There'd be licenses for al . He pointed at Zoli and said she would help them fil out the required forms. She lowered her head and the crowd cheered. The troopers down the street dropped their truncheons and the officials from the Musicians Union came out onto the steps. A smal boy came pushing past me, laughing. He was wearing the yel ow blinker from Stränsky's motorbike on a chain.
I tried to elbow my way towards her, but she leaned down to whisper something to her husband.
I moved away through the mil ing bodies, past the horses and carts they had lined up along the street.
I'd already memorized the tilt of her chin and the two dark moles at the base of her neck.
In the National Library, amid the dust and the shuffle, I tried to read up on whatever little literature there was. The Gypsies were, it seemed, as fractured as anyone else, their own smal Europe, but they were stil lumped together in one easy census box. Most had already settled down in shanty towns al over Slovakia. They were as apt to fight among themselves as they were to pitch battle against outsiders. Zoli and her people were the aristocracy, if such a word could be used; they stil traveled in their ornate caravans. No dancing bears, or begging, or fortune-tel ing, but they did wear gold coins in their hair and kept some of the older customs alive. Modesty laws. Whispered names. Runic signs. There were thousands of them in Slovakia. They were linked with extended groups of tinsmiths and horse-thieves, but some, like Zoli's kumpanija, moved in a group of about seventy or eighty and made a living almost entirely from music. They were written about in exotic language—no photographs, just sketches.
I shut the pages of the books, walked out into the streets, under the swaying banners and the loud grackles in the trees.
From an open window came the low moan of a saxophone. These were stil vibrant times—the streets were ful and pulsing, and nobody yet sat waiting for the knock of the secret police at the door.
I found Stränsky swaying in the beerhal s. “Come here, young scholar,” he shouted across the tables. He sat me down and bought me a glass. I lapped it up, the high idealism of an older man. He was sure that having a Gypsy poet would be a coup for him, for Credo, and that the Gypsies, as a revolutionary class, if properly guided, could claim and use the written word. “Look,” he said, “everywhere else they're the joke of the week.
Thieves. Conmen. Just imagine if we could raise them up. A literate proletariat. People reading Gypsy literature. We—you, me, her—we can make a whole new art form, get those songs written down. Imagine that, Swann. Nobody has ever done that. This girl is perfect, do you know how perfect she is?”
He leaned forward, his glass shaking.
“Everyone else has shat on them from above. Burned them out. Taunted them. Branded them. Capitalists, fascists, that old empire of yours. We
‘ve got a chance to turn it around. Take them in. We ‘11 be the first. Give them a value. We make life better, we make life fairer, it's the oldest story of al .”
“She's a singer,” I said.
“She's a poet,” he replied. “And you know why?” He raised his glass and prodded my chest. “Because she's cal ed upon to become one. She's a voice from the dust.”
“You're drunk,” I said.
He hoisted a brand-new tape recorder, a spare set of reels, eight spools of tape, and four batteries up onto the table. “I want you to record her, young scholar. Bring her to life.”
“Me?”
“No, the fucking pickled eggs there. For crying out loud, Swann, you've got a brain, don't you?”
I knew what he wanted from me—the prospect thril ed me and knocked the air from my lungs at the same time.
He spun a bit of tape out from a reel. “Just don't tel Elena that I spent our last savings on this.” He wound the spool on and pressed Record. “It's made in Bulgaria, I hope it works.”
He tested it out and his voice came back to us: It's made in Bulgaria, I hope it works.
How inevitable it is; we step into an ordinary moment and never come out again. I raised my glass and signed on. I might as wel have done it in my own blood.
The equipment fitted into a smal rucksack. I strapped it on my back and rode Stränsky's Jawa out into the countryside. Under the grove of trees, I kil ed the engine and waited. The kumpanija was gone. A scorched tire in the grass. A few rags in the branches. I tried to fol ow the rutted marks and the bent grass, but it was impossible.
Beyond Trnava I went towards the low hil s where the vineyards stepped down towards the val ey. I leaned the bike into the corners, wobbled to a halt when a rifle was pointed at me. The tal est trooper smirked while the others gathered around him. I was, I told them, a translator and sociologist studying the ancient culture of the Romani people. “The what?” they asked. “The Gypsies.” They howled with laughter. A sergeant leaned forward:
“There's some up there, with the monkeys in the trees.” I fumbled with the kickstand and showed him my credentials. After a while, he radioed in and came back, snapped to attention. “Comrade,” he said, “proceed.” Stränsky's name, it seemed, stil held some sway. The troopers pointed me in the direction of some scrubland. I had rigged a cushion in place where the seat had been stolen: the troopers guffawed. I slowly turned, pinned them with a look, then took off, scattering dirt behind me.
From the hil s came a strange series of high sounds. Zoli's kumpanija carried giant harps, six, seven feet tal , and, with the bumps in the dirt roads, you could sometimes hear them moving from a distance away: they sounded as if they were mourning in advance.
When I came across her, she was draped across the green gate of a field and her arms hung down, limp. She was dressed in her army coat and was propel ing herself with one foot, slowly back and forth, in a smal arc over the mud. One braid swung in the air, the other was caught between her teeth. On the gate was an il -painted sign that warned trespassers of prosecution. As I approached, she stood up quickly from what had seemed an innocent child's pose, but then I realized that she had been reading while draped on the gate. “Oh,” she said, tucking the loose pages away.
She walked on ahead, cal ing behind her that I should catch up in an hour or two, she ‘d alert the others, they needed time to prepare. I was sure I wouldn't see her again that night, but when I came upon them they had prepared a welcoming feast. “We're ready for you,” she said. Vashengo clapped my back, sat me at the head of the table.
Zoli stood in a yel ow patterned dress with dozens of tiny mirrors glinting on the bodice. She had rouged her face with riverstone.
English, they cal ed me, as if it were the only thing I couldever be. The women giggled at my accent, winding my hair around their fingers. The children sat close to me—astoundingly close—and I thought for a moment they were rifling my pockets, but they weren't, theirs was simply a different form of space. I felt myself begin to lean towards them. Only Zoli seemed to hang back—it was only later I realized she was creating a hol ow between us to protect herself. She said to me once that I had a sudden green gaze, and I thought that it could have been taken as any number of things: curiosity, confusion, desire.
I began to visit once or twice a week. Vashengo al owed me to sleep in the back of his caravan, alongside five of his nine children. The pinch of a sheet was al I had to hold on to. The knots in the wood were like eyes in the ceiling. Al the way from Liverpool to a bed where, on my twenty-fourth birthday, I rol ed across to see five smal heads of tousled hair. I tried to take the bedding outside but in truth the darkness didn't suit me, the stars were not what I was built for, so I slept at the edge of the bed, ful y clothed. In the mornings I heated a coin with a match and put the hot disc to Vashengo's window in order to make a peephole in the frost. The children joked with me— I was wifeless, white, strange, I walked funny, smel ed bad, drove a cannibalized motorbike. The youngest ones pul ed me up by the ears, and dressed me in a waistcoat and their father's old black Homburg. I stepped out to mist shoaling over the fields. Dawn lay cold and wet on the grass. I stood, embarrassed, as the kids ran around, begging me to play wheelbarrow with them. I asked Zoli if there was anywhere else to sleep. “No,” she said, “why would there be?” She smiled and lowered her head and said that I was welcome to go to the hotel twenty kilometers away, but I was hardly going to hear any Romani songs from the chambermaids.