“My father,” Brun said, and reached for a hunk of bread. “He thinks I need seasoning before I’m turned loose on an unsuspecting universe, and he thinks Captain Serrano is the right person to provide it. And you, of course.” She grinned around the table. The others all stared at Brun, and Sirkin hoped no one would notice how fast her own pulse was beating. She didn’t know yet if she was happy about this or not, but she couldn’t be indifferent.
“I hope you’re ready to go aboard and start working,” Meharry said. “Captain’s told us to be ready to ship out at a half-shift notice.”
“Fine with me,” Brun said. “I’ve already put my stuff aboard.”
“It’s called ‘duffel,’ ” Meharry said.
“Duffel.” Brun smiled at her, blue eyes wide. “Are you really angry, or just pretending? Because I’m not really an idiot—I actually have some ship time.”
“On what?” Oblo said quickly, hushing Meharry. Brun’s grin widened.
“On a shit-shoveler,” she said. “Caring for critters.”
Oblo snorted. “That’s not ship time . . . that’s just work. Proves you can work, but—we’ll see about you and the ship.”
Sirkin watched the others watching Brun, and wondered. She felt less alone now, less the one being watched. And Brun still gave her a good feeling, as if they might really be friends.
Esteban Koutsoudas arrived at the shipline in a plain gray jumpsuit with a Sweet Delight arm patch already on it. That didn’t surprise Heris. What did surprise her, a little, was that he’d made it here alive if Livadhi was right about how much danger he was in. Surely it would have been easier to take him on the station than on her ship. If not—she didn’t want to think about that.
“Esteban Koutsoudas, sir,” the man said. He carried an ordinary kitbag slung over his shoulder, and a couple of handcarries. She would have passed him in the concourse without a second thought—just another traveler, neither rich nor broke, with an intelligent but unremarkable face. Until he smiled, when his eyebrows went up in peaks.
“Glad to have you aboard,” Heris said, though she still wasn’t sure of that. “Mr. Petris will show you your quarters,” Heris said, by way of taking up a moment of time.
“Commander Livadhi sent you this,” Koutsoudas said, handing over a datacube. “And he said I was to assist you any way you liked.”
Right. Turn a superb longscan communications tech loose on her equipment . . . could she trust this man? Yet she lusted for his expertise; she had suspected for years that Koutsoudas was the secret of Livadhi’s success in more than one engagement.
“When you’ve stowed your gear,” she said, “Mr. Petris will introduce you to the crew. Then we’ll see.” She left a message for Lady Cecelia, who had gone off to talk to her lawyers again. Heris could believe they wanted her out of touch, at least for a while. She had been angry with her own family—she still was, if she thought about it—but it had never occurred to her to sue them. The rich are different, she reminded herself, as she notified Traffic Control that she would need a place in the outbound stack.
Maneuvering in and out of Rockhouse Major had begun to seem routine; Heris found her mind wandering even as she recited the checklist and spoke to the captain of the tug that snared the yacht’s bustle. They were leaving behind the problems of the new government, Cecelia’s family, Ronnie’s romantic problems, and whatever had been chasing Koutsoudas. Ahead—ahead, the frivolity of horse trials, though she dared not call it frivolity to Lady Cecelia.
Her ownership of the yacht had begun to sink past surface knowledge . . . having to pay the docking fees and the tug fees out of her own account certainly made an impression. True, Lady Cecelia had prepaid the charter fee to the Wherrin Trials, but still—Heris hoped she understood how to calculate what to charge.
They had an uneventful system transit, and the jump transition went smoothly as well. Day by day, Sirkin seemed brighter; she and Brun hung around together when they were off-shift. Heris hoped this would last, at least through the voyage. She didn’t want to have to deal with young passions unrequited, not with her own relationship going through a difficult period. She and Petris still found it awkward to get together aboard the ship; the intellectual knowledge that their situation was now different could not quite eradicate the habit of years.
She had expected Koutsoudas to be an unsettling presence, but oddly enough, he turned out to be very incurious about his shipmates. Did he already know (or think he knew) everything, or did he not care? Heris found it difficult to believe he didn’t care. Was he focussed only on the mechanical, on ship identities? Unlikely: she knew from rumor that he carried with him an analysis of opposing commanders. Perhaps he was here not to be kept out of someone’s eye, but to keep her under someone else’s. No, that was paranoia. She hoped. She wished her paranoia button had a “half on” setting, just in case.
Brun scowled over the maintenance manual for ship circuitry. “I wasn’t fond of ohms and volts two years ago, and they aren’t any friendlier now.”
Sirkin looked up from her own reading, a year’s worth of Current Issues in Navigation on cube. “You didn’t realize you’d have to learn what you were doing?”
“I didn’t on that shit-shoveler. Just put the output into the intake with a tool that’s been around since humans had domestic animals.”
“This is different.” Sirkin prodded Brun with her toe. “Captain Serrano wants her crew to be cross-trained and above-average in skills.”
“I know, I know.” Brun punched up the background reference again. “It’s just that electricity has never made sense to me. I keep wanting to know why it does what it does, and all my instructors insisted I should memorize it and not worry about the theory.” She entered the values she needed for the problem set. “And these names! How far back in the dark ages was it when they named these things? Volt, ohm, ampere: might as well be biff, baff, boff, for all the sense it makes.”
Sirkin opened her mouth to lecture Brun, then saw that the screen had lit with the colored flashes meant to cheer on the successful student. “You got them all correct,” she said.
“Of course.” Brun didn’t look up; she was entering her solutions to the next series of problems. “I’m not stupid; I just don’t like this stuff.”
Sirkin watched the angle of jaw, the cheekbone, the droop of eyelid as Brun looked down at the reference. She had heard Amalie complain so often about her classwork, but Amalie had had real trouble with it. She had not imagined that someone who could race through the material would still dislike it, and say so.
“You’re good at it,” she said, feeling her way. “So why don’t you like it?”
Brun looked up as if startled, and gave Sirkin a sober look that quickly turned to a mischievous grin. “I’m good at lots of things I don’t like,” she said. “I was bred to be good at things; that’s part of being a Registered Embryo.”
“But how do you know what to do? What speciality to pursue?” Sirkin remembered clearly the aptitude tests she’d had, year after year, that had aimed her at her present career with more and more precision.
Brun turned completely around, and set down her stylus. “I never thought about it,” she said frankly. “No one expects us to specialize, unless we have an overwhelming talent.” That seemed incredible to Sirkin, and her expression must have shown that, for Brun wrinkled her own nose and went on. “There’s general stuff we all have to know: economics, and management, and whatever is done by our family interests. You know.”
“No.” Sirkin didn’t know, and she had a vague feeling of irritation. She had never wondered much about the children of the very rich, how they were educated, what they did. But this sounded too flabby, too shapeless, to be worth anything. “I don’t see how you can expect to learn anything useful if you study only generalities.”