Instantly the floor beneath her feet exploded into flames, and she was enveloped in a brilliant white fire that reached all the way to the ceiling. Frozen in place, shocked by the suddenness of it, she cringed in anticipation of the expected pain. But the fire did nothing to harm her. The flames exuded neither heat nor smoke; nor did they burn, but instead enfolded her in a blanket of warmth and comfort. The worries and the stresses of the days she had spent coming to this place faded away as if they had never been. Everything around her disappeared, and she was surrounded by an impenetrable brightness that first flared as white light and then slowly became crimson.
She was inside the Bloodfire.
How odd, she thought, that I can stand in a pillar of fire and not be burned. She glanced down at herself to be sure she was not mistaken, but her body was whole and her flesh undamaged.
What is happening to me?
She wondered again at the way in which she had been brought to this place, drawn to it by something larger than herself. She thought at first it must be the fire, but then she realized the fire had been summoned by her presence as the bearer of the Ellcrys seed and was no more than an impersonal magic that responded to her appearance. She was the source of the summons—the Chosen of the tree, the bearer of its seed, a young girl wrapped in cool flames.
She experienced a sudden revelation, a door opening back on her life that filled her with a terrible understanding.
There had never been any choice in this matter for her.
She had never been able to walk away from her fate.
Her life’s story had been imprinted on her from the moment of her birth.
She was one of the Omarosian Chosen, an Elessedil carrying on the line so that the magic that kept the Forbidding whole and the demons imprisoned would not die out. She was the descendant of a girl who—desperate to atone for a tragic mistake—had given up her life so her people could be made safe. That was who and what she was. That was the life she had been given to live should the Ellcrys fail.
As it had failed. As it must have sensed, not so long ago, it would.
Unbidden and unafraid, she reached into her tunic pocket and closed her fingers about the Ellcrys seed. The smooth orb was warm against her skin, and she could feel it pulsate softly. She stared at the scarlet fire surrounding her, wondering what she was supposed to do next. Shouldn’t something already be happening? Why wasn’t the seed responding in some more dramatic way to the Bloodfire?
She wondered suddenly if she had misjudged things. Was there something more to the ritual of immersion? Perhaps she lacked some piece of knowledge that was crucial to the process. Or perhaps the seed was failing to respond because she was not the one intended to produce it. Perhaps the Ellcrys had been mistaken after all. Perhaps the seed was not hers to bear beyond this point, as she had hoped all along. She was meant to bring it here, where it would be quickened, and then to return it to the tree so that the proper Chosen could be summoned and …
She trailed off abruptly, aware of what she was doing.
Denying herself. Equivocating. Looking to escape the responsibility she had been given.
None of which was right. She was the one. She knew it.
Ignoring the persistence of fears and doubts, hardening herself for whatever would happen next, she brought the Ellcrys seed all the way out of her pocket and held it forth, fully exposed. Instantly, the flames brightened around her and the seed blazed in their reflection. A feeling of connection between the seed and the fire bloomed within her, revealing that she was not wrong in coming here and that the Ellcrys had left nothing to chance. Tendrils began to weave and lace within her body, and images appeared before her eyes.
The images filled her with understanding and hope.
She dropped to her knees and brought the Ellcrys seed close against her breast.
And gave herself over to its power.
On the other side of the doorway to the Bloodfire chamber, Aphen sat with Cymrian on a large rock, eyes fixed on the thin sheet of water that separated her from her sister. It felt like hours had passed.
“She should be back by now.”
Cymrian shook his head. “You can’t know that. We have to be patient.”
“I don’t want to be patient.”
“I don’t blame you. You don’t even want to be here. None of us does. This whole business is terrifying.”
“Perhaps she isn’t the right one. Perhaps someone else is. Perhaps there’s been a mistake.”
“Perhaps.”
“But you don’t think so.”
“Arling doesn’t think so. And that’s what matters.”
They went silent again, waiting. Aphen found her thoughts straying to other times—to when the girls were young and played together every day, when life was simpler and less threatening and the world was a better place. She couldn’t help herself. She knew it was pointless to wish for something that was gone. It was pointless even to think about it. She was going to lose her sister and she would never get her back.
Arling would never see twenty. She would never take a lover. She would never bond and have children. She would never see even as much of life as Aphen had.
She would never return to her home. Aphen would have to be the one to tell their mother what had happened. Whatever that turned out to be.
“I don’t feel as if this is enough to change what is happening with the demonkind. I don’t sense that this will do what we think. Something is wrong, Cymrian.”
The Elven Hunter nodded. “Everything is wrong. That’s the problem. Nothing feels right.”
“It shouldn’t be like this.”
He looked over at her. “I thought that once about you and me, back before you agreed to accept me as your protector. I loved you, and you didn’t know it, and I couldn’t bring myself to tell you. But I always believed that one day everything would change. Now, maybe, it has. Because we love each other and things feel right again. Do you see what I’m saying? Sometimes we just have to trust that time and fate will bring us back to where we are supposed to be. Sometimes patience and belief are all we have.”
She stared at him. “I couldn’t have done this without you. You have made all the difference. You kept me from falling apart.”
“I think we did that for each other. I think maybe we always will.”
She smiled. “I hope that, too.” She paused. “But I don’t know. I don’t know about anything now.”
They were silent again after that, eyes fixed once more on the waterfall entry, watching and listening. The minutes passed, and nothing happened. All around them, the gloom hovered like a specter’s cloak spread wide. They had kept their diapson-powered torches turned on, but the slender beams did barely enough to illuminate a narrow span of the cavern’s blackness and nothing to brighten the whole.
Somewhere behind them, back the way they had come, water was dripping in the stillness.
Abruptly, Aphen stirred. “I’ve waited long enough. I’m going in after her.”
But it was Arlingfant Elessedil who came to her instead, emerging through the screen of water like a ghost, thin and wan in the gloom and damp, somehow less substantial than before—so diminished that it seemed as if the light from their hastily redirected torches shone right through her.
“Aphen?” she asked in a hoarse whisper.
Aphenglow was on her feet instantly, racing toward her sister until she had her firmly gripped in her arms and held close. She was shocked at the other’s lightness. Arling seemed like a rag doll, her bones gone and her body emptied out. She hung on Aphen, clung to her like it was all she could do to remain upright.
Cymrian rushed over to help. “What’s happened?” he demanded, lifting the girl into the cradle of his arms.
Arling’s eyes found his. The formerly dark orbs were blood red and glistening. “The fire …,” she began, and then her eyes closed, and she was unconscious.