The Chaldarean world had become convinced that the mission would be successful this time. Those who considered themselves great men wanted their legacies to include participation in a great holy work.
Helspeth had gone very cold and remote, suddenly.
And Lady Hilda considered him almost with pity.
He had stepped in it somehow.
22. Tel Moussa: The Slide
It had grown too cold for the Mountain to spend his nights beneath the stars. His old bones could not take the chill. He would spend a few minutes studying the winter sky, then would fling a silent curse toward Shamramdi, then toward the Idiam, and then, finally, toward Gherig. Frustration lay in all directions.
Worst cursed first. The functionaries in the Lucidian capital were not providing adequate reinforcements, whatever Indala promised. The Great Shake had his health problems. Every underling wanted to take advantage of weakened oversight.
Little was heard about the monster in the Idiam. Nassim could not do much to help the tribes-who did keep the Rascal under observation.
The Master of the Commandery in Gherig continued to be more competent than Black Rogert. Nassim now doubted that he could hang on to Tel Moussa and be a strategic nuisance in the time of the new crusade.
When full dark fell the Mountain could see the lights of Gherig. The new people were repairing and upgrading, day and night. They kept patrols out all the time. They considered any contact productive.
The Mountain found himself confused by an enemy determined to fight a war of attrition far from the wellspring of his strength.
Every man Gherig lost had to be replaced by someone from overseas. Alizarin’s replacements needed only travel a few days. But Nassim lost two men for each replacement received and those were green boys. Few lived long enough to become seasoned.
The Mountain considered his days to be numbered. Unless the God whose mercy he had begun to doubt stirred the hearts of the warlords of Qasr al-Zed, Tel Moussa would fall.
* * *
It was the coldest winter ever. There was no fuel to waste on heat. What could be brought in had to be conserved for the cooks.
Nassim did not handle cold well. He could not get warm even buried in rugs, blankets, and furs. His men worried. They wanted to install charcoal braziers in his quarters. He refused. He did not believe a commander should enjoy perquisites not available to his followers. Commanders who believed they deserved every comfort denied to those who did the bleeding became Gordimers and Abads, lost in luxury and pleasure.
In the end, though, he surrendered. He let them bring the braziers. Some nights the chill came so badly his shivering left him exhausted. Next day he would be too weak to do anything useful.
Sitting with Az one evening, he said, “We never get too old to learn surprising things about our fellows.”
“Good to hear that, General. Will you take the lesson to heart?”
“The lesson?”
“Yes. That being that, while the men find it admirable that you won’t demand what you won’t give yourself, they also know you’ve been that way longer than most of them have been alive. What they want from you is leadership and guidance, not an example. They want you healthy in body and mind because it’s your genius and experience that give them a chance to get through the bleak season alive.”
Nassim grunted. Old habits. His flesh had become enamored of warmth.
One Moufaq Hali al-Aliki, a recently arrived captain who had managed to slide twenty-eight recruits through the Brotherhood blockade, interrupted. Nassim did not like Moufaq. Hali combined all the worst characteristics of the Qasr al-Zed aristocracy in one young, handsome, supercilious package. Hali said, “General, pardon the intrusion, I pray. Officer of the watch begs to inform you that the man Bone has returned. I don’t know what that means.”
Alizarin wanted to kick the man for his tone. Why, he was not exactly sure. Some relationships were poisoned from the beginning.
“Thank you, Moufaq Hali. That could be important.” He allowed er-Selim to help him up. He told himself he needed endure Hali only till the fools at Shamramdi moved him to another theater. “I’ll be there shortly.”
Once Hali was gone, Alizarin asked, “Az, how likely is it that Shamramdi makes personnel decisions with an eye toward maximizing casualties?”
“I can imagine those people being capable. I don’t think they are, however. I can’t conceive of a motive.”
Neither could the Mountain. All Qasr al-Zed must, by now, understand that he had no ambitions.
“Let’s see Bone.”
“Promise you won’t send that old man out again, General.”
“Promised, and sworn on God’s Name.”
He had not expected Bone to complete his assignment. He had entertained a secret hope that the old man would just settle in al-Qarn.
Nassim had Bone brought to a place where they both could be warm. Food and drink were waiting.
It was clear that Bone did not bring good news. Nor was he interested in extended palaver. He was old and tired. He wanted to go lie down forever. Straining to remain awake, he said, “The mission was both a success and a failure, General.”
“I see. How so?”
“Begging your indulgence, I did locate your wife. She does not wish to see you again. I’m sorry, sir. That is the gentlest way of putting her words. She blames you for the death of your son and considers you a traitor. She has returned to her father’s house.”
“Her father is dead.”
Bone scowled, one eyelid drooping. “Then will it satisfy you better if I say she has returned to the house of her brother, which belonged to her father when your marriage was negotiated?”
“Ignore me. I’ll try to avoid interjecting irrelevancies.”
“Excellent. I’ll hold you to that.”
Nassim reddened slightly.
“I located Captain Tage’s family as well. A surprise since that had proven difficult before. The wife and daughters are alive, well, and convinced that Else Tage has been dead for years. His return would not be welcome.”
“What do you mean?”
“The Lion was entirely proper where the Captain’s family was concerned. Once the Rascal told him the Captain was dead, Gordimer found a new husband for the widow. He added a pension to make her more attractive. Today they live much better than they did as the Captain’s family. I did nothing to destabilize that.”
Nassim considered his folded hands.
God inscribed one’s destiny upon one’s forehead at the moment of birth. All this had been Willed long ago. God was a jerk. God insisted that the harshest sacrifices be endured by those who loved Him most.
Nassim could no longer raise the full fatalism of the stout-hearted Faithful. “Did you speak to them?”
“To your wife only by exchange of letters. I was permitted to speak to Captain Tage’s wife, through a screen. Her new husband is forward-thinking. He was also terrified of how the Sha-lug might respond if he refused. Many of our brethren melted into the population and have been wreaking miseries on the Lucidians and their collaborators-even though the most senior Sha-lug at least pretend to be cooperating.”
“Sum total, Bone. You could not get anyone to join an effort to remind Else Tage of his Sha-lug roots. Correct?”
“Exactly. He was reported dead. They have moved on. Best for all concerned if he remains dead.”
“If I knew somewhere to go I think I’d pack it in and move along to the next level of exile.”
“Can I get some sleep, now?”
“Of course. Sweet dreams. We’ll mine your tidings of despair more deeply later on.”
Bone, Nassim noted, was not filled with despair. Bone did not care, one way or another, about choices made and changes pursued by the women he had been sent to find. He had done his job. He had reported the results. He was content. Time to nap.