“Painfully so.” Her cheeks were soaked with tears.
“Listen to me, Liddy, I really hate this. I mean I really, really hate this, but I know you would never hurt me if you could help it. I couldn’t love you so much if that wasn’t true. I’ve come to terms with the fact that you just can’t help this, Sweet Cakes. It still stinks though, but I’ll land on my feet, you just watch.”
Alan was so good, and as she left him, Liddy thought how one huge pain in her heart had replaced another huge pain, and she hoped it wouldn’t always be that way. Love should always be good, the thought throbbed inside her.
What would she have done if Reid hadn’t come back into her life when he did? What would she have done if she had made a life with Alan and then Reid came back? The pain would have been so much greater, it would have been forever pain, and she was thankful and sad, so very sad, so very thankful.
Liddy flew home and wrote to Reid every day and flew to see him on the weekends. She told Crik, Daniel, Celia, her sister-friends, everyone, even Muck and Gossy about Major Reid Trent.
The first time Reid kissed Liddy, was the first day she saw him walk again. When he appeared in the doorway, he had a cane in each hand but was standing on his own. His steps on the prosthetic leg were unsteady, but he was determined to cross the patio to where she sat waiting for him on a Saturday morning. Liddy was watching him, studying him and smiling. When he was standing so close that his legs rubbed up against hers, he looked down at her, smirked and asked, “Wanna race?”
Liddy pushed the chair back, stood up and set her hands on his. “Okay, but I get a head start.”
Reid rested the cane he was holding in his right hand on the chair. He moved slowly and had to adjust his weight after he leaned over and then stood back up. Again Liddy studied his effort with a smile and he knew that she did, and he liked it. When he had himself balanced again, he slid his fingers across her cheek and held it, then kissed her lips long and soft.
Looking deep inside her, he said, “I only remember feeling real fear twice in my life. When my leg was being cut off was one. The other was when you went missing at Avenger.” Reid kissed her again. “Even then you were a part of me. I love you, Liddy Lynn Hall.”
Reid leaned in and whispered over and over that he loved her and his lips tickled her ear and the words warmed and comforted Liddy to her core. The Cannas and the Catalpas were still in bloom, the Glads had more show on their necks and the daisies had showed up. Maybe they did know something of life.
When Reid was discharged from the hospital, Liddy was there and they walked out together. He was discharged from the Army too, and for a time he was lost, but soon Liddy saw his confidence returning and she knew he would find his way.
Even with all of the thought Liddy had put into what it would be like to spend time with Major Reid Trent, it wasn’t anything like she had imagined. Life rarely does fall in line with our expectations.
When Liddy and Reid had been writing letters, a flutter of nervousness would move inside her when she thought about meeting him in April during his leave. She didn’t know how she should act toward him or what she would say. Their letters had been slow and easy as they shared bit-by-bit their lives and hearts. Imagining actually being with him and not having time to formulate her responses gave Liddy too much to wonder about, which she never liked.
As it turned out, there wasn’t a moment of not knowing how to respond when she was with Reid—it just flowed. The months they believed they had lost each other forever, had deepened their appreciation of the rare something that was between them, and took away any apprehensions of being open with each other about how they felt. From the first day Liddy saw him at the hospital, their time together felt comfortable and safe and at the same time exciting and new.
Not long after Reid was discharged, he brought Liddy to his beach. It was an overcast day and they had it all to themselves. They sat together in the sand, Liddy in front of Reid, leaning back with his arms around her. They listened to the soft woosh of the waves washing in and out against the shore. Liddy was thinking about how she had never been so at peace in the presence of another human being.
“I feel so at peace here with you,” Reid said.
Liddy smiled and nuzzled in closer to him. Loving Reid was so easy and Liddy believed with all her heart that loving him had never been a choice. Choosing to love, that’s important, but loving anything or anyone without making the choice, that’s divine.
Liddy’s time with Reid was divine. From going to the movies to flying, they both cherished being together. After finally flying with Reid over the Rockies, Liddy and Reid spent some time with Louise, Bonnie and Tommy in Denver. With the exception of Tommy’s initial refusal to acknowledge the man who he thought was a completely unnecessary addition to his family’s time with Liddy, their visit with the Parker family was an easy transition from the four of them to the five.
Tommy didn’t come out of his room when Liddy and Reid first arrived, but later that day he did agree to throw a ball with the stranger in the back yard and build a plane model with him in the living room. From the kitchen, Liddy and Louise overheard a conversation between the two men.
“Where did you meet Liddy?” Tommy asked Reid.
“I met her on a train.”
“Hmm,” Tommy was thoughtful.
“Where did you meet Liddy?” Reid asked Tommy.
“On the sidewalk.”
“Hmm,” Reid responded.
“Why do you like Liddy?” Tommy asked.
“Lots of reasons. She’s very nice and fun to spend time with. I think she’s smart, brave and very interesting. And she’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.”
“Why do you like Liddy?” Reid asked.
“Same reasons.” There was a long pause and then Tommy looked at Reid very intently. “Are you always going to like her?”
“Always and forever,” answered Reid and then asked, “Are you always going to like her?”
“Always and forever. And when I’m old too.”
Tommy still made sure Reid knew that he had a history with Liddy—she was his Liddy and nothing was going to change that. The boy warmed up to the idea of having Reid around though, and Tommy became the one to initiate playing catch in the backyard, and he was full of questions for his new friend about flying in the war.
Bonnie had taken a liking to Reid as well and Louise told Liddy, “My Bonnie has a huge crush on your man, you know.”
Louise grew fond of Reid as well and he became protective of her like an older brother. She became the sister he never had.
Reid took Liddy to meet his parents, brothers and their families who all welcomed her with abundant joy. Mallie Trent had a special place in her heart for the woman whose love helped heal her boy, and a strong bond formed between the two women. Reid and Liddy were settling into each other’s lives without a hitch.
When the big bombs were dropped in August of 1945, World War II was all but over. It no longer complicated life, but it had colored it and left its mark. It had taken Liddy all over the country and brought her in and out of people’s lives and in and out of her own skin, her body and her soul. It had changed her, changed Reid, but she found a kind of joy in accepting that life was wonderful and awful, and she didn’t let the heavy parts settle on her shoulders. She began to see that in time life levels and settles and if you wait, something will bloom—it always does.
Liddy took Reid to Holly Grove and introduced him to Crik and to Muck, and they went up in the old Jenny. As she looked above the flames of Crik’s campfire one night, she cherished the wonderful sight. There sat Crik and Reid, next to one another, swapping stories. Liddy watched Crik’s interest as Reid told him about his missions, and she watched Reid’s interest as Crik told him of Liddy as a little girl and about her soloing before she could drive a car. When he told the story of the bridge affair—Liddy had saved that for Crik to tell—Reid looked across at her, shook his head and smirked. The session lasted late into the night and the book of tales grew.