Ah, me.
Possibly I had better start over.
I am starting over.
What happened was that I once wrote Martin Heidegger a letter.
It was in answer to my letter that Martin Heidegger indicated his familiarity with the Odyssey.
Even though my own letter had had nothing to do with that topic.
Although in fact what I now believe is that I wish to start this whole thing still one more time.
I am starting this whole thing still one more time.
What really happened, once, was that I wrote letters to a considerable number of famous people.
So that to tell the truth Martin Heidegger was not even the most famous person I wrote to.
Certainly Winston Churchill would have been considered more famous than Martin Heidegger.
In fact I am positive that Picasso would have also been considered more famous than Martin Heidegger.
And that the same thing could have assuredly been said about the Queen of England.
Well, and what with fame generally being a matter of one's orientation anyway, surely in the eyes of people who admired music Igor Stravinsky and Maria Callas would have been said to have been more famous themselves.
As no doubt in the eyes of people who admired movies this would have held true for Katharine Hepburn or Marlon Brando or Peter O'Toole.
Or as for people who admired baseball it might even have appeared to be the case with Stan Usual.
But be all that as it may I wrote letters to every single one of these people.
And as a matter of fact I wrote letters to more peopie than this.
Some of the other people I suspect I may also have written to were Bertrand Russell, and Dmitri Shostakovich, and Ralph Hodgson, and Anna Akhmatova, and Maurice Utrillo, and Irene Papas.
Moreover I suspect I may have even written to Gilbert Murray and to T. E. Shaw.
Although when I say I suspect in regard to these latter cases it is because with a good number of them I can no longer be certain.
The chief reason I can no longer be certain being simply that I wrote all of these letters a good many years ago.
But too, another reason is that a certain number of the people I have mentioned may in fact have already been dead by the time I wrote the letters.
And in which case I would have scarcely written to them, naturally.
Well, this having been the very situation with such people as Jackson Pollock, and Gertrude Stein, and Dylan Thomas, to whom I naturally did not write, either.
So that all I actually mean is that after so long I have forgotten a lot of these other people's dates.
Which is to say that even though I happen to be thinking about them now as having been people I might have thought about writing to then, they may have obviously not been people I would have been thinking about writing to then after all.
This is not really that complicated, although it may seem to be.
And to tell the truth I had no special messages for anybody individually in any case.
Every single one of the letters having been identical.
In fact they were all Xerox copies of one letter.
All of them stating that I had just gotten a cat.
Well, naturally the letters stated more than that.
One would hardly sit down and Xerox a letter to Picasso, or to the Queen of England, simply to state that one had just gotten a cat.
It being that I was having an extraordinary amount of difficulty in naming the cat, and did they have any suggestions, that was what else the letter said.
All of this having been contrived in a spirit of fun, of course.
Even if it remains a fact that the letters were quite truthful.
Except perhaps for the fact that the cat was not really a cat but only still a kitten.
After one has had a cat for a certain time one tends to refer to it as a cat even when speaking of the period in which it had not yet become a cat, however.
Even if that is doubtless neither here nor there.
The point remaining that there was the poor thing still poking about my studio with nothing for anybody to call it by.
Until it had almost stopped being a kitten and begun to become a cat for real, in fact.
Almost cat, being what I had even begun to think of it as.
Although doubtless I had better get some help with this difficulty, being what I was also finally forced to think.
What would Joan Baez name an almost cat? Or Germaine Greer? Doubtless I even began to have thoughts along those lines, as well.
Well, unquestionably I began to have thoughts along those lines as well, or it would have otherwise scarcely occurred to me to write those letters.
Even if I have perhaps forgotten to mention that Joan Baez and Germaine Greer were two more of the people I wrote them to.
And even if it was not actually my idea to write those letters in any way at all.
Actually, what happened was that there happened to be certain people at my studio, one evening, and one of these people happened to ask me what my almost cat's name happened to be.
Well, visiting at somebody's studio and having an almost cat climb into one's lap one is quite naturally apt to ask a question of that sort.
In fact whose lap the almost cat had climbed into was Marco Antonio Montes de Oca's lap.
Even if I no longer have any idea whatsoever what Marco Antonio Montes de Oca may have been doing at my studio. Unless perhaps it may have been William Gaddis who brought him.
Although doubtless I have also failed to mention that William Gaddis ever visited at my studio himself.
William Gaddis now and again visited at my studio himself.
And on certain of those occasions brought along other writers.
One would tend to do that sort of thing, basically.
Well, by which I mean that if William Gaddis had been a pharmacist doubtless the other people he brought along would have been other pharmacists.
Assuming he brought along anybody to begin with, I am obviously also saying.
So that this time he had perhaps brought along Marco Antonio Montes de Oca, who in either case did ask me what my almost cat's name was.
And so that what happened right after that was that all sorts of interesting suggestions were offered in regard to a name.
Writing to famous people for suggestions being one of those very suggestions, as it turned out.
And which immediately appeared to ring a little bell for everybody in the room.
So that in no time at all I had a sheet of paper filled with more names of famous people than you could count.
All of this as I say having been contrived in a spirit of fun.
Even if it saddened me.
Well, for never having heard of half of the people who were mentioned, to tell the truth.
Although not that this was by any means an entirely new experience in my life either, when one comes down to that.
In fact it had sometimes seemed to happen every other time I turned around.
So that as quickly as one had gotten accustomed to a name like Jacques Levi-Strauss, say, there was everybody talking about Jacques Barthes.
And three days after that about Jacques somebody else.
And in the meantime all one had honestly ever been trying to do was catch up to Susan Sontag.
And of course it was around this same time that one discovered that people who wrote ordinary art reviews in the daily newspapers had stopped calling themselves art reviewers and become art critics, as well.
Which naturally led one to wonder just what one was supposed to call E. H. Gombrich or Meyer Schapiro, then.
Well, or Erwin Panofsky or Millard Meiss or Heinrich Wolfilin or Rudolf Arnheim or Harold Rosenberg or Arnold Hauser or Andre Malraux or Rene Huyghe or William Gaunt or Walter Friedlaender or Max J. Friedlander or Elie Faure or Emile Male or Kenneth Clark or Wylie Sypher or Clement Greenberg or Herbert Read.