THAT EVENING, HE WAS getting his Dresden notes in order when Tyler McKinley knocked on his door. Ive come to apologize, the American said.
What for? Russell asked.
You know. The other night.
Oh that. Forget it.
Okay. How about a drink?
Russell rubbed his eyes. Why not?
They went to their usual bar, sat at the same table. Russell thought he recognized the stains from the previous week. His companion seemed relieved that he wasnt holding a grudge, and was drinking dark beer for a change. The bar was more crowded than usual, with a population reaching toward double figures.
McKinley got out his pipe and tin of Balkan mixture. What got you started in journalism? Russell asked.
Oh, I always wanted to be one. Long as I can remember. The American smiled reminiscently. When I was a kid I used to spend the summers with my mothers folks in Nugget Cityyouve probably never heard of it. Its a small town in California. Grew up in the Gold Rush days, been shrinking ever since. My granddad ran the local paper in his spare time. Just a weekly. Two pages. Four if something had actually happened. I used to help him with stuff. On print day wed both come home covered in ink. I loved it. He picked up the tobacco tin, and put it down again. Granddad and Grandma both died when I was twelve, so all that stopped. I tried offering my services to the San Francisco papers, but they didn't want kids hanging around in their print rooms. Not surprising, really. Anyway, I got involved with my high school paper, and then the college paper, and eventually got a job at the Examiner. Three years in sports, three on the city desk, and I finally got myself sent to Europe. He grinned. I still love it.
What did your family think? Russell asked. He meant about coming to Europe, but McKinley, busy loading his pipe, answered a different question.
My father was furious. He has his own law firm, and I was supposed to sign up, start at the bottom and eventually take over. He thinks journalists are grubby little hacks, you know, like The Front Page. His eyes lit up. Did you know theyre remaking that, with a woman reporter? Rosalind Russell, I think. And Cary Grants her editor. I read about it in one of Merles Hollywood magazines.
Your Dad still furious?
Not so much. I mean, theyre happy enough to see me when I come home. He sounded like he was trying to convince himself. Its funny, he added, my sister seems angrier than my father.
What does she do?
Nothing much, as far as I can tell. Shed make a much better lawyer than I would, but . . . well, you know . . . Dad would never take a woman into the firm. He struck a match, applied it to the bowl, and sucked in. The bowl glowed, and a noxious plume of smoke escaped from his lips.
Thats enough to make anyone resentful, Russell said. Not being offered something you want is bad enough; someone else turning it down just adds salt to the wound.
McKinley looked at him as if he were a magician. You know, that never occurred to me.
When did you last go home? Russell asked.
Oh, the Thanksgiving before last. But I write quite often.
Russell thought about his own family. His mother in America, his half-brother in Leeds. Bernard was well over fifty now, the single offspring of his fathers brief liaison with the army nurse who treated himin more ways than oneafter the Gordon campaign in Sudan. Russell hadn't seen him in years, and had no particular desire to do so. There were a couple of uncles in England, one aunt in America, cousins dotted here and there. He hadn't seen any of them either. It was time he took Paul to England, he thought.
He looked at McKinley, happily puffing away at his pipe. Do you never get homesick? he asked.
Sure, sometimes. Days like today I miss the sunshine. I know everyone thinks San Francisco is always shrouded in fog, but it isnt. Its still the loveliest city Ive ever seen. He smiled. But this is where the story is.
Unfortunately.
Well, yes. I was wondering. . . . Im arranging this interview next weekI dont know which evening yetand I wondered if youd be willing to come along. My German is pretty good, but yours is obviously a lot better, and the only time I met this woman I could hardly understand anything she said. And I really cant afford to misunderstand anything she tells me.
Who is she?
McKinley hesitated. She used to work for the Health Ministry.
This is the big story?
McKinley grinned briefly. You could say that. You remember that story I did on asylums last year?
Russell did. It hadn't been at all bad. The American had managed to raise quite a few awkward questions, and it was hardly his fault that no one else had demanded any answers. I remember, he said.
Well, this woman was one of the people I interviewed. She told me a pack of lies, as far as I could tell. And then last week she contacted me out of the blue, said she was willing to give me some information about some of the other stuff Ive heard.
About the asylums?
Yes and no. Look, he said, looking around. I dont want to talk about it here. Lets go back to the house.
Okay, Russell agreed. He was beginning to feel intrigued, despite himself.
As they walked back to Neuenburgerstrasse he kept an eye open for possible shadows, and noticed that McKinley was doing the same. None crept into view, and the street outside their block was empty of cars.
The Knauer boy, McKinley said, once they were ensconced in Russells two armchairs. I dont think his parents gave him a Christian name. He was blind, had only one arm, and part of one leg was missing. He was also, supposedly, an idiot. A medical idiot, I mean. Mentally retarded. Anyway, his father wrote to Hitler asking him to have the boy killed. Hitler got one of the doctors employed by the KdF to confirm the facts, which they did. He then gave the childs own doctors permission to carry out a mercy-killing. The boy was put to sleep. He paused to re-stoke his pipe.
Thats a sad story, Russell said cautiously.
Theres two things, McKinley said. Hitler has never made any secret of his plan to purify the race by sterilizing the mentally handicapped and all the other so-called incurables. And the Nazis are always going on about how much it costs to keep all these people in asylums. They actually use it as an example in one of their school textbooksyou know, how many peoples cars you could build with what it costs to feed and clothe ten incurables for a year. Put the two things together and you get one easy answer: Kill them. It purifies the race and saves money.
Yes, but. . . .
I know. But if the Knauer boy is expendable, why not the others? About one hundred thousand of them, according to the latest figures. Tell the parents theyre doing it to cut short the childs suffering, give them an excuse not to have the problem anymore. In fact, dont even tell the parents. Spare their suffering by saying that the child died of natural causes.
One hundred thousand of them?
Perhaps not, but. . . .
Okay, it sounds feasible. It sounds like the Nazis, for Christs sake. But are they actually doing it? And if they are, do you have any proof that theyre doing it?
There are all sorts of indications. . . .
Not good enough.
Plans, then.
On paper?
Not exactly. Look, will you come and see this woman with me?
Russell knew what the sensible answer was, but McKinley had him hooked. Okay, he said, checking his watch and realizing that hed be late for meeting Effi.
Once out on Lindenstrasse he decided to spend some of his anticipated earnings on a cab. As it swung around the Belle Alliance Platz and headed up Koniggratzerstrasse toward Potsdamer Bahnhofplatz, he watched the people on the sidewalks and wondered how many of them would protest the mercy killing of 100,000 children. Would that be one step too far, or just another milestone in the shedding of a nations scruples?