“From the hospital over in Sorenson. He yanked out my brother’s appendix two years ago.”
“He’s a surgeon?” I say, feeling suddenly faint.
“I sure as hell hope so since he cut my brother’s belly open.”
“And you know his name?”
“Of course. You think I’d let somebody carve Randall up without knowing his name?”
I feel as if I am leaning over a high ledge, petrified of the drop before me yet fighting a strange compulsion to throw myself off. And before I can think twice, I leap.
“Who was it?” It comes out as little more than a whisper. For one fleeting second, I hope she won’t tell me. I pray that some lingering vestige of her strict confidentiality rule will take over at the last minute.
But she does tell me and my life falls apart.
“Funny thing,” she says, not knowing that what she is about to say is the most unfunny thing she could possibly tell me. “His last name is the same as yours. Winston. Dr. David Winston.”
Chapter 30
Dom pulls his car around behind the house and into the garage. The drive home was a silent one once Dom gave up on his attempts to get me to talk. I can’t talk. I am too stunned, too confused, and too heartbroken.
I notice the car parked beside the garage—a dark sedan I recognize immediately—with a sense of resignation. The car itself is empty, but when I crane around to look back at the cottage, I can make out a dark shadow sitting on the steps of my porch.
“You can come into the house and hide out if you want,” Dom offers as he turns off the engine and hits the button on the garage door opener.
I give him a wan smile. “Thanks, but I can handle Hurley.”
“He’s gonna be pissed after the way you ditched him at The Cellar.”
“He’ll get over it.”
I open my door and start to get out but Dom reaches over and stops me with a hand on my arm. “Are you going to be okay?” he says, concern marking his face.
I nod, though we both know I might never be okay again. I spent the ride home trying to make the facts add up to something other than the inevitable conclusion, but it was like trying to prove that two plus two equals five, an exercise I failed in my high school algebra class and can’t seem to master any better now. Still I keep trying, unable—or maybe unwilling—to accept the obvious.
I can’t even harbor any last hopes that Cinder might have mistaken someone else for David. She described him to a tee and when I showed her a picture from my wallet that was a group shot of David and me with Desi, Lucien, and two other couples, Cinder picked David out without hesitation.
I am struggling to accept the fact that the man I married, the man I thought I knew, is involved in all of this. I find it hard to believe that I’ve been so blind, so utterly clueless all this time.
I am appalled, confused, and furious. I want to scream, hit someone, kick someone, or break something. Which is why I feel prepared to take on Hurley. Right now, any man that ticks me off even the slightest bit will be putting his life—and a few precious anatomical parts—at great risk.
I lean over and give Dom a quick buss on the cheek. “I’ll holler really loud if I need anything, okay?”
“Okay, I’ll be listening. Hey, why don’t you come over and have breakfast with me in the morning?”
“Thanks, but I don’t think I’ll be very good company.”
“Since when does that stop you?”
Despite the vicious storm roiling inside me, I smile. “Thanks for the offer, but I think I’ll be better off alone for now, Dom.”
“I’ll make Belgian waffles.”
Dom’s Belgian waffles are legendary, the stuff culinary wet dreams are made of. The fact that his offer doesn’t make me instantly start to salivate proves just how upset I am.
“Please, Mattie? I’m kind of lonely with Izzy gone and I’d really enjoy your company, bitchy or not. Besides, I want to know what happens with Mr. Gold Star over there,” he says, nodding toward Hurley.
I know Dom is no more lonely than he is straight, but I am touched by his efforts nonetheless. “Okay, fine. You win. I’ll see you in the morning.”
As I step out of the garage and walk toward Hurley, I concentrate on keeping my face impassive. My breath clouds before me as I sigh, and I wonder why Hurley is sitting outside on my steps rather than in his car, given that the temperature is hovering somewhere in the midforties.
“Aren’t you cold?” I ask him when I am a few feet away.
“I seem to be rather hot at the moment,” he says, his voice tight. “I get that way whenever someone tries to make me for a fool.”
“Who did that?” Pure innocence.
“Give it up, Mattie. You sicced that…creature on me on purpose, didn’t you?”
“Whatever are you talking about? You’ve lost me, Hurley.”
“No, I’d say it was you who lost me. And nicely done at that. Distract me by having some she-male try to rape me in public and then sneak out the back door. Very clever.”
“I left out the front door.”
“It’s a figure of speech,” he says irritably. “And you know what I mean. Where’d you go?”
“Dom and I stopped at another bar for a nightcap.”
“Bullshit.”
“Are you calling me a liar?”
“Gee, I don’t know. Have you ever lied to me?” he snaps back.
Score one for his side.
I don’t want to play any longer. Generally I enjoy Hurley’s presence, not to mention the opportunity to just look at him. And that kiss we shared is still hot on my mind. But discovering that the man I’ve been married to for the last seven years had a romantic liaison with not only another woman, but with an HIV-infected man, doesn’t exactly put me in the mood for romance. I need to be alone.
“Go away, Hurley. I don’t want to play your games tonight.” I storm past him and onto the porch. I unlock the door, push it open, reach in, and flip the light switch. I am about to look back to make sure Hurley is leaving when I see what awaits me in the living room.
“What the—”
Hurley comes up behind me and leans in over my shoulder. The two of us stand there, staring, trying to make sense of what we are seeing.
My living room floor is covered with dozens of white fluffy tufts, like some sort of cotton batting. It looks as if someone murdered a small mattress by blowing it to smithereens. Except most of these chunks of stuffing have strings attached. Scattered amidst the tufts are tiny pieces of shredded paper, some with blue writing on them. I tilt my head to read a fairly large piece near my foot, making out the letters t-a-m. And then Rubbish struts out from under the couch proudly carrying his latest kill in his mouth—more of the white cottony stuff. But this piece is as yet unchewed and unclawed and in its original form, the string trailing along the floor.
Hurley reaches down and picks up one of the malformed tufts by its string. He holds it aloft, staring at it. “What the hell is this?” he asks.
“It’s a tampon, Hurley. Don’t tell me you’ve never seen one before.”
He drops it as if it burned him and takes a quick step back.
“Geez, Hurley, relax. They haven’t been used or anything.”
His face turns a bright shade of crimson and suddenly I know how to get him to leave. I lean over and pick up the mutilated tampon he just dropped.
“Want me to explain how it works?” I say, swinging it by the string like a hypnotist’s watch. I step closer.
He backs up another step. “No, really. That’s not necessary. I…um…I just wanted to make sure you got home okay. Everything looks fine here so I guess I’ll be on my way. Good night.”
He spins around and is gone so fast I start to wonder if he was ever really here. Seconds later his car engine fires up and I listen to the sound of it fading as he goes down the driveway. When he reaches the road, I hear him lay down rubber as he peels out.