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Delilah

Pandora

Jahi

Tam ar

and there was a wicked witch and she was also called

goddess and her name was

Kali

Fatima

Artemis

Hera

Isis

Mary

Ishtar

and there was a wicked witch and she was also called

queen and her name was

Bathsheba

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Vashti

Cleopatra

Helen

Salome

Elizabeth

Clytemnestra

Medea

and there was a wicked witch and she was also called

witch and her name was

Joan

Circe

Morgan le Fay

Tiamat

Maria Leonza

Medusa

and they had this in common: that they were feared,

hated, desired, and worshiped.

When one enters the world of fairy tale one seeks

with difficulty for the actual place where legend and

history part. One wants to locate the precise moment

when fiction penetrates into the psyche as reality, and

history begins to mirror it. Or vice versa. Women

live in fairy tale as magical figures, as beauty, danger,

innocence, malice, and gr eed. In the personae of the

fairy tale —the wicked witch, the beautiful princess,

the heroic prince —we find what the culture would have

us know about who we are.

The point is that we have not formed that ancient

world —it has formed us. We ingested it as children

whole, had its values and consciousness imprinted on

our minds as cultural absolutes long before we were in

fact men and women. We have taken the fairy tales of

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childhood with us into maturity, chewed but still lying

in the stomach, as real identity. Between Snow-white

and her heroic prince, our two great fictions, we never

did have much o f a chance. A t some point, the Great

Divide took place: they (the boys) dreamed o f mounting

the Great Steed and buying Snow-white from the

dwarfs; we (the girls) aspired to become that object o f

every necrophiliac’s lust —the innocent, victimized Sleeping Beauty, beauteous lump o f ultimate, sleeping good.

Despite ourselves, sometimes unknowing, sometimes

knowing, unwilling, unable to do otherwise, we act out

the roles we were taught.

Here is the beginning, where we learn who we must

be, as well as the moral o f the story.

C H A P T E R 1

Onceuponatime: The Roles

Death is that remedy all singers dream of

Allen Ginsberg

The culture predetermines who we are, how we behave,

what we are willing to know, what we are able to feel.

We are bom into a sex role which is determined by

visible sex, or gender.

We follow explicit scenarios of passage from birth

into youth into maturity into old age, and then we die.

In the process of adhering to sex roles, as a direct

consequence o f the imperatives of those roles, we commit homicide, suicide, and genocide.

Death is our only remedy. We imagine heaven.

There is no suffering there, we say. There is no sex

there, we say. We mean, there is no culture there.

We mean, there is no gender there. We dream that

death will release us from suffering—from guilt, sex,

the body. We recognize the body as the source of our

suffering. We dream of a death which will mean freedom from it because here on earth, in our bodies, we are fragmented, anguished—either men or women,

bound by the very fact of a particularized body to a role

which is annihilating, totalitarian, which forbids us any

real self-becoming or self-realization.

Fairy tales are the primary information of the culture. They delineate the roles, interactions, and values which are available to us. They are our childhood

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models, and their fearful, dreadful content terrorizes

us into submission — if we do not become good, then evil

will destroy us; if we do not achieve the happy ending,

then we will drown in the chaos. As we grow up, we

forget the terror—the wicked witches and their smothering malice. We remember romantic paradigms: the heroic prince kisses Sleeping Beauty; the heroic prince

searches his kingdom to find Cinderella; the heroic

prince marries Snow-white. But the terror remains as

the substratum o f male-female relation — the terror

remains, and we do not ever recover from it or cease to

be motivated by it. Grown men are terrified o f the

wicked witch, internalized in the deepest parts o f memory. Women are no less terrified, for we know that not to be passive, innocent, and helpless is to be actively

evil.

Terror, then, is our real theme.

The Mother as a Figure of Terror

Whether “instinctive” or not, the maternal role in the sexual constitution originates in the fact that only the woman is necessarily present at birth. Only the

woman has a dependable and easily identifiable connection to the child —a tie on

which society can rely. This maternal feeling is the root of human community.

George Gilder, Sexual Suicide

Snow-white’s biological mother was a passive, good

queen who sat at her window and did embroidery.

She pricked her finger one day —no doubt an event in

her life —and 3 drops o f blood fell from it onto the

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snow. Somehow that led her to wish for a child “as white

as snow, as red as blood, and as black as the wood of the

embroidery frame.” 1 Soon after, she had a daughter

with “skin as white as snow, lips as red as blood, and

hair as black as ebony. ” 2 Then, she died.

A year later, the king married again. His new wife

was beautiful, greedy, and proud. She was, in fact,

ambitious and recognized that beauty was coin in the

male realm, that beauty translated directly into power

because it meant male admiration, male alliance, male

devotion.

The new queen had a magic mirror and she would

ask it: “Looking-glass upon the wall, Who is fairest

of us all? ” 3 And inevitably, the queen was the fairest

(had there been anyone fairer we can presume that the

king would have married her).

One day the queen asked her mirror who the fairest

was, and the mirror answered: “Queen, you are full

fair, *tis true, But Snow-white fairer is than you. ” 4

Snow-white was 7 years old.

The queen became “yellow and green with envy,

and from that hour her heart turned against Snow-

white, and she hated her. And envy and pride like ill

weeds grew in her heart higher every day, until she had