The past confused and excited him, flying into his thoughts even he tried to concentrate on the disguised camera and the shots he was trying to assess. His mother's face when young, hopeful; somehow seeming to reprove herself for the audacity of choosing to be photographed, or cautioning herself against all the hopes represented by the building being constructed behind her. Kedrov felt he must complete his photographic record, just as his father had done when posing his mother next to a silent concrete mixer and in fronl of the newly hardened front streps of the completed flats. In thai picture, his mother had been frowning at the sun over her husband'! shoulder and smiling cautiously with even, white teeth. What that! final picture in the record had meant to his father, so this last roll of microfilm meant to Filip. In the nature of a triumph, a completion-!
The segments of the laser weapon's main mirror, composed of glass coated with vaporized silicone bound by a graphite fiber reinforcement, were all but fitted to the framework. Each segment was capable of being adjusted by the orbiting battle station's computer,^ using actuators. They enabled the slight distortions caused by the laser beam's heating of the mirror to be smoothed out — necessary if the beam was to be focused and directed accurately at its targets. They'd had trouble with some of the actuators during final testing, but now the mirror worked satisfactorily. He'd told the Americans that a week ago; just as tonight he must tell them that the launch date had been fixed.
Breath small, tight in his chest as he thought of that. Overhearing that piece of gossip, of all pieces of gossip in the whole of Baikonur! The good luck, the momentousness of it, made him gasp, even hours later. His nerves jumped and bubbled like an overheating saucepan on the stove, but somehow they did not boil over; completion kept them in check, the idea of finishing, of getting out, of reaching…
America.
His breath was again tight as he recognized the little time left, the proximity of safety, of success, of dreams made real.
He had passed everything to the Americans, just as they had asked. All that was left were the rolls of film he had taken, which would travel with him — three weeks of films, a record begun as soon as they got the disguised camera to him. Now he had to hold on to them until they came for him.
And tonight, tonight he would tell them they must come. He had the proof, they would know the launch date, they would need him.
Yes, they would. Satisfaction hugged him like a warm coat — a fur jacket, a sheepskin jacket, because it was never as cold in a centrally heated country like America. Or a cashmere topcoat, cashmere sweaters… slacks and loafers…
Because they would reward him — for this, there was no price too high. Perhaps he remembered that block of flats now, with such piercingly clear recollection, because of the life he could envisage for himself, just a few days ahead? He did not know. All he knew was that dreams made him calmer, suppressed the extremes of tension and fear and danger he had anticipated, driving to work that morning. Half an hour just to start the ancient, unreliable car! Knowing all the time that the last day of his spying had begun.
His eyes cleared. He moved a little along the clattering metal gantry. Below him, in the rest of the huge workshop, the miniature spacecraft of the laser battle station s outer casing lay open, appearing cracked like the shell of some sea creature already extracted. Beside it, the huge tanks that would contain the lasing gases waited to be fitted and filled. Nearer, the long, still-innocent tube of the laser with its cylindrical nozzle, and finally the mirror, which would be mounted at the nose end of the miniature spacecraft.
Four days. In exactly four days, on Thursday, the battle station would, fully assembled, be aboard the space shuttle, which would carry it into orbit. Within two months, eleven more laser weapons would be placed in orbit around the earth. That was not his concern; he had only to signal the Americans that evening, from Orlovs shop, that the launch's exact timing had been fixed, and they would come and collect him. He had been told how, and when… give us the date, Filip—or Cactus Plant, as they persisted in labeling him— give us the date and bring us convincing photographic proof the weapon exists — and you can come out, come to the West.
A reach-and-recover mission, they said. A helicopter would come for him, a Russian helicopter. Time and place of his rendezvous was already arranged with them. Before the laser weapon arrived in Baikonur from the scientific research unit of Semipalatinsk, a thousand miles away, he had spied for the money, barely generous though they were with him. He had been an American agent at Baikonur for almost three years.
Now he knew he was the most important spy the Americans had anywhere in the world. Filip Kedrov understood, with blinding clarity, that his importance could not be overestimated. He had alerted the CIA to the existence of a laser weapon, and the intention to place it in orbit, little more than four weeks before, when the pieces of the weapon had arrived from Semipalatinsk by special train. He had heard rumors of its nature and purpose, then overheard scientific gossip, then confirmed it by some casual questions — and told the Americans, who had panicked. Their treaty with the Soviet Union was imperiled, was being flouted, danger, danger, danger.
Kedrov cared little. They wanted everything, but they would pay. No, not money….. What, then?… The West, when I get you the proof you must have….. Very well, we agree.
As soon as he signaled, that same evening, they would come for him. He suppressed a sudden yawn of tension or excitement. The next day, the day after, two days' time, they would be here and he would be on his way to the West, he and his priceless rolls of tiny film. They would have to hurry. They needed the films before Thursday.
The clipboard was trembling beneath his hand, as if registering the shock of a very distant earthquake. His left hand, meanwhile, in the pocket of his white coat, touched around, weighed, smoothed the remote control unit, which looked no more suspicious than a bulky felt-tip pen. The camera it operated — the tiny, tiny camera with motor drive — was contained in the large, bright-green, silly paper clamp that held a sheaf of computer printouts and graphs to the plastic of the clipboard. The clamp was shaped like a frog, a fat green frog with orange spots. Many of the scientific and technical staff of the cosmodrome at Baikonur used such things — joke clamps, highly colored clipboards, stickers that poked fun, irreverent badges, huge felt pens like the one Walesa used to insult the authorities when he signed Solidarity's agreement with them. It was all part of the thumbed nose to the army, which ran Baikonur — the two raised fingers. In a small and allowed way, of course. A teenage subculture, just like the Western pop tapes, the samizdats of satiric novels, the weekend promiscuity, the heavy drinking.
Filip s green frog was as expected and normal as his fornications and his singing-drunk weekends. It had been his own idea, based on a toy he had seen in Detsky Mir on his last Moscow leave. He'd bought one for his sister's little girl. Of course, hers did not possess a lens in its right eye or a silent motor drive, or tiny cassettes of film in its belly and a separate remote-control unit.
His thumb once more squeezed the cap of the thick pen in his pocket. He strained to hear, as he always did, but there was indeed no noise whatsoever from the motor as it moved the film on inside the frog. He had practiced with it, tested it time and again in complete, breath-held silence, waiting for some tiny, betraying noise. But never a whisper — thank God.