I said I was. I felt sick with impatience. I imagined my mother’s horror when she saw me being dragged away. I wondered whether she would have recognized Colum Casvellyn. If she had, I did not think that would have given her much comfort.
It was growing darker. There was a dampness in the air. I was shivering but I was not sure whether it was with cold.
We rode on for a few minutes in silence.
Then I said: “Is this the way?”
“I believe it to be.”
“Let us hurry a little.”
“As you wish.”
On we went. The landscape had changed, there were more hedges, more trees. I knew we had galloped over a plain. Where was that?
I cried: “Are you sure it was this way?”
“I cannot be sure,” he answered.
“I think it be wrong.”
He pulled up.
“We are but a mile or so from Castle Paling,” he said.
“Your home?”
“My home,” he confirmed.
“Then how far from your home were you when you came upon us in the lane?”
“A mile or so.”
“Then we could be near the spot.”
“Do you think they would be waiting there? My belief is that they would go to an inn and there send out men to look for you.”
“Yes, I suppose they might do that. Is there a nearby inn?”
“I know of only two hereabouts.”
“Then let us go to them. My mother will be there. You are right when you think that she would go to the nearest inn and get people to look for me.”
“We will go then.”
The inn was called The Red and White Rose. The signpost creaked in the rising wind and a man with a lantern came out as we approached. The sign depicted the faces of the Queen’s great-grandfather, Henry VII of Lancaster, and his wife, Elizabeth of York. It was strange that I should notice them at such a time.
Colum Casvellyn had leaped from his horse and a groom had rushed forward to take the reins. “Where is the host?” he shouted.
The innkeeper came hurrying out at the sound of that imperious voice.
“Has a party arrived?” said Colum Casvellyn. “A lady with a maidservant and two grooms.”
“But no, my lord.”
“You are sure?”
“I am, my lord. We have had but one visitor. A merchant on his way to Plymouth.”
I felt wretched. I was trying to think clearly. Should I stay here for the night, I wondered. There was nothing much I could do. In the morning I could search for my mother. At least she would be safe, for she had the two grooms and Jennet with her. It was not so much her personal safety that worried me, for the robbers had fled, it was the anxiety she would be suffering at the thought of what might be happening to me.
“There is another place we could try,” said Colum Casvellyn.
“Let us then,” I said, for I dreaded waiting alone in this inn through the night.
“Host,” called Colum imperiously. “If a party such as I have described should come here, pray tell the lady that her daughter is safe and well.”
“I will, my lord.”
“Now,” he said turning to me. “Let us visit the other inn and see if they are there.”
We rode away. He did not speak and nor did I. I felt frantic with anxiety.
We went for a mile or more; then I said: “But how far is this inn?”
“I am not sure but I believe it to be close by. Ah, wait a moment. I am sure this is the road.”
The clouds of the day had completely disappeared now and the moon had emerged; it was not quite full but just on the wane. I was glad of the light it offered.
“This way,” he said. We went up a drive and then I heard his exclamation. “Good God,” he said. We were looking at a ruin … eerie in moonlight. A sudden horror took possession of me. It was as though I were living in a nightmare. What had happened to me? Here I was in such a place with a man whom I had hated on sight and who had filled me with a sense of fear when I had first seen him. For a moment I told myself this could not be happening in reality. I was dreaming. We had gone to The Traveller’s Rest and in the oak-panelled room I was dreaming of the man I had met when I was last there.
How ghostly was that scene! The walls only were standing for it was nothing but a shell. It seemed menacing, haunted by evil spirits as the moonlight cast ghostly shadows on the smoke-blackened walls.
I looked at the man beside me and I felt a sudden fear possess me. A faint moaning in the trees sounded like souls in distress. I seemed to hear a warning in the air. “Get away from here. Find your mother. Go back where you will be safe.”
An owl screeched suddenly and I jumped in terror. I imagined the grim bird swooping suddenly on some unsuspecting prey.
Colum Casvellyn was smiling ruefully.
“Who would have thought it! It must have happened recently. It was a flourishing inn when I last passed this way.”
“Is there anywhere else where my mother might be?”
“I know of none other.”
I said: “I should go back to The Inn of the Roses. I could stay there for the rest of the night.”
“A lady alone?”
“I see no help for it. What else could I do?”
“You could come to Castle Paling.”
“Your home!”
“It is not so far from here. I would send some of my servants out to scour the roads.”
“If I went to the inn, you could still do that.”
“There would be delay. I would have to take you to the inn and return home. Then I would have to give my servants their orders. If we went there now I could have them out on the road in less than an hour.”
I hesitated. “I think I would rather go to the inn.”
He shrugged his shoulders, and we turned our horses. I could not help taking a look backwards at that derelict inn. I wondered how it had happened. I could picture the wood structure blazing for a few minutes. I wondered if anyone had been trapped. I could almost fancy I heard the screaming of people in terror. It was said that when people died violently they came back. That was what haunting meant.
The strong feeling was with me that I should get away from the man who rode beside me. So strong was it that the thought entered my mind that I should attempt to escape. Let him go on ahead a little, then turn and gallop the other way. But where to and would he not soon overtake me? No, he had helped me so far; he had saved me from the robbers and what had their purpose been—robbery and rape? Who could say? I should be grateful to him and yet I did not trust him, and when I was at the burned-out inn I had sensed that something was urgently warning me.
I would go back to the inn and there I should wait throughout the night; and if his servants succeeded in finding my mother, then I must be forever grateful to him and heartily forgive him his churlish behaviour on our first meeting.
We went along at a steady trot side by side. I wondered what the time was. It must have been more than two hours since I had lost my mother. How far had I ridden from that spot? I was beginning to get frantic.
We came out of a dark road into the open. Before me was a sight which would have been inspiring had it not filled me with apprehension. Dominating the moonlit scene were the stark grey machicolated towers of a castle rising high on the rocky cliffs … and beyond, the sea.
I stared at the lofty square-shaped structure with its towers on each corner. It was a fortress built for defence, with the protection of the sea on one side and the battlemented towers facing the land.
“Welcome to Castle Paling,” he said softly.
I turned to him sharply. “I understood you were taking me to the inn.”
“Nay,” he said. “This is better. I was unsure of the way, and I do not believe your mother would wish you to spend a night at an inn unguarded.”