her. His hands were on both off her ass cheeks, squeezing and keeping her close with his possessive touch.
The tip of his finger slid between her cheeks and only the strap of her thong saved her from his intimate, brandishing touch.
“You are all about control, aren’t you baby? I see it in everything you do. Hell, it’s even in the perfect way you make the bed every day all crisp and fucking neat. You could have been a good soldier baby. But this right here,” he said against the speeding pulse at her neck, “Tell me, did Dmetri claim this part of you too?” He stroked a finger over her tight anus and she gasped, clinging tight to his shoulders.
She tried to find words, but sensations were ricocheting through her body, and her mind was receiving dirty images of Jacks’ cock sliding in her ass. Her pussy clamped tight and her nipples formed into little hard pebbles.
He groaned, and rubbed her tender opening back and forth, soft but demanding. “I take your silence as answer.” He found her mouth again, his single finger still possessing her with his teasing caress. He thrust his tongue inside her, claiming her. She kissed him back with a hungry sound.
When he finally pulled back from her wet lips, his finger was still there, rubbing a little harder.
“I’m going to take you here, Vera. I’m going to make you feel something you’ve never felt. You’re going to love it, too. You’re going to come with my cock in your ass, and then I’m going to fill you full.”
His husky, dark words ended with the sound of zipper being pulled down. Vera didn’t know which of them did it, didn’t care so long as his cock was free. Her thong was shoved to the side as he wrapped one slender thigh around his waist, and then his cock nudged her wet, soft pussy and stabbed inside.
Mutual groans filled the room as ecstasy made a home in their bodies. Cursing, his hand wrapped in her hair, hold her still for his kiss as he shoved into her with a brutal rhythm that slammed her back and butt into the wall with each thrust. She loved the rough way he took her, the way his cock spread her open and filled her deep.
“So you’re wet and soft. Never felt anything like it.” His cock stoked the fire inside her, moved her towards a peak so high she was afraid she’d never get there or never come back down.
A new pressure below registered through her muddied mind. His thick finger, still in the cleft of her cheeks, teased her bare opening, then pushed a fraction inside. Vera gasped as his finger retreated then pushed back in just a little farther. It was a filling, sexy touch, and the new sensation sent her soaring towards her release.
Vera’s body froze for one slow, endless moment of time, and then her hips rocked and shook, sending his finger deep, his cock deeper inside. Her pussy clamped down on his hard cock, milking, sucking as her orgasm shattered through her body until she could feel it from her head down to her curling toes.
When it was done, she realized he wasn’t finished. He was moving again, even harder than before, spurred on by her creamy orgasm. His hand moved from her hair down to the base of her neck to cup her possessively, like an Alpha. Then his lips found the delicate skin of her throat and nipped at her as his cock tunneled through her soft, tight pussy with eager, quick thrusts.
She could feel his approaching orgasm by the swelling of his cock inside her. She relished the thought of him shooting deep inside her. The finger down below retreated, circled around her own cream seeping out from her pussy, and he used that soft wetness to push his finger inside her anus and didn’t stop until his finger was all the way in.
Vera moaned high, panicked, feeling completely consumed as his cock and finger filled her so deep and wide. Oh God, she’d never even thought about this. Had never known it could feel so good. She panted as he slowly pulled that finger in and out, in and out. She knew what was happening, what he was doing to her, even as it stunned her.
Her breathing grew fast and shallow, and her eyes closed so that the only thing she had left to do was feel his cock shoving through her tight pussy and his finger moving faster, faster. Her hips jerked hard as an orgasm ripped through her. She bit her lip to keep from crying out, and he growled against her throat, greedily pressing more of those delicious licks and nips there.
Intense pleasure bubbled through her, spilled out of her and around him. His rhythm grew rougher, faster, his finger moving smooth and quicker inside her, and then he pushed in hard, bit down and shouted on her shoulder as his cock spurted endless, long, hot spurts of cum inside her.
They stayed that way for awhile, until Jacks found enough strength to retract his finger and cock from her body, and kiss the teeth marks he’d put in her perfect skin. Being this close to her, feeling her in his arms made him feel...lighter, good. He’d never had that before and he didn’t know what to make of it.
When he looked into her soft, foggy eyes, he knew that she didn’t either.
Chapter Eight
Vera awoke to wonderful, sexy sensations. She blinked her eyes and barely had time to register that Jacks was sucking her nipple into his mouth, when he growled, jerked her thighs open, then shoved into her.