“Communications,” she mused, when he ran down. “You know, when I was commissioned, we didn’t have FTL communications except from planetary platforms. I was on Boarhound when they mounted the first shipboard ansible, and at first it was only one-way, from the planet to us. That was still pretty exciting. Then they worked out how to get enough power for transmission.”
“It’s still not unlimited,” he said, and flushed.
“No, I know that.” She didn’t tell him how. He didn’t know about Koutsoudas and didn’t need to. “But someday I expect they’ll figure out ways to give us realtime communication in all situations. Something in jumpspace would be a real help.” An understatement. A way to communicate in and out of jumpspace would radically change space warfare. “But that’s beside the point—you’re going back to see the admiral?”
“Yes, sir. Ma’am.”
Heris chuckled. “Either will do. Tell her from me that I don’t entirely understand, but I have heard what she’s saying. Can you do that?”
“Of course, sir.”
“Good. And tell her—tell her I love her.”
He flushed again, but nodded. Heris was almost glad to see that embarrassment; an honest young man would be embarrassed to repeat such a message, but he would do it. Coming from him directly, it would have the effect she wanted.
She looked at the chronometer on the wall. “Sorry to leave you, but I’ve work scheduled. If there’s anything I can do to assist, feel free to call on me.” He pushed back his chair, with a last glance at a dessert guaranteed to cause heart failure in anyone over twenty, but Heris waved him down. “No—finish that, don’t waste it. I’ll take care of everything on the way out. Give my regards to family.” Meaning everyone but the aunt admiral; he could interpret that how he liked. But, polite to the end, he stood until Heris had left the dining room. She hoped he would sit back down and finish that dessert. He had earned it.
The next day, Cecelia arrived without warning. “I had to take a standby seat on the shuttle,” she explained. “People are leaving in droves, of course.” Heris had noticed that; half the ships docked when they arrived had already left. “But I wanted to talk to you.”
“Here, or en route to your next destination?” Heris asked. “If you want to leave, I need to file with the Stationmaster.”
“Here for now. I might even go back down once more, to talk to Ari.” Cecelia paused, and gave Heris a sharp look. “What’s happened? Did you and Petris have a fight? You look upset about something.”
“It’s not Petris,” Heris said, annoyed to feel the heat rising in her face. “It’s my family . . . they sent someone to talk to me.”
“About time.” Cecelia kicked off her boots and wiggled her toes luxuriously. “Ahhh. I was standing in line for two hours. Standing in line is a lot worse than walking.”
“Agreed,” Heris said. She hoped Cecelia would stay on another topic, but that was too much to expect.
“Your family sent someone,” she said. “I hope whoever it was crawled on his or her belly and licked your toes.”
“Cecelia!” Despite herself, Heris couldn’t help laughing. “What a disgusting thought! No, it was a very nice young man, just out of the Academy, my aunt admiral’s grandson.”
“Apologetic,” Cecelia said.
“In a way. Not personally, but on behalf of. And she sent a datacube herself. It’s just—I’m still not sure I understand.”
“I know I don’t understand. Why didn’t she help you?”
“She says she didn’t know in time. She wants to talk to me about it, if it’s convenient.”
“And you?”
“I want to think it over,” Heris said.
“Heris, I want to ask you something.”
“Of course.” Heris seemed relaxed and alert at once, no tension in her face.
“Do I seem different since my rejuvenation? I don’t mean the obvious . . . something else.”
Heris took a sip of coffee before answering. “The obvious—your body, your hair color. I’m not sure about the rest. A young person is supposed to have more energy, so I presume that along with a younger body, a healthier body, you have more intrinsic energy. Is that right?”
“Yes, but that’s not exactly—”
“No . . . I’m feeling my way. You are different, in behavior as well as body, but I’m not sure which caused which. You were never . . . ah . . . passive.” Cecelia snorted at that attempt to be tactful. Heris grinned at her. “Look, even as an old lady, you were energetic, feisty, and stubborn. Now your body’s younger, and you’re even more energetic, feisty, and stubborn. High-tempered. But I didn’t know you when you were this age the first time around, so I can’t say if you’re changed.”
That was the crux of it, right there. Heris hadn’t been born when she had been forty. What she was right now wasn’t really forty—it was eighty-seven in a forty-year-old mask. “I’m not really forty, Heris,” she said, trying not to sound as frustrated and annoyed as she was. “I have all the experience of the next forty-seven years. All of it. What I need to know is whether the treatment changed me—the person I am—and sent me off on a new course.”
“Mmm. I would say that it had to. The course of a life without rejuvenation, for someone your age—you were preparing to detach, to relinquish your grip on life itself—”
“Not yet!” Cecelia said. “I was only eighty-four; I’d have had another twenty years—”
“But you’d given up competitive riding; you’d gradually reduced your social contacts. All signs that you accepted, however reluctantly, the evidence of age. You expected to enjoy your remaining years, but you weren’t pushing toward anything new.”
“True, I suppose.” She didn’t like to hear that analysis, but she could not deny the evidence.
“Now you’ve been put back, physically at least, to your most productive period. You have twenty to thirty years of vigorous activity before you begin the decline again—unless you renew the process. That has to change your course—you could not fail to act differently now than three years ago.”
“I had a visitor, that man—”
“Yes.” Heris’s voice chilled; clearly she didn’t like Pedar.
“He’s a multiple Rejuvenant. He thinks I should . . . identify myself with them.”
“Who?”
“Those who have rejuvenated with the new procedures; those who expect to renew their rejuvenations. They have adopted customs for identification, for interaction. Given the age of the procedure itself, most of those who have used it are my age or younger.”
“I thought it had been around for eighty years or so,” Heris said.
“It has. But remember that it competed at first with the old procedure, which had proven its safety.” Heris couldn’t remember, of course. She herself just remembered a discussion of the new procedure, then far more expensive than the standard. By the time she was thirty, it had gained some ground. But it was incompatible with the earlier procedure. No one who had the Stochaster could then have the Ramhoff-Inikin. Lorenza had been one of the first to test—illegally, at the time—the safety of repeated rejuvenation with the new procedure. Cecelia had been nearly fifty when the laws forbidding serial rejuvenation were changed. She explained this, aware of the gaps in her own knowledge. She had been so sure she wouldn’t choose rejuvenation that she had ignored most of the arguments about it.
“There’s always been age stratification,” Heris said slowly. “Particularly those who have attained prestige or power—the older they are, the more they hold. But if there’s a sizable group now which is . . . immortal . . .” Cecelia could tell from the pause that the word bothered her. “I see the potential for more rigid stratification, even alienation.”