"Ta, Davey," she murmured. "You're a love." She collapsed back onto the couch, her robe gaping now, and I found myself overcome with an urge to run my hands over her. I knew she wouldn't appreciate it, considering, and I was still fighting with my own demons. I grabbed a blanket off the back of the sofa and covered her instead.
Smiling, she mumbled, "I'm sorry I called you a fuckwit."
"What else are little brothers for?"
“You’re not my brother,” she mumbled and I watched her turn away from the light, pulling the blanket with her.
I decided to give her a break from the noise and go sit out on the patio to finish looking at the paper. Dawn was missing out on another perfect sun-bathing day, although there was more of a wind and I had to struggle to keep my paper still. I sat and highlighted possibilities but my mind wasn't on the task at hand anymore. All the blood had been diverted from my brain.
The sight of Dawn's pubic hair, even just a little exposed under her robe, made me remember how she tasted in my mouth. I closed my eyes, remembering the softness of her flesh against my tongue, the soft cries she made, that little "uh, uh, uh" before she came. It was like I was addicted to it now. I couldn't seem to think about anything else.
I sighed, giving up on my paper and walking over to the shed, my cock leading the way. I dug my favourite porn mag, Yank, out from under the wood pile, flipping it open to the page. There she was…lying on her tummy on the bed, her legs open, her cunt exposed for me. I flipped the page and found that it was even more thrilling to me now that things between Dawn and I were hotting up.
I'd thought she looked like Dawn, and she did-but now I realised that her cunt was different. Dawn's was fuller, fleshier, thicker-and even more pink. My cock ached now and I undid my jeans and freed it, rubbing my thumb over the tip with a shiver.
I started wanking, my eyes on the sweet pink of her cunt. Now I knew what it felt like to touch one. I knew what it tasted like, what my fingers sounded like moving in and out of that hot, moist flesh. Now I wanted it more than ever.
When I flipped the page, I remembered that first morning she and I had been together. I could close my eyes and see her finger-fucking herself, her breasts trembling and shaking with the effort, her soft moans. My mind skipped forward to the first time I'd licked her, right there on the sofa she was asleep on, and the first time I'd felt her mouth wrapped around my cock.
My hand, moving up and down my shaft faster now, was a poor substitute, I realised. It got me to thinking…if her mouth felt that much better-really, exponentially better-than my hand…what would her cunt feel like? I groaned, my eyes opening back up to the picture of the girl who looked so much like Dawn on the glossy magazine page, flipping it again to see her exposing her cunt with both hands. What would Dawn's cunt feel like when I slid into it?
I caught myself with a start. When…
That was the thought. Not if, but when. God, I didn't want to admit it, but it was true-I wanted to fuck her. My cock was swollen and aching with my lust for her. I turned the page to my all-time favourite pic, the girl's arse up in the air, his cum sliding down her arsehole and cunt.
Seeing Dawn's writing there in the margin made me want her even more, and the girl in the picture paled in comparison. I closed my eyes and imagined Dawn’ cunt instead, imagined what it would be like to slide my thick, throbbing length into her wetness. I licked my palm and slid it over my shaft, making my thumb and finger tight like the opening to her cunt. It felt great, and I made my fist tighter, like I was slipping up into the slippery sleeve of her wetness. Oh christ, I wanted her.
I could hear her voice in my head, "Don't you want to fuck me?" My cock jerked in response, my hand pumping hard now, picturing her arse up in the air, watching my cock slide in and out of her. Would she let me come inside of her? I moaned, imagining spurting my cum deep into her cunt, and that did it. My cock began to spasm, spilling hot jets of creamy white fluid all over my hand.
And I still couldn't get the image of Dawn out of my head, even when I was spent. I was thinking about her as I cleaned up and stashed the magazines. I was still thinking about her when I went into the house. She wasn't sleeping on the sofa anymore and the shower was running upstairs. I decided I was going to have to get out of the house. Maybe getting a job as soon as possible wasn't such a bad idea after all.
I decided on cold pizza for lunch. Dawn came down wearing her robe, her hair wet. She smiled at me as she passed by, sorting through the cupboards, but she turned away empty handed with a sigh, opening the fridge. I chewed my pizza, washing it down with a soda, watching her rummage through, looking for something.
"How are you feeling?" I swallowed down the last of my food.
"Better. Ta." She put some lettuce, tomatoes and cucumbers on the counter. "I think that Irn-Bru really works."
"Always does for me when I've gotten tanked up." I watched her cut lettuce and put it into a bowl. She licked her fingers after cutting the tomato. Bloody hell, my cock was knocking at my zipper, and I was just watching her holding a cucumber in her hand!
I sighed, taking my dishes to the sink and rinsing them. I felt her press in behind me, resting her cheek against my back. Her body was incredibly warm, her breasts soft against me as she slipped her arms around my waist.
"Davey…" She rubbed against me. "You're so good."
"I'm not." I swallowed hard as she slid her hands under my shirt, moving them over the bare skin of my belly, making me shiver. "I'm really, really not."
"You are." She moved her hand down over my jeans. I cringed, knowing she would find how hard I was. Part of me really wanted her to and another part of me was embarrassed still. Especially in the light of day. "Ohhh…yeah. Really, really good."
I groaned, her hand small and warm against my crotch, her breasts moving against my back as she rubbed me. She popped my button open with her other hand, unzipping my jeans. I let her. My cock wanted her, and the more she touched me, the more my head was starting to agree.
"Turn around," she whispered. I did, watching her pull my jeans down to my knees and kneel in front of me. She slipped my cock between her lips, looking up at me. My memory hadn't failed me. It was ten, a hundred times better than my hand.
I looked down at her. God, her eyes. She looked like she loved doing it, like it was the biggest turn-on in the world to have my cock sliding down her throat. That drove me wild. I grunted, thrusting deep into her mouth. She slid her nails up my thighs, grazing them over my balls. Oh christ, that was good! She cupped them in her hand, rolling them around. Gah! My knees felt like they were going to buckle.
"You like that?" Her hand stroked my shaft. I nodded, looking at her through half-closed eyes. She reached down and opened her robe, shrugging it off her shoulders. It fell onto the linoleum in a pink, satiny puddle, exposing her body to my eyes.
Then she stood, pressing against me the whole way, her nipples grazing my thighs, my belly, her hand still wrapped around my cock. She stood on her tiptoes, putting her other hand behind my head and pulling my mouth to hers.
The kiss was long and slow and she tasted like toothpaste. My tongue tried to draw hers further in and my hands slid over her back, down the curve of her arse. My cock pulsed against the soft flesh of her belly and she wiggled against it, making me moan into her mouth.
Without breaking the kiss, she took my hands and put them on her breasts. I still couldn't get over the fact that I was actually doing this-tweaking her nipples, making her gasp and writhe and roll her hips. Her nipples were fat and grew fatter in my fingers as I tugged and pulled on them.